{"sf1_id":474875,"sf2_id":"dmBEQ4Qe","title":"Personal Angel","author":"SilverwraithStar","words":417,"posted_at":"2012-12-16T05:15:00.000Z","tags":["Angel","Calling","personal"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/474875-personal-angel","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/dmBEQ4Qe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/40/80/4080554c-bc06-437e-916c-21a5aef1c6c9","description":"#3 of Poetry\n\nOf course.. A personal angel poem I wrote not too long ago.","content":"I sit here and stare..   \nMy eyes holding that rare glare...   \nAs I read the words you wrote to me..   \nIt's hard to believe what I see..   \n  \nMy heart sinks in my chest..   \nA knife piercing the flesh..  \nYou claim you know best..   \nAfraid I'll be hurt once more by your mistakes...  \n  \nA couple years down the road  \nLook at the two of us   \nCloser than one would guess   \nAs you smile and hold me   \n  \nYour arms wrapped around in a comforting hold   \nYour smile gleaming, as you say I'm bold   \nIt's your personality that had be sold...   \nYou're nothing but my one true gold..   \n  \nSomething that I'll forever treasure  \nNothing else that I'll forget   \nI shall sit and wait.. even if forever is never   \nas I sit here... reading the words you wrote me..   \n  \nYou say it's possible we'll talk once more  \nBut I doubt that chance will come and heal my sore   \nMy heart is now wounded... forever to be in a daze   \nWill my mind never escape this haze..?  \n  \nI have people laugh at my pain   \nbut you just smile and say my name...   \nThe very sweet voice that I once fell for..   \nComforts me in my time of need.. before you walk out the door...\n\n\u0026nbsp;You say you're serving your country  \nI say only for the free   \nbut.. my wings are now tied..   \nIt's hard to understand you see?   \n  \nYou once called me your dove  \nThe one that you battled and loved   \nBut now, are my wings still the same?   \nWill I never be your dame?   \n  \nAll these questions run through my mind..   \nDepressing already I know my ryhme..   \nThat contract with god is what you signed..   \nYou tell me I mean so much to your heart..   \nBut did I ever tell you how much you meant to mine?   \n  \nI call you my devil..   \nBut in reality I had been dead wrong..   \nYou made my personal hell my own little haven...   \nMy beautiful utopia, where the grass caressed me   \nWhere I never wanted to leave...   \nYou were always my beautiful angel..   \n  \nSo glorious from the heaven and stars above  \nGod sent you down to make me strong..   \nAll I can do now, is sing my song..   \nYou'll forever be mine.. and I'll never go insane...   \n  \nYou're my angel from above..   \nI wish for you to keep my undying love..   \nRemember you'll always have me..   \nand I'll always be there for you.\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;  \n  \nMy now personal angel  \nI love you forever..   \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;From your loving dove  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/474873-my-ending.json"}}