{"sf1_id":526205,"sf2_id":"V1YjGl2e","title":"What You Expect","author":"Roko","words":3786,"posted_at":"2013-04-14T01:04:00.000Z","tags":["Anal","Balls","Bondage","Boy","Chain","Cock","Collar","Cum","Dalmatian","Dick","Dog","Forced Sex","Gay","Head","Husky","Licking","Multiple Orgasm","Muscle","Oral","Penis","Pre-cum","Shower","Teenage","Threesome","Wolfox","choke","friends","hot tub","jizz","muzzle","nuts","purple tongue","suck"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/526205-what-you-expect","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/V1YjGl2e","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/c4/c6/c4c630fe-2672-404a-9a7b-2678906cffc7","description":"#2 of What You Deserve, What You Expect, What You Find\n\n(from the perspective of Kelley the husky)\nCalvin, Kelley and Kusuma are fresh out of high school and ready for a road trip! They trek to a cabin in the northeastern US for a week of snowboarding, good food, fun in the hot tub and maybe a little sex while they're at it. What could possibly go wrong?","content":"I was the first one awake.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nKusuma was pressed up to me tightly from behind.\u0026nbsp; It was hard to keep my tail from wagging and waking him up.\u0026nbsp; Calvin slept in front of me, wrapped in my arms.\u0026nbsp; Occasionally, he'd squirm or kick his feet.\u0026nbsp; I thought it was the cutest thing.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe heavy blankets were shoved to the foot of the bed.\u0026nbsp; We didn't need any covers to keep toasty with this much body heat.\u0026nbsp; When I looked around the first time and saw my two best friends snuggled up next to me, a warmth spread through me both inside and out.\u0026nbsp; Birds were singing.\u0026nbsp; Pale yellow sunlight snuck in through the window.\u0026nbsp; The powder outside looked perfect for carving.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy rump ached.\u0026nbsp; They really put my tail hole through a workout last night.\u0026nbsp; I tried to warn them that it was my first time, but Spotty held my muzzle shut before I could say anything.\u0026nbsp; I didn't mind.\u0026nbsp; It felt like a fire burning through me at first, but it was a fire that I had been craving for a long time.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nYou see; Calvin, Kusuma and I have known each other for most of our lives.\u0026nbsp; When we were pups, we would watch cartoons together.\u0026nbsp; When we were finally old enough to drive, we would take turns giving each other rides to school.\u0026nbsp; And, most importantly; when we were in ninth grade, I developed a crush on that charming Dalmatian Calvin.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThat was the first year that the three of us played high school football.\u0026nbsp; I already knew that I was gay, and tried to flaunt it a little bit here and there, but I don't think anybody ever noticed.\u0026nbsp; \"Kelley the perfectly normal straight guy\", I guess.\u0026nbsp; Two other huskies came out of the closet that year, and I didn't want to become a statistic... so I just didn't tell anyone.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nKusuma was the only hybrid (a wolf-fox) on the team, and also the only player that excelled in any sport that he tried out for.\u0026nbsp; You wouldn't know it if you saw him outside of the field, though.\u0026nbsp; He was the most soft-spoken, quiet, and borderline shy person in the locker room.\u0026nbsp; If he was the reason we won the homecoming game, he'd brush it off and say, \"it was a team effort\".\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nCalvin was the opposite.\u0026nbsp; Every time he made it to the end zone with the ball, he would gloat and brag until the next play.\u0026nbsp; I don't know why, but it turned me on.\u0026nbsp; He was bossy, sarcastic, and acted like he was too good to date the hot girls that always chased after him.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI knew for a fact that I was gay the first time I pawed off to a photo of Calvin holding me down in a headlock.\u0026nbsp; It just made me so hard, I couldn't help myself.\u0026nbsp; He wanted to beat everybody (especially me) at everything, and knowing that at that moment I was at his mercy...\u0026nbsp; Well, I was glad that my bedroom connected to a private bathroom.\u0026nbsp; I'd flush a box of cum-soaked tissues a week, sometimes.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI kept this secret in contained within my bedroom and bathroom until a cold October afternoon three years later.\u0026nbsp; It was a long day of practice, and I had to cut it short.\u0026nbsp; My stomach was tying up in knots.