{"sf1_id":609149,"sf2_id":"dePK0N51","title":"I'll Put On Black In Mourning","author":"Shinetroll","words":110,"posted_at":"2013-11-01T19:56:00.000Z","tags":["Aardwolf","Depression","Poetry","Rant","Red Panda","suicidal","vent"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/609149-i-ll-put-on-black-in-mourning","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/dePK0N51","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/40/4c/404c0cc3-27f2-4c0b-b0e7-44a03e993dd2","description":"venting .____.\nI'm making a collection of all my past, present, and future rants relating to one specific asshole.","content":"_I'll put on black in mourning_\n\n_and cry myself to sleep,_\n\n_and I'll be missing you,_\n\n_my friend of ambiguity._\n\n_Grey, black, grey, black,_\n\n_was always the pattern with you,_\n\n_and now you want to leave me,_\n\n_because you just can't cope._\n\n_You lost hope._\n\n_and hope is the only thing_\n\n_worth keeping._\n\n_So please,_\n\n_pretty, punky, panda prick,_\n\n_please don't go_\n\n_and leave your friends here all alone._\n\n_We'd be so lost without you,_\n\n_you who sought to fuck us over_\n\n_every chance you got._\n\n_Well guess what._\n\n_Our friendship was ambiguious,_\n\n_but if you ever leave me,_\n\n_I'll put on black in mourning,_\n\n_and cry myself to sleep._\n\n  \n  \n\n"}