{"sf1_id":681307,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Wasted Life","author":"uzayr34","words":205,"posted_at":"2014-03-18T04:24:00.000Z","tags":["Wasted life","poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/681307-wasted-life","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/681307","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=681307\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"I ruined my entire life in a matter of minutes. I hope that by the weekend I can fix it, even if I have to plead and beg.","content":"mind and body, I'm alone. \nbroke my life in hopes to better.I stand here now to sing this song, But it doesn't fix the picture. Wasted life and wasted time.\ndelusions built by all their lies, \nFailed to see them on my own. \nnow I stand here all alone.\nbroken hearts, what have i done?\nthe hearts of those I loved are lost.\nwasted life and broken mind. \nit doesn't fix the picture.\na failure trying to find a place. \nhopelessly searching for the answers,\nwhere my life has gone so wrong?\nbut losing time faster and faster.\nI tried so hard but now i fall. \nMy life now rests only in ashes. \nIs there nothing left that can be done? \nshould i even keep trying? \nA hopeless venture to find a place.\ntrying my best to make things better.\nSoon I fear I'll lose this struggle,\nis there a point to keep trying? \nA result of the mistakes that I've made. \nseeing myself inside this mirror. \nam i destined to lose in life? \nor is it because I'm a failure? \nmind and body, I'm alone. \nbroke my life in hopes to better.\ni stand here now to sing this song, \nBut it doesn't fix the picture. "}