\u0026nbsp; I had been cramming for a test and didn't have time to grab anything to eat for lunch.\u0026nbsp; My own fault, I know.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI grabbed a sports drink from the machine, gulping it down in just a few swallows.\u0026nbsp; I slowly and tiredly stripped myself, letting my gear fall to the floor in a heap.\u0026nbsp; I stood there in my boxers, letting the air conditioning cool me off.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOur dressing room had lockers lining each wall, benches in the middle, and a separate room for the showers.\u0026nbsp; It wasn't a communal shower, and each stall had a door that you could lock.\u0026nbsp; The cement walls went from floor to ceiling.\u0026nbsp; There wasn't a way to peek over and see another player's junk.\u0026nbsp; Trust me, I tried every way possible.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"A quick shower before I hit the cafeteria,\" I wearily muttered to myself as my tummy grumbled.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI shuffled through my messy locker, groping for a towel and some clean shorts.\u0026nbsp; When I slapped the door shut, however, the one beside mine opened.\u0026nbsp; Just a crack.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Ooh, Spotty didn't lock his locker,\" I sang to myself.\u0026nbsp; My paw hovered in front of the metal door, but I paused.\u0026nbsp; Knowing that the rest of the team would be on the practice field for another hour or so, I slid my paw into the Dalmatian's stuff.\u0026nbsp; I could feel a sheepish grin spreading across my cheeks.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"What can I hold ransom from Mr. I'm-the-Best?\" I sneered, rubbing my hands together in a mock-evil cackle.\u0026nbsp; His brand-new iPod.\u0026nbsp; A math book.\u0026nbsp; Some hiking boots.\u0026nbsp; \"Ah, here we go,\" I grinned as I found his backpack.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI tossed out some t-shirts, folders and a bottle of water before I saw it...\u0026nbsp; Or saw _myself_ I should say.\u0026nbsp; In his bag was a photo of me from when Calvin, 'Suma and I went to the water park.\u0026nbsp; I was facing away from the camera and my swim trunks clung tightly to my butt.\u0026nbsp; My curly tail was hiked high as I turned and stuck my tongue out at whoever was taking the picture.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"What...\" I whispered, bringing the photo closer to my face.\u0026nbsp; There were a few faded spots on it, especially on my shorts at the spot just under my tail.\u0026nbsp; My eyes narrowed as I sniffed the picture.\u0026nbsp; \"He rubbed his dick on this!\" I gasped out loud.\u0026nbsp; I could smell the Dalmatian's heavy scent... and even stronger was the smell of semen.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n_Calvin had been jacking off to a picture of me lifting my tail!_\u0026nbsp; My muzzle gaped open in shock and my dick hardened.\u0026nbsp; A satisfied smile streaked across my face.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"I can't believe this,\" I breathed out.\u0026nbsp; \"I am going to have so much fun screwing with Spotty now!\"\u0026nbsp; I put everything back exactly the way that I found it and checked my phone for the time.\u0026nbsp; \"Still forty minutes before they're done.\"\u0026nbsp; That was more than enough time.\u0026nbsp; I sneaked my fingers in through the hole in my shorts.\u0026nbsp; \"These are already dirty,\" I reasoned and pulled my growing husky meat out.\u0026nbsp; The vent blew directly onto my manhood, sending a shiver to the tips of my fur.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI petted my dick slowly, letting my thoughts wander off naughtily.\u0026nbsp; I tried to imagine what Calvin was daydreaming about while he was jerking it while looking at me.\u0026nbsp; The scenario played out in my head.\u0026nbsp; I pictured him stroking his cock, and cumming while gasping my name.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy own cock was wet with pre at this point.\u0026nbsp; I squeezed it, starting a shiver in my groin that made its way throughout my entire body.\u0026nbsp; I wasn't able to finish myself though.\u0026nbsp; Out of the corner of my eye I noticed that the doors to the dressing room weren't locked.\u0026nbsp; \"Better hit the showers and then get food before somebody catches me,\" I grumbled, putting my swollen manhood away.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\\* \\* \\*\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Food...\" my stomach growled, snapping my attention back to last night.