{"sf1_id":626904,"sf2_id":"P1EPAWon","title":"S L E E P","author":"techfistWolfguy","words":261,"posted_at":"2013-12-12T22:16:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Poetry","expression","free verse"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/626904-s-l-e-e-p","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/P1EPAWon","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=626904\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"#10 of Poetry\n\nHave a whole lot on my mind. Nothing good. Put it on paper. Sorry.","content":"Trepid\n\nCold\n\nShaking\n\nShivering\n\nQuaking\n\nJust beneath the weight\n\nHolding the world\n\nYou knew to be true\n\nAs it all comes apart right in front of you\n\nYour tenderness and care ripped from the epicenter\n\nLike a cancer, metastasizing into a grotesque abomination\n\nOf a love you no longer hold; a place no longer your home\n\nYou cry out, screaming in fear\n\nCalling out to any who would hear\n\nThough all who pass are deaf and blind\n\nNone wish to hear of your plight\n\nNone wish to watch your end; your demise\n\nCrevices and cracks shatter your skin\n\nAs boiling fires consumer all that lay within;\n\nThe end has found you, laden with sin\n\nEmotions, festering, tear your body asunder\n\nYour mind splits apart and escapes\n\nAs your demons descend to begin their vicious rape\n\nYour eyes bleed rivers\n\nAs your scars scream tragedies\n\nYour heart still beating like the piston to the wicked machine of agony\n\nNo fate is more cruel than this:\n\nTo watch all that you cared for so dearly\n\nSeized and tortured before your very eyes\n\nOnly to know that all of what has happened can never be undone\n\nYour beaten form still wretches\n\nClasping to the fading wisps of hope\n\nWishing that you had chosen the right path\n\nWishing that you had been right for them\n\nAs you lay there, a single voice resounds\n\nFamiliar, but cold;\n\nIt is your own\n\nClose your eyes and F O R G E T\n\nSilence your soul and F A D E\n\nExtinguish your flame and D I E\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/617049-eternity.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/629951-moonlight-lovers.json"}}