{"sf1_id":582690,"sf2_id":"q1xx6bg1","title":"Cry Of Fear: A New Start","author":"Simon_Henriksson","words":863,"posted_at":"2013-08-28T15:40:00.000Z","tags":["Canine","Crossdressing","Depression","Femboy","Gay","Gay Relationships","Guns","Human","Love","M/M","Male","School","Seduction","Snuggling","Teenager","Teenagers"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/582690-cry-of-fear-a-new-start","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/q1xx6bg1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/3f/c2/3fc20f1a-bb51-4ba3-bf39-9b5889b7b956","description":"#1 of simon\n\n\"I've always felt alone my whole life,\nfor as long as I can remember,\nI don't know if I like it... or if I'm just\nused to it, but I do know this:\nBeing lonely does things to you, and feeling shit and bitter\nand angry all the time just...eats away at you\nA quote from cry of fear","content":"I do not own cry of fear it is owned by: Team Psykskallar\n\nI've change the storyline of the game a bit baisicly in the game  \nhe was 19 but in this story he will be age 15 so with that on with  \nthe story also if you have played the game you know that Simon  \nsuffered from spinal damage that put him in a wheelchair but i'm  \ngoing to ignore that, sorry for spelling after i get into the story  \nill come back and revise and by the way this my be a short chapter  \nsince its my first time writing this sort of thing.\n\nSimon woke with a thud groaning he clenched the arm he had fell on  \nwhen his had fallen out of bed, \"oh fuck\" Groaned Simon as he  \nopened is eyes his black pupils shrinking in his pools of pale blue.  \nGrunting he got up Walking over to the mirror he began to tend to his  \nhair which was dishevelled, he look him self over looking s the many  \ncut marks on his arms and stomach, and trying to find something he  \ncould ware to cover them up. He spotted his hoodie lying on his desk  \nchair grabbing it, a pair of pants, a t-shirt, his new I-phone and  \nhis bag.\n\nGoing down stairs he was greeted by his mother who was reading a  \nnews paper, Simon just grabbed a bit of breakfast and then his lunch  \nthen he was off to school much to his discontent. Walking down the  \nstreet he began to think of how he came here.\n\nHe had been let out of the asylum because his doctor had come to  \nthe conclusion that he was getting better but had recommend that  \nSimon visit a psychiatrist once a week to talk about his feelings, as  \nif they ever cared\u0026nbsp; no one cared about him sure they pretended to  \ncare what he talked about but in the end\u0026nbsp; they would just scribble  \nsome medication down and ask him to take it.\n\nThe other thing that the doctor had recommended was a change of  \nscenery under the pretence that the change in scenery would be less  \naggravating for his condition because of the painful memories he  \ncarried in his home town. So his mother and him had moved to the  \nstates though he still had the memories of his old life he had to  \nadmit the change was good there neighbours two anthros both were cats  \nthey were nice when they welcomed Simon and they seemed trustworthy,  \nbut the thing Simon was most afraid of was the thought of a new  \nschool for him school had been a very bad place to be the other kids  \nwould constantly pick on him because he always sat\u0026nbsp; alone or because  \nof the fact that sometimes he did not show up for class.\n\nHe finally made it to the school Parkview public school. \"ok ok  \ni can do this\" thought Simon out loud,\n\nSimon began to walk to the doors leading into the school trying to  \nhide himself in the crowds of humans and anthros, he walked in and  \nheaded straight for his first class though he knew he would end up  \nregretting not skipping.\n\nHis first class was English, looking at his timetable he found the  \nroom, room 133. he took a step towards the door and froze. \"what if  \nno one liked him\" he thought. He didn't like being a loner despite  \nwhat people saw on the surface he actually hated to be alone.\n\nSlowly taking deep breaths and slowly opened the door to the  \nclassroom, the class was a even mixture of humans and anthros they  \nseemed to be staring at Simon silently judging if he was worthy of an  \nof there attention.\n\nHe quickly took a seat next to what appeared to be a husky female,  \nshe wore a skirt and a low cut t-shirt tough her chest was flat which  \nwas strange for someone of her age, but Simon payed it no mind he  \njust put his head down and tried to block the whole world out, that's  \nwhen he felt someone tapping on his shoulder he looked up and found  \nthat it was the girl beside him. \"are you ok you look like your  \ncrying\" she asked with a bit of concern in her voice.\n\nMore then a few thoughts when he looked at her, the first was why  \nwas she concerned about him he doesn't even know her, the second   \nthought was how beautiful she looked with her raven black hair that   \nstopped just below her shoulders to the eyes which were a sparkling  \ngreen colour and her voice which sounded like silk in his mind.\n\n\"no no no don't do that don't go after her you'll just end  \nup ruining her life\" he thought very quickly,\n\n\"whats your name\" she asked while smiling at him. \"Simon my  \nname is Simon\" he said. \"really my name is Alexis\" she said  \nstill holding her smile. And with that the conversation died and  \nclass went on without a hitch.\n\nSo what do you guys think yes or no leave comments below thanks  \nfor reading\n\n\u0026nbsp;  \n  \n\n"}