\u0026nbsp; I was too busy being spit-roasted by my two best friends.\u0026nbsp; Dinner was the last thing on our minds.\u0026nbsp; But right now, a sharp pain shot through my empty tummy.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Look at the cute husky,\" Spot's calm voice snuck quietly into my ending fantasy.\u0026nbsp; Guess I couldn't keep my happy tail from slapping the others awake, after all.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"I know, right?\" the wolf-fox agreed.\u0026nbsp; \"Could get used to being woken up by husky tail every morning.\u0026nbsp; Just have to make sure you're the first one awake every day, Kelley.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"First one awake?\" Calvin scoffed.\u0026nbsp; \"Ha!\u0026nbsp; I was already awake.\u0026nbsp; Just didn't want to disturb you two sleeping beauties.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Aww, you think I'm beautiful,\" Kusuma cracked a joke.\u0026nbsp; \"You're not bad yourself, you hunky Dalmatian.\u0026nbsp; I feel like the luckiest guy ever that my first time was with two of the hottest guys on the planet.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"You're...\" I paused, my face growing warm from the compliments, \"I mean you _were_ a virgin, too?\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"My mom pushed me into every sport that exists,\" Kusuma revealed.\u0026nbsp; \"That doesn't leave much time for dude hunting.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"What about you, Spotty?\" I asked him, rubbing the perfectly symmetrical spots on his back.\u0026nbsp; When he turned to answer, I continued rubbing his tight chest; tracing a pattern from his belly-button to his neck and back again.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Before last night?\" Calvin grinned really big, as if to brag about something.\u0026nbsp; But his smile softened, and he breathed in deeply.\u0026nbsp; \"Actually... yeah.\u0026nbsp; That was the first time I'd ever done anything.\u0026nbsp; I didn't really want to come out in high school.\u0026nbsp; I saw how the other guys that did got treated after.\u0026nbsp; I don't think anybody would have respected me if they knew that I liked boys.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"I still would have,\" my massaging paws were now paying special attention to each spot as I tried to decide which one was the cutest.\u0026nbsp; \"And Kusuma.\u0026nbsp; He wouldn't have thought any differently of you.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"I know that now,\" the Dalmatian admitted.\u0026nbsp; \"But I was just...\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Scared?\" Kusuma finished Calvin's statement, which just hung in the air.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Hungry,\" Spotty laughed.\u0026nbsp; \"That's the word that describes me best right now.\u0026nbsp; Let's go get breakfast.\u0026nbsp; And then I'm going to beat you, once and for all.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Deal!\" I yipped eagerly.\u0026nbsp; Words couldn't describe how happy I was to watch my naked friends slink out of bed and slowly dress themselves.\u0026nbsp; I had wanted this for so long.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe lodge had a small café bar near the fireplace.\u0026nbsp; We all ordered giant plates to go along with our mochas.\u0026nbsp; The caffeine helped wake our limbs and tails up, and the chocolate-y smell reminded me of last night.\u0026nbsp; When me and my two best friends stripped down while sipping on a hot mug of cocoa.\u0026nbsp; Still can't believe that happened.\u0026nbsp; I'm such a lucky dog...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWe scarfed down our eggs, bacon and waffles as quickly as possible.\u0026nbsp; We were ready to get back to that lift.\u0026nbsp; There was no time to waste.\u0026nbsp; We were dressed and ready at the base of the hill even faster than we had ordered and eaten our breakfast.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"First things first,\" Calvin started as we sat on the bench and made our ascent; a sense of importance weighing down his words, \"we go to tallest slope and race.\u0026nbsp; No head starts.\u0026nbsp; No cheating.\u0026nbsp; We just see who wins.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nKusuma and I both nodded.\u0026nbsp; It's game time!\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI glanced sideways at the other two canines.\u0026nbsp; They each looked a little nervous.\u0026nbsp; I was still beaming from last night, so I shot them a sly grin as I got into position.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Ready?\" Spotty called out, holding his paw up as if to halt us.