# Personal Angel

Author: SilverwraithStar
Tags: Angel, Calling, personal

#3 of Poetry

Of course.. A personal angel poem I wrote not too long ago.

I sit here and stare..   
My eyes holding that rare glare...   
As I read the words you wrote to me..   
It's hard to believe what I see..   
  
My heart sinks in my chest..   
A knife piercing the flesh..  
You claim you know best..   
Afraid I'll be hurt once more by your mistakes...  
  
A couple years down the road  
Look at the two of us   
Closer than one would guess   
As you smile and hold me   
  
Your arms wrapped around in a comforting hold   
Your smile gleaming, as you say I'm bold   
It's your personality that had be sold...   
You're nothing but my one true gold..   
  
Something that I'll forever treasure  
Nothing else that I'll forget   
I shall sit and wait.. even if forever is never   
as I sit here... reading the words you wrote me..   
  
You say it's possible we'll talk once more  
But I doubt that chance will come and heal my sore   
My heart is now wounded... forever to be in a daze   
Will my mind never escape this haze..?  
  
I have people laugh at my pain   
but you just smile and say my name...   
The very sweet voice that I once fell for..   
Comforts me in my time of need.. before you walk out the door...

 You say you're serving your country  
I say only for the free   
but.. my wings are now tied..   
It's hard to understand you see?   
  
You once called me your dove  
The one that you battled and loved   
But now, are my wings still the same?   
Will I never be your dame?   
  
All these questions run through my mind..   
Depressing already I know my ryhme..   
That contract with god is what you signed..   
You tell me I mean so much to your heart..   
But did I ever tell you how much you meant to mine?   
  
I call you my devil..   
But in reality I had been dead wrong..   
You made my personal hell my own little haven...   
My beautiful utopia, where the grass caressed me   
Where I never wanted to leave...   
You were always my beautiful angel..   
  
So glorious from the heaven and stars above  
God sent you down to make me strong..   
All I can do now, is sing my song..   
You'll forever be mine.. and I'll never go insane...   
  
You're my angel from above..   
I wish for you to keep my undying love..   
Remember you'll always have me..   
and I'll always be there for you.    
  
My now personal angel  
I love you forever..   
  

 From your loving dove

Source: https://sofurry.com/s/dmBEQ4Qe
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