{"sf1_id":598840,"sf2_id":"4nAbzMv1","title":"Ash","author":"Trace182","words":157,"posted_at":"2013-10-04T23:54:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Suicide","ash","trace"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/598840-ash","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/4nAbzMv1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/e2/4f/e24f052a-9e26-4ed4-8e30-bbc4ae80e257","description":"","content":"What is this existence that you call 'living'?\n\nDeep within the hell of my heart, I search for it\n\nBut only to find questions that linger\n\nI am a self destructive demon,\n\nWho understands me?\n\nFor even loved ones scatter into the wind like the ashes\n\nPlease, come with me, you, and you too\n\nLet's bleed out the reason to live,\n\nBecause even if it was engraved on the palm of my hand,\n\nI wouldn't even try to seek this so called \"Life\",\n\nSo that I can't live.\n\nEven if the clock spun backwards,\n\nNot a single thing could be changed,\n\nSo let's put an end to this,\n\nLet's bleed on the ashes of attempted suicide,\n\nWhere the proof lies now, very still at the bottom of the burial\n\nHolding on to the answers that can't save me,\n\nIn my final moments,\n\nLet me to fall into a warm sleep,\n\nLit dimly by the foolishly dancing flames\n\n  \n  \n\n"}