{"sf1_id":568675,"sf2_id":"Vm2Erjge","title":"why?","author":"Malchior","words":193,"posted_at":"2013-07-27T03:11:00.000Z","tags":["Car Crash","Cursed","Death","Depressing","Depression","Dread","Emotion","Emotional","No-Yiff","Psychological","Real Life","Sad","Suicide","Thought Provoking","Tragedy","Verse"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/568675-why","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Vm2Erjge","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/23/37/2337619a-9b8a-4ede-b4c8-25c277e27116","description":"","content":"I nearly died today, and all I can do is wonder why,\n\nas i slammed into the truck I realized there is nothing and no one waiting for me.\n\nThere will be no sad faces as a funeral, I'm just another in marked grave waiting to happen.\n\nAs I limped away I wondered where it all went wrong.\n\nWhere did my friends and family go? And when did I become so alone.\n\nnow I wonder what punishment I must have earned to still be living.\n\nAll that comes to mind is \"the good die young\".\n\nI wipe my tears away as I take the bus home, there is no one for me to call.\n\nNo one to care for me as I lean back and cover my eyes wondering \"why\"\n\nI don't think I can do this anymore, this world has finally broken me.\n\nAs I grab the rope and chair, I realize I have to correct the mistake.\n\nI wonder how long it will take to find my hollow shell.\n\nI don't think it will be quick so there is no point in a note.\n\nI just need to sleep. . .\n\n  \n  \n  \n\n"}