{"sf1_id":546040,"sf2_id":"7ejlBxLn","title":"how much longer?","author":"castian","words":140,"posted_at":"2013-06-02T21:01:00.000Z","tags":["FEELINGS","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/546040-how-much-longer","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/7ejlBxLn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/67/bf/67bf02e6-d565-470e-8a97-e1f5f6701b2d","description":"","content":"How much longer must I deal with pain?\n\nThe emotional pain causing physical\n\nTrying to find something to fill the gap\n\nIn between regret and continence\n\nLooking for the support\n\nI really need for me to still stand,\n\nEmotional, physical the same feel\n\nThe same look,\n\nBecoming easier to see through my disguise\n\nLike glass, in a window\n\nOthers can see it but can't feel it\n\nCracks in my life growing larger\n\nLetting pain and misery leak through\n\nDrop by drop\n\nOn the floor from the eyes and wrists\n\nOr from the dark gloomy clouds above\n\nLooking up at the dark sky,\n\nWondering if I am alone\n\nFrom the left to the right\n\nI see people walking, running,\n\nFrom there own problems\n\nTo involved in there own life\n\nI have always wondered if\n\nThey would notice\n\nOne less.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n~castian~\n\n  \n  \n\n"}