{"sf1_id":467788,"sf2_id":"V1Yg8Oym","title":"Nicht Genug","author":"Nathaniel King","words":86,"posted_at":"2012-11-28T18:47:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Emotional","German Language","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/467788-nicht-genug","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/V1Yg8Oym","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/e4/26/e4266eb5-a1c9-4949-98b4-ca98327f3936","description":"#2 of German Texts\n\nThis is a very personal poem. Usually I take great care of rythm and meter, but this time the only thing that decided about these things were my emotions alone. Fitful, in my opinion, to a poem about the emotions I do not accept.\nBut it's not only my emotions. These are the things being said to me ever since the days of childhood. No matter for what or what about, who cares if the burdens were easy or tough? Whatever I thought I did, what ever it was, it was not enough.","content":"Was andere leiden verstehe ich nicht  \nWas mich leiden lässt erschuf allein ich  \nWas immer ich ersuche ist nicht genug  \nWas auch immer ich je versuchte  \nwar Selbstbetrug  \n  \nIch bin der Herrscher meiner Leiden  \nIn Wahrheit ging es mir nie schlecht  \nIch denke nie an die Anderen  \nMein Handeln allein mir selbst gerecht.  \nIch will nur Mitleid und Aufmerksamkeit  \nUnd für den Rest der Zeit gilt in Ewigkeit:  \n  \nWas auch immer ich je  \nfür einen Anderen versuch  \nWas auch immer es ist:  \nEs ist nicht genug.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"German Texts","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/467295-herz-im-kerker.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/467823-drachenpriester.json"}}