{"sf1_id":687987,"sf2_id":"A1pMVkle","title":"The Dying Snake","author":"Elian93","words":416,"posted_at":"2014-04-02T20:36:00.000Z","tags":["Depressing","Love","Poem","Poetry","Sad"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/687987-the-dying-snake","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/A1pMVkle","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/57/7a/577a5554-ee4f-4b19-8e18-6b8ee7c2779f","description":"#4 of Poetry\n\nThis poem was deeply inspired by my sad love towards my first crush.","content":"As an evil snake I bit and poisoned many\n\nFed on the thrill  \nNever realized that I could be different  \nI became very ill\n\nI was truly despicable, horrible and heartless  \nI was the ice of night  \nBut then I tasted the rich taste of true love  \nAt first I felt my fright\n\nIt was so strange and so odd, so opposite  \nMy heart melted  \nIt was at its unease and frighten state  \nTaken for granted\n\nI felt your gleam of heat when you talked  \nI wanted more  \nI began to see the world from another view  \nI began to adore\n\nI deeply cherished every moment with you  \nYou didn't knew  \nThat I wanted to share my life with you  \nTogether we flew\n\nI wished to give you everything you wanted  \nAnd so I did  \nFor I lived to make you feel happy and glad  \nBut something was hid\n\nAs the wonderful days went quickly by  \nYou found out  \nThat I was a man of true disgrace  \nI began to doubt\n\nFor the first time in my life I felt terrible  \nLike my victims  \nAs the Beast I was I hid in my hideout  \nIn great sickness\n\nI wonder if I will feel your warmth again  \nas the star you are  \nI feel cold and I've wandered for so long  \nyou have become afar\n\nI've never felt such loneliness and solitude  \nso malicious strong  \nWith many things I tried to fill the hole  \nRepair was beyond\n\nI began to feel a quenchless threat and rage  \nRampaging through dark  \nI lost myself into the deepest abyss of regret  \nHoping to see a spark\n\nMy rage was born through my inner sadness  \nWanted to abreact  \nI turned more evil but acted through emotions  \nHeart began to crack\n\nYou fled in the time of the night, heard of me  \nI wanted you back  \nMy heart began fail, sought for a source life  \nEnergy it began to lack\n\nI kept myself alive through sinister lust, desire  \nFalling slowly apart  \nMy rose of love began to wither slowly  \nReadying for depart\n\nMy mind was slowly distorted, saw lies  \nMistrust took roots  \nNow I was truly a lone wolf, an outcast  \nI was false, a refute\n\nBut forever I'll remember your soft nature  \nYour gently touch  \nMy inner heart steadily slowed, dying  \nIt was too much\n\nI decided to kill my only living flame, myself  \nTo escape, to be free  \nI couldn't take it anymore, life is cruel  \nThe failure was me\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/687482-a-light-in-the-dark.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/694583-one-action-thousand-words.json"}}