\u0026nbsp; \"Three.\u0026nbsp; Two.\u0026nbsp; One.\u0026nbsp; Go!\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI pulled out into an easy lead, but I wasn't going to hang on to it for long.\u0026nbsp; Calvin roared past me when I took too long ollying over one of the piles of snow that the resort sets up as an obstacle.\u0026nbsp; He was only a second or so ahead of me.\u0026nbsp; I could catch up.\u0026nbsp; If only...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Hey, puppy dick!\" I shouted over to Calvin as we were almost neck-and-neck.\u0026nbsp; \"Tonight, this is all yours!\" I pointed to my raised tail and shaked my butt at the Dalmatian.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy trick worked.\u0026nbsp; He couldn't stop staring.\u0026nbsp; He slowed down just as I did, giving Kusuma enough time to catch up and beat us both to the finish.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"No fair!\" Calvin whined.\u0026nbsp; \"I said no cheating.\u0026nbsp; We're going again.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"We've got all day,\" I teased.\u0026nbsp; \"How many chances do you need to win?\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"One more,\" the Dalmatian grinned.\u0026nbsp; It wasn't his usual \"I'm going to beat you\" grin.\u0026nbsp; Just a happy grin.\u0026nbsp; Finally.\u0026nbsp; His tail swept left and right excitedly as he sprinted back to the lift.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Are you holding back?\" I whispered to the wolf-fox, just as Spotty was out of earshot.\u0026nbsp; \"You looked really good up there...\" I blushed.\u0026nbsp; \"Your stance I mean.\u0026nbsp; You were racing really well.\u0026nbsp; It just seems like you're always letting me win.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"I like watching you beat Calvin,\" Kusuma closed his eyes, sheepishly smiling widely.\u0026nbsp; \"I like seeing you put him in his place.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Well this time,\" I flashed a faux-sinister look, \"I want to see _you_ beating him.\u0026nbsp; You showing him who's boss.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"No problem,\" Kusuma agreed, keeping his voice down.\u0026nbsp; Even through his dark fur, I could see hints of red rushing to his cheeks.\u0026nbsp; I'm glad he picked up on my casual flirting.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"And 'Suma?\" I whispered and gripped him near his elbow.\u0026nbsp; I leaned my muzzle close to his face, grazing his whiskers.\u0026nbsp; \"I meant what I said a second ago.\u0026nbsp; You looked really good.\u0026nbsp; During the race... and last night.\"\u0026nbsp; I nearly had to turn my head away, I was embarrassing myself so much.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"You...\" the wolf-fox started.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Come on, ladies,\" Calvin interrupted.\u0026nbsp; He was squatted near the top, buckling his board to his boots already.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nKusuma glanced over at me and smiled.\u0026nbsp; I returned the gesture.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Three!\u0026nbsp; Two!\u0026nbsp; One!\u0026nbsp; Go!\" the Dalmatian counted off.\u0026nbsp; In a flash, we were on our way again.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI was having to struggle to keep up with Spotty this time.\u0026nbsp; He was really putting all he had into this race.\u0026nbsp; We were on each others' tails the whole way down, constantly switching roles as leader and follower.\u0026nbsp; Kusuma on the other hand, was already waiting at the bottom.\u0026nbsp; He shot down the slope effortlessly, and was warming his paws with his breath by the time Cal and I met him at the bottom.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Looks like you won, 'Suma!\" I patted him on the back, trying to rub some much-needed heat into him with my paws.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Got lucky,\" the wolf-fox slumped.\u0026nbsp; \"I just had a good start is all.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"You sure?\" Calvin tapped Kusuma's tummy with his elbow.\u0026nbsp; \"It looked like you wiped the floor with us.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy jaw dropped.\u0026nbsp; I can just imagine the hilarious look on my face as I stood there in shock at what Spotty \"I'm-the-best\" Dalmatian just said.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Hey,\" the wolf-fox snaked his arms around Calvin's and my shoulders, \"how about you two go have some _alone_ time in the cabin?