{"sf1_id":610350,"sf2_id":"1O5djP2m","title":"Regret","author":"Buttered Biscuits","words":138,"posted_at":"2013-11-05T01:41:00.000Z","tags":["Amnesia","Anger","Betrayal","Depressing","Depression","Drama","Emotion","Emotional","First Person","Journal","No-Yiff","Real Life","Realistic","Short","Sorrow"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/610350-regret","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/1O5djP2m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/57/48/5748461f-1fb5-418d-bcfd-add4d75141b8","description":"Wrote this a few months ago, when I was going thorugh an uncharacteristic depression phase. I'm better nowadays, finally, but anyways, here's this.","content":"Looking back, thinking forward,\n\nthe serrated blade of the past grinds even deeper.\n\nWhat I could have said,\n\nwhat I should have said,\n\nthe things I have said,\n\nI never should have even thought.\n\nThe past can't be changed.\n\nMost things can be fixed.\n\nSome wrongs will never be made right.\n\nMost have forgotten, the wounds I've sustained. They barely remember their own.\n\nBuried deep in the drawers of their minds.\n\nThe things I have done lie fresh in their minds,\n\nbut the wrongs they've done me, erased from their minds each day it was dealt.\n\nThere's too much conflict, not enough regret,\n\nthe past can't be changed.\n\nThe blade is sawing at marrow.\n\nMy wrongs will never be made right.\n\nthe only thing I do pray for is amnesia, so that all this,\n\nI'll one day forget.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}