{"sf1_id":563685,"sf2_id":"Rm0EJDpn","title":"Day of Days","author":"Neko Hoshi","words":1086,"posted_at":"2013-07-15T19:39:00.000Z","tags":["Fantasy","M/M"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/563685-day-of-days","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Rm0EJDpn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/57/7d/577d48b9-18df-4762-881d-19d5a4c5e1d2","description":"#4 of Short stories\n\nHe lives each day just like any other day even though it is the same day.","content":"I watched the falling stars as Alice waced her hands to me calling me over. I saw this all before I lived this day for over a year. I am not sure when it will stop, but I'm not aging so I don't really care. I'm surprised I haven't gone mad by this. I walked over to Alice pretending that I haven't heard the news that the elder will be arriving tomorrow at day break. The elder went on a long journey to see the outside world. We heard rumors about how the people of the outside world lived. I thought it would be a grand idea of someone went out to explore it all, but in reality I wished they would nominate the person who came with the idea not the oldest person. I was so mad that I went mad and into isolation. The town found out I wasn't going to come back, and abanden them. Is this my curse for wanting to abanden them? To never be able to turn foreword the hand of tim? Even if I killed myself I would return back alive the following day. Well not the following day, but the same day with no scars or anything. I really wished I could die and never return to this hell of a place. I want to die though don't get me wrong, but I've done it all. I don't kill anyone or try to, because I really hope the following day will arrive. I suppose I live each day in hopes, but I don't know how long it will take to really get there. I have lost all of my fears though so I suppose that is a good thing if something that would fear me come along. I even been able to the deapth of hell I searched for an answer to this nightmare. I searched every location I could possibly find, but nothing I can't even recall what I did when this mess first started. I mean come on can you remember what happened a year ago perfectly? Nether can I so I am just doing my best to figure out what is going on I tried my best to live each day slightly diffrent, but if I want time to start once again it will take much longer time than that.\n\nNow it has almost been two years I think maybe two more months for it to be the actual full second year. It's really difficult to fully recall how to tell each day but i suppose it is due to the fact that I kept a the number of the days I've been living like this. I really wished that I could move along this world. I found new things everyday though. I had a good life here, but I wish to live it long and for a longer than a day. I made Lance my lover each day over and over. It brings him a joy to his face everyday. I am starting to lose count though, but I will bring him closer and closer to me each day. I don't want him to be with anyone else in this single day. I have to keep it a secret though that I grew weak one day and stole his virtue, but the reality is he is stole mine. He gains it back while I keep the memories in my mine and my body can remember it. I love him so much now, and even though he can never recall it at the end I am glad I can.\n\nI enter Lance's house everyday and kiss him on the lips. This would mainly have him push me to the side and then pull me back into his arms. I loved this responce no matter how many times I see him do it over and over again. I think today with be year five in this never ending day. I hold Lance every night before we go to sleep in his bed. Each day I wake up in my own bed and go to his place we do new things everyday, but I fear if we do these things again when time is restored I may never be able to react the same way.\n\nI opened my eyes as I saw people all around me \"Awaken my child this is a new day and you are no longer alone in here.\" Alone in here? I opened my mouth, but no words came out. The elder reached down and helped me stand up. I felt my legs go limp as if I was going to fall over. I tried my best to walk and then I saw Lance with a girl in his arms. Who was she Lilla, that's who wait they are dating then. I saw everything was the same, but so much was diffrent. Ah, so my punishmet was to live a life full of fake days. None of those days happened.\n\nI reached the cliff where me and Lance would watch the moon. It felt so diffrent, but in the bad way diffrent. I remember in the past that I jumped off here once and died. Maybe I can jump now and die. I saw Lance coming over alone \"Oh hi I see they finally let you out.\" I opened my mouth, but no words came out. So i nodded my head and he sat down next to me. \"How long did it feel like for you in there?\" I raised my hand and showed him five fingers. \"Days?\" I shook my head \"Months?\" I shook my head again \"Y-years?!?\" I nodded my head. He looked at me with shocked eyes. \"How were you able to survive that all?\" I opened my mouth and tried to force the word you, but then I remembered how I got Lance to love me in that world. I leaned in and kissed him, but he didn't push me back he pulled me closer and enjoyed the kiss. I looked into his eyes as he smiled \"That was amazing.\" He leaned in for another kiss as Lilla came running with a knife in her hands and stabbed me pushing me off the cliff. Lance reached down and barely grabbed my wrist. \"Don't let go!\" Then I saw him falling down with me. Lilla kicked him down more likely I reached up as Lance came closer pressing his lips on mine \"I love you Lance.\" \"I love you too...\"\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Short stories","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/561909-sin-circus.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/566458-the-soul-card.json"}}