\u0026nbsp; I'll go get us some reservations at that surf and turf place.\u0026nbsp; Search the ski village a bit.\u0026nbsp; You two can meet me when you're done.\u0026nbsp; Say six-thirty?\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI fumbled to get my phone out of my thick jacket pocket.\u0026nbsp; \"That's in four hours.\u0026nbsp; Are you sure you don't want us to come with?\"\u0026nbsp; I tried to look him in the eyes to see if he was okay, but he kept averting his gaze.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Yeah,\" he replied, his voice seemingly upbeat.\u0026nbsp; \"You two have fun.\u0026nbsp; I'll see ya at dinner.\"\u0026nbsp; And with that, he scooped up his board and started marching toward the lodge.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Oh, we'll have fun alright,\" Calvin huffed.\u0026nbsp; \"Right, puppy?\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Yeah...\" I meeped.\u0026nbsp; Kusuma wasn't acting quite like himself.\u0026nbsp; Was it something I said?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"You coming?\" the Dalmatian called out, a few steps in front of me.\u0026nbsp; \"Race ya to the cabin!\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHe won.\u0026nbsp; Of course.\u0026nbsp; The breeze from the front door swept across my face as Calvin pushed it closed behind me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Now get your hot tail upstairs,\" Spot commanded, tossing off his boots.\u0026nbsp; \"Unless you want to do it down here.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI couldn't get 'Suma's sudden change of attitude out of my head.\u0026nbsp; But as hard as I tried to avoid it, I couldn't stop getting excited when Spotty turned on the hot tub with his toe.\u0026nbsp; He ran his finger up his impeccable torso and then slowly lifted off his shirt.\u0026nbsp; He flicked his button open with his thumb and then pointed to the zipper.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"I'll take care of that for you!\" I obliged.\u0026nbsp; My nose rested at his crotch, taking in the scent of his manhood through the denim.\u0026nbsp; I used one hand to rub his bulge as I unzipped his pants, and I rested my cheek against his warm dick as I pulled down his boxers and let them fall to the floor.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"And I'll take care of this,\" Calvin stopped me before I could start licking at his shaft.\u0026nbsp; He stroked my hair out of my eyes, his fingers playing happily across my forehead.\u0026nbsp; He nodded, motioning for me to stand up.\u0026nbsp; As I climbed to my feet, I admired his naked body.\u0026nbsp; His plump, low-hanging balls had just the right amount of fuzz on them, and his hardening cock was starting to point at me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHe sniffed at my neck as he unsnapped my belt and tugged at my shirt.\u0026nbsp; Within moments, I was just as nude as he was.\u0026nbsp; Our hard cocks pressed against each other as we embraced for a moment.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI wanted to kiss him.\u0026nbsp; So.\u0026nbsp; Much.\u0026nbsp; But I don't know if he would have wanted that.\u0026nbsp; I liked him enough, that's for sure.\u0026nbsp; But I also liked Kusuma.\u0026nbsp; I kind of always have.\u0026nbsp; He had that perfect body, and he was sweet, but so shy...\u0026nbsp; I pushed the thought from my head as the Dalmatian nudged me toward the tub.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Ahh...\" we both gasped as we slowly slid into the bubbling water.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI let out a hushed moan as Spotty sat me down onto the hot tub's bench seat.\u0026nbsp; He stood with his dick in my face, and I expected he wanted me to start slurping.\u0026nbsp; But then he squatted down, his feet on the seat and his knees out above the water.\u0026nbsp; He was sitting in my lap, grinding our cocks together.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"I told you,\" he rubbed his lips across my ear, \"I'm going to take care of this.\"\u0026nbsp; He clenched his paw around both of our rods and started pumping.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Ohh...\" I exhaled, overrun with warmth.\u0026nbsp; His fingers, his cock, his thumb on my dick-head: they all slid up and down as he squeezed and milked our lengths.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHis nuts rested on top of mine, and those started rubbing on my shaft as well as he began to thrust his hips in time with his pumping paw.\u0026nbsp; His balls had a nice weight to them, and I really enjoyed feeling them tickle my own as he continued pawing.