{"sf1_id":685613,"sf2_id":"dmBX9aa1","title":"Foxhunt","author":"Werefox Inari Sachi","words":198,"posted_at":"2014-03-28T12:53:00.000Z","tags":["Journal","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/685613-foxhunt","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/dmBX9aa1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/bf/84/bf8470c4-924c-486a-ab1f-82c014653349","description":"Without outlet or reassurance; self-destruction like a revved up engine on an empty radiator\nGrieving but not moving","content":"Woke up this morn, got up, idea was on my plate\n\nNo time to contemplate reach for the moon\n\nA sordid imagery forced within my face\n\nUndid time\n\nCounting days, countless nights independent\n\nTime erased, glass goldfish bowl cage\n\nOn this solid independent lifestyle that I chase--\n\nWhat's the matter?\n\nERASE. Backwards compatible lifetime\n\nTake it back--endless moments\n\nBeating fists against the wall, trying to make the sunshine fall\n\nUnrepentant...\n\nWent to sleep last night, and found the nighttime\n\nSilent reverence in the blackness\n\nI saw the fox chase, I was the leashed up hound\n\n\"I broke the mirror, I broke the mirror!\"\n\nI\u0026nbsp; saw the nighttime. I found the sordid sight\n\nI broke down in tears I was the fox hunt.\n\nI broke down in tears I pulled the trigger.\n\nHad my back against the wall, waiting for the rain to fall\n\nSilent daytime endless hours in this house against the way.\n\nRunning in a maze of doubts, trying to reach out for an answer\n\nNihil novi sub sole\n\nSaid the Lord of Ruin; \"just another day.\"\n\nTimeless waits for me...\n\nAm I fox or hound?\n\nRun or chase the answers?\n\nRun away... run away... run away...\n\n  \n  \n\n"}