# The bleak life of a black rose part one

Author: Serrahtheblackrose
Tags: Depression, F/F, Female, Husky, Love, Sad, Wolf, bar

((I'm not exactly sure if this should be all ages are not also I'm planning on working on this for a while please give feedback any is good))

I never asked for love hell I never  
asked for a reason to live up to this point. You see I find myself to  
be quite worthless in fact I don't find a reason why anyone would  
care if I lived or died. My name is Rose I'm your worthless pile of  
filth that will never be loved. You see I found love is hopeless men  
will just thrust their javelin through your delicate flower and leave  
you for dead if it dares spur seeds of your youth that are born into  
worthless beings like you. You wish they were given a better life  
with a better mother but I am no kind of mother.

I decided to give my seeds up for  
adoption and luckily found someone whom could grow them better then I  
could. They were a happy couple they took them and after they left I  
cried as I would never know that kind of happiness and that I would  
never see my children ever again. Maybe I would in a couple of years  
but they would not recognize me or vice verse but they got a better  
life from it. I'm glad they wouldn't have and emotional train wreck  
like me a sixteen year old girl with parents who are demons and  
'friends' who are devils well I make up the friends part since I have  
none.

All I ever wished for was to be strong  
and be brave is that far to much to ask or does it become a wheezing  
like breath for help. I feel so alone in this world sometimes I think  
about ending it all. I think that would be the best solution. I wish  
it was only that easy as I never have a private moment with the  
rooftops and kiss the ground with my lovely corpse.

Though I think it's impossible for me  
to die at this point I already feel like a walking corpse with no  
eyes just blindly walking along a never ending path. This is the  
suffering of an illusion that I dare even think about. My life has no  
meaning at all. Nothing my life is simply an endless void of endless  
consequences. You see my buds have already popped and went off to a  
better life I on other hand have no life.

How can a simple anthro like me handle  
such annoying things like being called putrid and morbid. How can  
such a bruised husky keep her beauty if nobody wants her and nobody  
loves her. It's simple that it's so clear that all creatures hate  
her. I soon found a reason to live I found my purpose my calling the  
reason I'm here.

One night on a cold evening the wind  
was rather vigorous and roaring just usual for the season of falling  
leaves and half alive trees with falling leaves. I was going to the  
lesbian bar in town as I found that to be my haven where I felt loved  
and accepted. They always let me in which was odd for a bar but  
whatever I found a girl my age there with beautiful long flowing  
blonde hair and her fragrance gave me the breath of fresh air. Her  
name was like silk and soothing lavender her body curved and slender  
her name gave meaning to her gender her name was Serrah. Such a  
lovely name with a lovely face her body moved with grace and she was  
right in front of my very own face. Along with her wolfish tail and face I was in heaven and grace as I have never seen such a beautiful wolf before.

"Hello..."I simply said my face  
dropped almost dead from the wonderful female that uplifted my head.

"Hello...Do I know you?"She said  
back with her silk voice and long hair as her body said she truly  
cared.

"Not yet."I said with grace  
trying to hide my blushing face hoping I didn't seem like such a  
disgrace to such a beautiful face.

"Well my name is Serrah what's  
yours?"Laces upon laces her face had so much graces and it never  
lost the fact of beauty.

"My name is Rose, it's a pleasure to  
meet you."I said my face almost sweating with sweet honey dew. My  
face burnt up like a nice warm stew. A fire was in my heart I  
couldn't put it out it almost made me want to shout. I held my hand  
to meet hers to greet her presence along with everything about her."

"Would you like to go talk somewhere  
better perhaps this place isn't the best for something like this."She  
said back as it overwhelmed my body her voice like an angels that  
shook my body.

"I would love too, let's go to your  
place if that's alright with you."I hoped I didn't sound far too  
creepy as we just met and barely knew each other I was a stranger  
still.

"Sure, one question though why not  
yours?"She said in the silence of the bar as it seemed as if time  
stood still for us both just so the intoxicating air didn't choke us  
both with a heavy rope.

"My parents will know where I have  
just been and they are not the kindest of folk."I said hoping that  
I wouldn't have to go into detail of the bruises they gave me the  
fights they had. I only wished I could have said for my place but no  
creature could live there without choking on the smoke of the flames  
that brewed within the house of hell.

"I understand, well I will lead you  
there I hope you won't mind my room it's a bit of a mess."I didn't  
notice but we were walking and talking she seemed to mention how we  
were almost there and I couldn't wait to get to know more about her.

 

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