{"sf1_id":548053,"sf2_id":"rn9EB99n","title":"from darkness to light, chapter 1: the fox and the husky","author":"Luka the husky","words":1217,"posted_at":"2013-06-07T18:42:00.000Z","tags":["Attempted suicide","Fox","Husky","Jacob","Love","Luka","Self-injury"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/548053-from-darkness-to-light-chapter-1-the-fox-and-the-husky","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rn9EB99n","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/64/62/6462e36e-123b-4b8f-8cb1-2b06751166a0","description":"this is my first story i wrote that doesnt have any ties to any show that i know of, starring my fursona.\nfrom darkness TO LIGHT chapter 1: josh, or luka, lived in new york where he was living a hell on earth, he had no boyfriend, and was constantly bullied, he decided to end it all, by commiting suicide, but love arrives in the form of a white fox: jacob. will he get by his past to have the one he loves or risk loosing him, his sanity, and his will to live, all on the same day. only time will tell........","content":"From  \ndarkness to light: chapter 1\n\nBy  \ndevildog115 (Luka de huskeh)\n\nNote from author:\n\nI did not go through this, my OC is acting as a main  \nprotagonist, emphasis on ACTING, enjoy my furries ;)\n\nLuka de huskeh\n\nI look over to the looming skyscrapers of downtown New York, my fur blowing in the wind, smelling fresh  \npizza being made, I sit at my window with my headphones on, with a blade to my  \nlower arm. 'just 1 more day, then the day of exodus will be upon me, this world  \ntalks of a heaven and a hell, when this world itself is hell on its own.' I  \npress the blade on my fur, forcing every blood cell of my veins to force its  \nway out, turning my white fur red as the blade runs on me. I hear a knock on my  \ndoor, I quickly put my sleeve down, hide the knife and open the door. \"Dinner's  \nready\" my brother said as he looks at me with a displeasing look. \"ok, ill be  \nright down.\" I said as he walks away. I put some bandages on my cuts and gone  \ndown.\n\nThe next day I walk to the building, looking back on what led me to this ultimatum. When I came out in middle school  \nI was the lightning rod of the bullying at my school, I was so scared in there  \nI am scarred, my heart I wrapped up in chains and leave to die because I  \nbelieved back then love was weakness and pain and hatred is a gateway to true  \nstrength. I got into multiple fights in my time; I had to fight for my rights,  \nto survive in middle school. I laugh only knowing that I laughed not because of  \nsomething funny, but madness, I'm very relieved that I'm finally getting out of  \nthis hell on ea-THUNK!!! I fall back on my tail and rubbed the back of my head.  \n\"ouch, what the hell man?!\" my words froze in the summer air as I saw him, a  \npure white fox which fur resembles snow, pure and white. \"Oh my god I'm so  \nsorry\" the fox said as he reaches out to help me. I grab his paw and helped me  \nup; his fur feels so soft, like fleece, paws so soft it feels like marble.  \n\"it's okay, nothing is damaged back there\" .\n\nHe looks down and gasps. I look at my arm as it bleeds through the bandage and shirt. \"your arm is bloody! Please  \nwe need you to get a doc-\" I cut him off \" IM FINE OK?!\" I ran past him, not  \nlooking back as I ran to the empire state building, not knowing he followed me  \nup there. I look off towards the sun, and then get on top of the stone railing,  \nfeeling the wind everywhere, people gasping, then I begin to lean forward but  \nsomeone grabbed my tail, it was the northern fox. \"GET OFF! I WANT TO DIE!\" he  \nalmost begins to cry. \"I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU LUKA!\" he yelled in the wind. I  \nfroze as I gone back down. \"How the hell do you know my name?\" I say in  \ndisbelief, he wiped the tears from his face, and look at me, my arm still  \nbleeding. \"You're ok right\" the fox said looking at the trail of blood from the  \nelevator. \"Um... yep im blacking out, goodbye.\" I fall down onto the  \nobservatories' floor.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"LUKA?! WE NEED A DOCTOR!\" the fox said, my eyes slowly close as I drift off to darkness. Darkness. Thick as oil  \nin a glass of water.\u0026nbsp; I see a light, swimming towards it. That's when I open my eyes to a hospital, the fox at one  \nend, my brother and mother at the other. \"Josh? Are you there\" I look at my  \nmom, whose makeup watered from crying. \"I told you, call me luka\" I laugh. \"I  \nthought his name was luka?\" the northern fox said. I look over at him and sit  \nup, eyes opened now. \"Who the hell are you anyway?\" I asked to the fox,  \nfighting the pain in my arm. \"I'm Jacob, and I know your name from people in  \nascension.\" Jacob admitted. I sighed and looked at my mom and brother. \"Kyle,  \ntake mom home, I need to talk to Jacob\" he nodded and bring mom out of the  \nroom. \"ok creepy fox who knows my name and name is Jacob, why did you save me\"  \nI said as he blushed, looked away and fettled his finger paws. \"I'm sort of a  \nsecret admirer\" I burst out laughing but felt a screech of pain, apparently  \nlaughing only reopens wounds. He blushed wildly now mad. \"I'm serious!\" I calm  \ndown laughing. \"ok for starters I've never had a secret admirer, it's just  \nfunny\" I lean back chuckling. \"Your laughing at a time like this?\" he was mad  \nnow. \"What does it take to make me believe you!\" Jacob said as his hazel eyes  \nstared into mine. I leaned forward. \"Then kiss me to make me feel better.\" I  \ntold him with a since of sarcasm but I blushed as much as him when his lips  \nmeet mine.\n\nI was speechless; he begins to smile, sensing I was being sarcastic. \"Now you believe me?\" I nod, and got up.  \n\"let's go, I want to know more of you\" we both walked out of the hospital, then  \nhead towards my house in little Italy. \"you go to ascension?\" jacob nodded.  \n\"yeah, but thanks for being a lightning rod, it sure as hell put some if not  \nall of the rep off of me\" I begin to tear up, holding the arm where I cut  \nmyself. \"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it\" Jacob looked over and saw the multiple  \ncuts. \"16 cuts Jacob, every one for each of my bullies, it tells me how many  \npeople I swore I would surpass.\" I told him as he looked at me in disbelief. We  \nwalked into an alley. \"But, why? Why did you almost jump off of the empire  \nstate building? Why the cuts? Why luk\" I cut him off now pissed off. \"Because  \nnobody in their straight-as-an-arrow mind wanted to date me! They think im just  \na punk who wants only to fight, who cuts himself for the thrill, who is a rich  \nposer, im not! Im... Not...\" I sulk down a building, crying my eyes out. \"Luka,  \nplease, let me help you\"\u0026nbsp; Jacob bend to my level. \"then help me through this hell\" I look at him. His eyes met mine, he  \ncame in to hug me, his soft fur meeting mine, soft and warm, I leaned in and  \nfinally met his lips in a kiss, this time he was speechless. \"is that a way of  \nsaying 'luka please be my boyfriend?\" I nodded. \"you had me at beef jerky\" he said. Puzzled at him, I look  \nat him once more. \"I didn't say beef jerky\" he wrapped his paws around me, we  \nlook at me with his eyes, green as emerald. \"Well I was thinking of it\" we  \nwalked out and I kissed him on the lips.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nEnd of chapter 1, more to come, see ya furry peoples :3\n\nluka the husky\n\n  \n  \n\n"}