{"sf1_id":573068,"sf2_id":"Xek8OPpm","title":"Memories","author":"Adagatiya Waya","words":234,"posted_at":"2013-08-06T09:00:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Regret","lonely","loss"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/573068-memories","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Xek8OPpm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/65/b3/65b3c528-aad6-40eb-8c33-625fc5107d6e","description":"#2 of Poems\n\nTrying to get the darkness out of my soul.","content":"## Memories\n\nFebruary 13, 2010 at 8:43am\n\nYou know what is worse than the memories\n\nIt's finding pictures of you every wall\n\nOn my computer and on my phone\n\nAnd how I want to just toss them all!\n\nBut, I just can't seem to let you go today\n\nMaybe tomorrow, maybe the next\n\nMaybe next week or month at best\n\nThen there is that knocking on my heart and I don't want to answer\n\nSaying that I'll never get over you...ever\n\nI have to deny my heart that possibility\n\nBecause, it's just to much for my bandaged heart\n\nIt may cause immobility\n\nI want to love again well...I think\n\nBut, I don't know who I can trust\n\nThey may be gone in just one blink\n\nOr they could keep my love for so long\n\nIt's like the Titanic when it sinks\n\nIt still lies at the bottom of the ocean\n\nAs do you at the bottom of my emotions\n\nBut, my mind keeps digging\n\nIt wants to know what happened\n\nSlowly and painfully it makes it all the present\n\nIt don't let it fade away\n\nIt won't let me let it go\n\nI guess I'll take it to the grave\n\nKnowing my heart will never stand brave\n\nKnowing my heart will never take risks\n\nThinking love simply doesn't exist\n\nAnd who is to say that it's wrong\n\nWanting to be loved for so long?\n\n  \n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/573066-like-a-fog.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/573072-what-have-i-done.json"}}