{"sf1_id":583877,"sf2_id":"Zeq80E61","title":"My Own Sacrifice Pt. 1 \"Deadly Illness\" by HuskyPunk Industries","author":"Ray HuskyPunk","words":251,"posted_at":"2013-08-31T16:38:00.000Z","tags":["Blood","Depression","Drugs","Husky","Life-Changing Event","M/solo","illness"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/583877-my-own-sacrifice-pt-1-deadly-illness-by-huskypunk-industries","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Zeq80E61","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/d4/d7/d4d71542-578c-46ab-b512-3e3242c25588","description":"#3 of Music I Wrote (Lyrics)\n\nDo not read if you are sensitive to the topics of depression and such. I am not responsible for anything that happens ;3\nThis is a song I made from a traumatic event that happened to me about 4 months ago. I am all better from it, and happy with my life. But here ya go, the poetic version of my \"event\".","content":"\u0026nbsp;\n\nRunning away...\n\nFrom all my problems...\n\nIt's getting too familiar...\n\nWith me...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nTrying to...\n\nRun away...\n\nAll it's doing...\n\nIs defacing me...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI've been trying to...\n\nFind a way...\n\nAll I get is nowhere to exist...\n\nWinding up...\n\nAt a dead end...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWill someone please...\n\nHelp me from...\n\nMy Own...\n\nSacrifice...\n\nSacrifice...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nTrying to find a way...\n\nTo crawl out of this black hole...\n\nFinding no light to be found...\n\nWill someone please pull me out...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI gave up...\n\nEverything I liked and loved...\n\nI tried to find myself...\n\nAnd I got no results back...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI will find a way...\n\nTo make it all stop...\n\nAnd make my life...\n\nBack to normal.....\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI have fallen out...\n\nI'm turning pale...\n\nMy body is rotting...\n\nI'm losing it all...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nNo one to go to...\n\nNo way to feel or touch...\n\nNo way to see or hear...\n\nJust hitting rock bottom...\n\nNow...\n\nI am...  \nAbout...\n\nTo die...\n\nAbout to die...\n\nAbout to die...\n\nBlood and Vomit pouring from me...\n\nMy vision blurred, my senses dead...\n\nBarely able to move...\n\nReady to just lay there and die...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nScreaming out to the nearest voice...\n\nReaching for the nearest pulse...\n\nFeeling for another soul...\n\nNothing in return...\n\n\u0026nbsp;Will someone help me...\n\nI have nowhere to go...\n\nPlease someone keep me...\n\nFrom making...\n\nMy Own Sacrifice...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWill someone please help me...\n\nI have few moments to live...\n\nPlease keep me...\n\nFrom starting...\n\nMy Own Sacrifice.....\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Music I Wrote (Lyrics)","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/382362-armageddon-forces-by-rdc.json"}}