{"sf1_id":563966,"sf2_id":"qmykVR1B","title":"Hazy Thoughts","author":"Vye Riosaki","words":99,"posted_at":"2013-07-16T08:40:00.000Z","tags":["Emotion","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/563966-hazy-thoughts","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/qmykVR1B","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/9a/96/9a960989-2571-4284-ac3c-c87f9842c378","description":"I guess I just dropped into apathy and depression. The days and nights had flown by, as I was exhausted from... something. I don't know. So, I decided I should just write, write, write. Minecraft and Youtube had aided in my apathy, as they are quite addicting. So, well, now, I guess I am just trying to break this cycle I had made since last year.","content":"Awake at night, wondering if there's such thing as a brighter place.  \nCould such a world be out there? Or is it here? Is it possible?  \nThen I am reminded it's in my head.  \nIt's in my dreams and it's in my hopeful thoughts.\n\nMorning comes quickly.\n\nDrowsy during the day, listlessly pondering if this world can get any bleaker.  \nWould I lose something today? Or tomorrow? When would it happen?  \nThen I remember it doesn't really matter.  \nWhy? Night would come anyways. Life balances things out.  \nI guess I'm just thinking out loud here, maybe it's just silly.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}