{"sf1_id":572876,"sf2_id":"Xnr7GNR1","title":"Dreamless Sleep","author":"Harrar SwiftFang","words":101,"posted_at":"2013-08-05T23:08:00.000Z","tags":["Death","Friendship","No-Yiff","Poem","Poetry","Suicide"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/572876-dreamless-sleep","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Xnr7GNR1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/42/78/42782710-d891-4b99-a1fd-6f2a869e010c","description":"Years ago, before I started writing stories, before I had ever heard of sofurry, I tried writing poetry. This is one of my poems I am very proud of. It won me a price, meaning others appreciated it, but more important, it gave me an outlet for my feelings. I wrote this for my best friend and I hope that where ever she is, she will be at peace.","content":"I am laying in my bed,\n\nwhen I start to cry.\n\nAt a time when I feel so sad,\n\nI wish I would just die.\n\nThinking of how my life has been,\n\nsurviving in a world of pain.\n\nWhere I never wanted to be seen,\n\ntrying not to go insane.\n\nBut now something has snapped,\n\nAnd there is something in the way about,\n\nfeeling so alone and trapped,\n\nthat I see no other way out.\n\nSo I take a lot of pills,\n\nDrink a lot of alcohol.\n\nAnd as my eyes with water fills\n\nIn a deep darkness I fall.\n\nForever...\n\n  \n  \n  \n\n"}