{"sf1_id":452271,"sf2_id":"WelZylbn","title":"About: Shyness","author":"goblinko","words":250,"posted_at":"2012-10-19T01:00:00.000Z","tags":["Anti-social","Editorial","Esteem","Faith","Issues","Negativism","Sad","Self-esteem","Self-image","Shy","Shyness","Social","Upset","behavior","broken","courage","heart","image","life","loneliness","opinion","phobia","prose","sadness","self"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/452271-about-shyness","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/WelZylbn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/ac/11/ac11d03d-d501-44a9-81e0-f569e4d1010b","description":"#1 of Monologues and Editorials\n\nHello, CourageNFaith here.\nIn this prose I show some \"challenges\" that a shy person have to face in his/her daily life.\nCopyright http://courage-and-feith.deviantart.com/","content":"Should I confess all my love to her ?\n\nShould I fight for my rights ?\n\nShould I express my sincere opinions ?\n\nShould I be less insecure ?\n\nShould I not be so offended and scared by criticism ?\n\nShould I stop comparing myself to others ?\n\nShould I stop trying to please everybody ?\n\nShould I stop living for others' approval ?\u0026nbsp;\n\nShould I stop feeling myself so guilty for no reason ?\n\nShould I at least try to have a friend ?\n\nShould I be less scared to be myself ?\n\nShould I risk more ?\n\nShould I talk less to myself ?\n\nShould I not be so submitted to others ?\n\nShould I not feel so inferior to people I consider \"powerful\",\u0026nbsp;\"rich\" and \"superior\" to me ?\n\nShould I not be so upset with negative words and offenses ?\n\nShould I be more courageous and have more faith in myself ?\n\nShould I stop acting like a \"lone wolf\" ?\n\nShould I stop complaining about life ?\n\nShould I stop be so obsessed about \"winning\" in life ?\n\nShould I be myself and be happy about it ?\n\nShould I not be so upset by being poor and having a \"tough\"\u0026nbsp;life ?\n\nShould I ever try to draw ? But since I was a kid I never had the\u0026nbsp;opportunity to learn to do so...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nShould I ? Should I ?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nToo many \"Shoulds\" for too many insecurities, I'm falling\u0026nbsp;into a deja-vu....\n\n**E\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;N\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;D** //\n\n  \n  \n\n"}