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWith his free paw, he had pulled my muzzle to his shoulder, gripping the back of my head softly.\u0026nbsp; And he was breathing right into my ear as he worked at both of our cocks.\u0026nbsp; I massaged his back for a while, resisting the urge to press my lips hard against his.\u0026nbsp; When the feeling was almost more than I could take, he leaned back and started rubbing my chest as he stood slightly out of the water and spurted onto my collar bone.\u0026nbsp; He reached down and continued jacking me as he sprayed another shot of cum onto my tummy.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI gripped his paw and licked it clean for him before he could stop me, causing him to moan.\u0026nbsp; Then he rushed his hands to my waist and pulled me up sit on the edge of the tub.\u0026nbsp; He started jerking me off with both paws, lapping wildly at my nuts with his long pink tongue.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Ohh yeah...\" I sputtered, letting loose a thick rope of jizz.\u0026nbsp; It hit him squarely on the top of the muzzle, and that made him pump my meat even more vigorously.\u0026nbsp; His tongue tip quickly and expertly moved to my dick, poking and prodding the hole where I sent another spurt of warm, sticky mess.\u0026nbsp; He swallowed it and started methodically sucking my cock until it was slick and clean.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Bed?\" Spotty asked me, licking my juice off of his chops.\u0026nbsp; He looked me right in the eye, a satisfied smile splayed across his face.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Yeah!\" I bit my lip, staring straight back at him.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHe held my hand on the way up to the bedroom, and even held the door open for me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWe snuck under the blankets, still feeling giddy from all of this.\u0026nbsp; I still couldn't believe that I was snuggling with Spotty.\u0026nbsp; I had dreamed of doing that with him, and with 'Suma, ever since I realized that I was attracted to the same sex.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI wanted to tell him how I felt.\u0026nbsp; That I wanted to kiss him.\u0026nbsp; My heart was pounding.\u0026nbsp; My hands were shaking.\u0026nbsp; I was going to do it.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Spot...\" I started.\u0026nbsp; My voice was quivering, despite my best efforts to stop it.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Hmm?\" he replied.\u0026nbsp; \"What is it, cutie?\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"I had a really good time last night,\" I curled my leg around his and pulled him closer.\u0026nbsp; He wrapped his arms around my back.\u0026nbsp; God, that felt good.\u0026nbsp; \"And today, I had a good time just the two of us, too.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Yeah,\" Calvin started rubbing me as he sweetly agreed.\u0026nbsp; \"I'm glad Kusuma gave us some alone time today.\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"You are?\" I tilted my head.\u0026nbsp; \"Well, I...\" I didn't know what to say.\u0026nbsp; The more I thought about 'Suma, the more worried I got that I had upset him somehow.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"What?\" he lay his head on the pillow to look me eye-to-eye.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI rolled over and looked at the clock.\u0026nbsp; \"I'm going to set an alarm.\u0026nbsp; We meet him in around two hours.\u0026nbsp; Think I'm going to take a nap until then.\"\u0026nbsp; I had such mixed feelings about all of this.\u0026nbsp; Was I falling for Spotty, like _really_ falling for him?\u0026nbsp; What about Kusuma?\u0026nbsp; Was I falling for him, too?\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAnd what if everything that I'm dreading... that Spotty's just into this for the sex, and he'd freak out if I kissed him...\u0026nbsp; I couldn't stop myself worrying that that might be true.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"Okay,\" the Dalmatian nodded solemnly.\u0026nbsp; He squeezed me, and I squeezed him back.\u0026nbsp; His eyes eventually closed.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMine did too.\u0026nbsp; But I didn't go to sleep.\u0026nbsp; I listened to his breathing and felt his chest rise and fall as I stayed awake with my thoughts.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"What You Deserve, What You Expect, What You Find","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/234432-what-you-deserve-2013-extended.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/526206-what-you-find.json"}}