{"sf1_id":582394,"sf2_id":"znJ95lzm","title":"Wonder","author":"Malchior","words":244,"posted_at":"2013-08-28T03:42:00.000Z","tags":["Alternate Reality","Angst","Bittersweet","Blasphemy","Dark","Death","Depressing","Depression","Desperation","Emotion","Emotional","Mystique","New World","Psychological","Real Life","Realistic","Sorrow","Suicide","Thought Provoking","Verse"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/582394-wonder","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/znJ95lzm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/87/8b/878b3677-ec39-4423-9e0a-6f741dae25c3","description":"","content":"From the silence of my despair I sit and wonder why.\n\nIs it the things that I have done, or is it my faith that has left me broken and alone?\n\nTo see the good in people and to trust is the hardest thing one can do.\n\nTo smiles as you bleed inside and hope that others see.\n\nNo one has even tried, to save, or to set me free.\n\nNow I sit at this crossroad, my soul battered and bruised, the choice to sleep, or walk alone and bleed.\n\nTo have faith or to lay my burden to rest, only time will tell.\n\nI ask this of thee, a question I could never answer.\n\nIf you have no reason to go on and hurt every day, why do you plead, why do you pray?\n\nYou have faith in beings you can never see, who can never hold, and never perceive.\n\nHow is it you can live when there is no happiness for thee?\n\nI sit and watch and wonder.\n\nHumans then are an interesting breed, I watch and hope and bleed.\n\nThere is goodness and light and love.\n\nEven if one such as me has never known.\n\nThey make me smile, and I feel at peace to be shackled here, for at least I get to see.\n\nIn the end, I can hope that ether I'll be set free;\n\nOr they will live out their dreams, even as my last breath leaves me\n\n  \n  \n  \n\n"}