{"sf1_id":573072,"sf2_id":"ZeqzDd6m","title":"What have I done?","author":"Adagatiya Waya","words":144,"posted_at":"2013-08-06T09:03:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","loss"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/573072-what-have-i-done","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ZeqzDd6m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/69/50/695003c7-6e32-4a5c-a00f-515405e9e7b8","description":"#3 of Poems\n\nThe darkness creeps ever closer","content":"What have I done to deserve such a bad run?\u0026nbsp;\n\nI try and exist with peace and love and all I get is pushed and shoved.\u0026nbsp;\n\nTo the side by the one I loved.\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhat is it like to exist with love for one when in return you get none?\u0026nbsp;\n\nI don't know what to do. All I know is that I am a fool.\u0026nbsp;\n\nTo let my feelings show through that deeply for you.\u0026nbsp;\n\nI am sorry that i show to much affection for the one I thought would be under my protection.\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe love I had for you was like a new snow fresh and pure.\u0026nbsp;\n\nNow I feel wrong for showing you how I feel but this is nothing new.\u0026nbsp;\n\nI fail at every turn and feel like a forest engulfed in flames burning to the ground with nothing to save.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/573068-memories.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/584679-a-lone-wuff.json"}}