{"sf1_id":631217,"sf2_id":"Rm0aYNQn","title":"a Lack of sound","author":"Tom_21","words":319,"posted_at":"2013-12-16T23:08:00.000Z","tags":["Death","Male","Poem","Poetry","Sergal","Solo"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/631217-a-lack-of-sound","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Rm0aYNQn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/84/c3/84c36ce3-1bae-441d-824e-47e6dff15395","description":"","content":"When the days pass I look as memories flood back into the mass of the old days\n\nand I soon I wish to be reminded\n\nwhy the hell would I laugh\n\nbecause I got here\n\ndoesn't mean I want to leave any quicker\n\nsometimes I say it to be faithful\n\nbut you will never have the right man or woman\n\nso this is what it feels to lack of something so important I will gasp\n\nA lack of sound that is my constant reminder\n\nno one loves me\n\nand I will pass away lonely\n\na shell of a man\n\nnow who told you I wanted it so bad\n\nthat I would kill myself\n\nif the world did not spin\n\nin the way I wanted it to\n\nmaybe you still love me\n\nbut I believe you're a liar\n\ndo I feel better for letting you go\n\nto be honest\n\nI\n\nno\n\nlonger\n\ncare\n\nenough\n\nSo it's true\n\nI am unlovable\n\nso it's true\n\nI will never truly be happy\n\nnothing needs to rhyme\n\nwhen my whole life is out of sync\n\nso the hole in my heart stays\n\nI just wanted to be\n\nloved\n\nbut\n\nclearly\n\nnow\n\nas\n\nwe\n\nboth\n\nsee\n\nthis\n\nis\n\ni\n\nm\n\np\n\no\n\ns\n\ns\n\ni\n\nb\n\nl\n\ne\n\nmaybe I shouldn't have spilled out the truth so bluntly as my soul begins to pass\n\nso this this the end of my\n\nrope\n\nand\n\nI will\n\nconclude my story\n\nby\n\nhanging\n\nmyself\n\na day later they found a man dancing across the sky as he flew and passed through to his crying ex lover and shook his head and left. He forgot why he was still here but he had unfinished business. Soon the ex jumped off a very tall building and a bird of peace flew away and told that he was possessed and that's where the story ends but yet nothing has been resolved.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}