{"sf1_id":543065,"sf2_id":"J1O22z2n","title":"I am the Enemy","author":"Alexos Drausus","words":144,"posted_at":"2013-05-25T23:55:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Poetry","enemy","hidden","sorry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/543065-i-am-the-enemy","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/J1O22z2n","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/52/ed/52ed08b6-f535-4f0e-88b9-347818e67ecd","description":"This was something I wrote after something else I wrote to vent to somebody got into the hands of someone it shouldn't have and it managed to temporarily hurt someone I care greatly about. Thankfully its over now though, and I managed to keep a great friend.","content":"Why can't I just let it be?\n\nI have turned into the enemy\n\nI fear I may have ruined your life\n\nI have caused you so much strife\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWith this I can't even begin to help you\n\nI don't know what it is I'm supposed to do\n\nI'm so sorry for what I've done\n\nIt seems I can't ever win, no matter what, with anyone\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAnd please understand that I'm scared too\n\nI wish there was no consequence for loving you\n\nIt would kill me slowly if you wanted to be apart\n\nBut I would do it, I want you to be happy with all my heart\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nPlease don't hate me for what I did\n\nI had no idea that you kept it hid\n\nI've hurt you once, once too many\n\nBut I'm here to help you if you let me\n\n  \n  \n\n"}