{"sf1_id":664104,"sf2_id":"qmyJ4k4n","title":"My life in a nutshell","author":"spring87","words":205,"posted_at":"2014-02-07T01:56:00.000Z","tags":["Love","Pain","Poetry","dedication"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/664104-my-life-in-a-nutshell","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/qmyJ4k4n","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/09/5e/095e5b3f-17e8-446c-be2f-a484b4aa41b7","description":"This is dedicated to my darling mate Vincent Banks","content":"It's a good thing that I'm\n\nin the kitchen\n\nmy parents are arguing and bitching\n\n\"Why the fuck is he going to Wisconsin?\n\nthat stupid husky isn't going without our permission\"\n\nI want to tell them\n\nso much and so bad\n\nI'm gay\n\nSorry mum and dad\n\nI really afraid of their reaction\n\nI want to visit him\n\nmy love and attraction\n\nI've tried to\u0026nbsp; hide the real\n\nreason, its not fiction\n\nwhy I want to visit my love\n\nand addiction.\n\nI'll sell my guitars and maybe\n\nmy car\n\nI sorely want to be with you\n\nmy love from afar\n\nI want to meet you my\n\ndarling shepherd\n\nif I go through pain\n\nthen I know that it cant hurt\n\nI really am trying\n\nI know that I can\n\nmy darling shepherd\n\nis American\n\nA lot of my\u0026nbsp;straight\u0026nbsp;friends\n\nwill stay away\n\nknowing that their best friend\n\nis gay\n\nI only wish that love\n\nhad no borders\n\nI want to see him\n\nnot the fearmongers\n\nMy darling Vincent\n\nI am trying the best\n\nI know when I post this\n\nyou are having a rest\n\nI just want to tell you\n\nas best as I can\n\nI really love you\n\nI will see you when I can\n\n  \n  \n\n"}