{"sf1_id":565010,"sf2_id":"yndP3xVn","title":"Should I?","author":"Dean Shaw","words":80,"posted_at":"2013-07-19T01:36:00.000Z","tags":["Coming Out","Parents","difficult"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/565010-should-i","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/yndP3xVn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/d0/94/d094c9fd-b8b1-4d11-8917-5612de45813e","description":"#1 of Old hopes, new challenges\n\n\"It's just confusing.\nIt's like two dragons, fighting inside myself.\nOne is good.\nThe other is bad.\nI can't help but wait.\nComing out to your parents is difficult.\"","content":"This is from an account of DeviantART.\n\n* * *\n  \n  \nShould I?  \nIt's been so long  \nI can't wait anymore  \nIt's taking me apart  \nMy soul is wretched  \nMy heart is healthy yet pumping worryness, sorrow and anger  \n  \nI don't know what to do  \nI feel so torn  \nShould I tell her?  \nOr does she know?  \nI'm afraid  \n  \nI want to speak the truth  \nBut I hold myself back  \nUnknown reasons, maybe fear  \nBut I can't hide it.  \n  \nShould I?  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Old hopes, new challenges","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/570076-black-flag.json"}}