{"sf1_id":453040,"sf2_id":"J1OMG8Pm","title":"A child's laughter","author":"Ephemeral_Dreams","words":251,"posted_at":"2012-10-21T03:06:00.000Z","tags":["M/solo","No-Yiff","Not Depressing this time!","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/453040-a-child-s-laughter","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/J1OMG8Pm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/32/ff/32ff63bf-d004-4fab-b57d-801981e1a996","description":"","content":"\"A Child's Laughter\" by Ephemeral\\_Dreams\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA child's laughter echoes outside my abode\n\nAnother disaster arrives inside, it bodes\n\nThe pained memories, crying out for remembrance,\n\nThe gained enemies, trying again to break free.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nChains of my mind, past unforgotten.\n\nGrains of my heart, cast beyond rotten.\n\nStrains of my hopes, blast asunder.\n\nReins of my life, dead hand of the past's thunder.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy inner mind speaks, as it oft does.\n\nBe joyous that others can experience joy\n\nMy outer kind peaks, as i rarely do,\n\nBe silent that mothers can recount the story.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nStory of my life, one of clouds and thunderstorms.\n\nGlory of every morn, none of pouts and emotional qualms\n\nTroughs and hills, grins and tears.\n\nWhat's left is an empty shell, nothing but makeup.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA child's laughter resounds again, filling the neighborhood with sonorous exclamation of joy\n\nWhen will I be able to laugh as such, I ask.\n\nWhen will I overcome this asinine subconcious, my task.\n\nWho will I become, his crystalline precious, my mask.\n\nHow will I enable this raphe, I need,\n\nTo connect me to him, that one person,\n\nOne that can evoke, a child's laughter from deep within.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nCopyrighted to Ephemeral\\_Dreams or \"Me\"\u0026nbsp;\n\nPlease do not distribute or share without any express consent from me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThanks\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThoughts are very welcome :). wrote it as i was listening, as it hints, at a child's laughter outside.\n\nI do hope my poetry skills are improving :)\n\n  \n  \n\n"}