{"sf1_id":691889,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Love and Lycanthropy - Chapter 7","author":"JakeXtraTall","words":13548,"posted_at":"2014-04-11T23:30:00.000Z","tags":["Anal","Gay","Handjob","Human","M/M","Male","Oral","Relationships","Rimming","Romance","boy","young"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/691889-love-and-lycanthropy-chapter-7","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/691889","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=691889\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"As soon as we arrived back home the morning of Cole's first change,\nI'd shown Grace which rooms they would use and she'd gone straight\nto the bath and then to bed.  Cole went to bed too, as did Elias\nand me.  It had been an incredibly long night for everyone and we\nwere all completely exhausted, both physically and emotionally.I\nwoke late that day to the sensation of my cock being sucked slowly and\ndeeply.\n My eyes opened and I looked down and saw Elias's head bobbing up\nand down as he worked my tool with his mouth.  He must have got\nout of bed and opened the curtains and blinds because the sunlight of\nearly evening was streaming into the room.  I was laying on my\nback and he'd pushed the blankets down to the foot of the bed and moved\nin between my legs to work my 'morning' wood.I had a long\nstretch beneath him and I sighed at the wonderful sensation of his\nmouth sliding up and down as it sucked me in.  He took his mouth\noff my cock and looked up and smiled when he saw I was awake.  He\ncrawled back up and lay on top of me and we necked for a while and then\nhe turned his head and put it sideways on my chest and said, \"It's\ngetting late.  We slept pretty long.  We should get up soon.\n We need to get some supper and we have to get Cole ready for\nanother change tonight.\"I rubbed his back and kissed the top of his head and said, \"Couldn't we finish what you started first?\"He looked up at me and grinned and said, \"Well, duh, that comes first of course.\"He\ntickled my sides and I laughed and grabbed his hands to stop him and\nsaid, \"No tickling allowed!  I just woke up and that's kind of a\nshock to the system.  You might make me pee all over you if you keep that up.\"He\ngrinned wickedly and said, \"That sounds really hot  We should try\nthat sometime.  I'd love to have you pee all over me.\"I chuckled and said, \"I'm open for anything, but let's save it for another time, OK?  I'm still a little groggy.\"\"Oh, I'm sorry, were you looking for more of a\nslow and intimate approach today?  Say something romantic to me then,\nlover,\" he said as he leaned in to kiss me again, then pulled his face\nback and waited expectantly.I smiled up at his gorgeous face and said, \"Sure, OK.  What did the one guy say to the other guy at the gay bar?\"\"I don't know, but it better be romantic,\" he said, \"What did he say?\"\"May I push your stool in for you?\"Elias busted out laughing and then he said, \"I'd like to meet that guy some day!  That sounds like an awesome idea!\"He\nmoved off me to the side and got on his hands and knees on the bed and\nwaited while he grinned and winked at me and he said, \"That reminds me of\na joke one of the guys told me years ago when I was at that youth camp.\n You work with computers so you should get this one.  What command\nmade the gay computer programmer giggle every time he typed it in?\"I smiled and said, \"I don't know, what?\"He said, \"C: \u003cEnter\u003e\"I\nlaughed and he chuckled and said, \"Get\nto work, mister computer programmer.  There's a colon back there\nwaiting to be entered, see it?\"I smiled and got up and maneuvered behind him and said, \"Oh fuck yes, I see it.\"No\nmatter how many times I see this sight, it will never get old.\n Elias is absolutely beautiful to me.  He's fit and smooth\nand young and fresh and he's always in the mood.  I briefly\nenjoyed the view of his firm bubble butt and the\nslightly dark trough between his cheeks with his tight, inviting\nhole waiting to be invaded.  His knees were slightly apart and his\nbig, beautiful, heavy balls hung between his thighs.  I could see his\nincredibly stiff cock bobbing up and down beneath him as his body tried\nto pump even more blood into it.  He was turned on hard and he\nwanted me in him.I moved my face in to enjoy one of my favorite\nactivities.  I licked from the base of his balls right up past his\ntight pucker to his tailbone.  The smell and taste of this boy\nalways pushed me right to the brink.  My toes curled up hard and I\nmoaned as I licked him again and again.  Elias moaned too.\n He loved the intimacy of being rimmed and he knew how much I\nloved doing it so he was not the least bit shy.  He rested his\nhead down sideways on the bed so he was supporting himself with his\nshoulders and then reached back and pulled his ass cheeks apart to open\nhis hole up invitingly.\"Taste me,\" he said.I moaned\nagain and pushed my tongue hard against his butthole and jammed it in\nas deep as it would go.  He squirmed and moaned some more, pushing\nlightly with his anus to open himself up completely as I drooled and\nwiggled my tongue around against the silky walls of his rectum.  I\nloved the taste of him and I could never get enough.  I continued\nto eat him out for a while to loosen him up and get him wet and ready.\n I pulled back a few times and spat at his hole and pushed the\nsaliva in deeper with a finger as I worked him more.  I worked my\nfinger far enough in to find his prostate and he moaned and pushed\nhis butt back a bit as I assaulted the organ with the tip of my finger.\n He was horny and ready.\"Fuck, I want you in me so bad,\" he breathed, \"Fill me up.\"I\nwasted no more time and moved into position on my knees behind him.\n I spat on my fingers a couple of times and rubbed it around on my\ncock to wet it, then I pushed the big head against his sphincter and\npaused to relish the moment, then I pushed forward and he groaned as\nhis hole stretched wide to accept me.  The sensation of his strong\nanus sucking the head of my cock right in and then gripping my fat\nshaft tightly made my head spin.  Elias moaned some more as I\npushed steadily forward until my hips bumped against his ass and I was\nburied completely inside him.  He was so wonderfully warm and snug\nand it felt so great to be inside him again.  I pulled back slowly\nuntil I was almost all the way out and then thrust a bit quicker into\nhim and he groaned louder.\"That feels so good!  Fuck me harder!\"I\npulled back again and grabbed onto his hips and thrust into him much\nfaster and my balls slapped forward against him, adding even more\nsensation for me.  I started to lose control as my powerful desire\nfor him made my body go into overdrive.  I pulled back and grunted\nas I thrust even harder into him while pulling his hips back into me\nagain and again.  He groaned some more, and then moved his knees a\nbit further up the bed to raise his ass even higher.  I followed\nhim forward.  I moved my knees further out to the sides and went\nright over him and put my hands down on the bed on either side of him\nso I was now thrusting downward into him and I grunted and moaned\nrepeatedly as I built up a faster and deeper rhythm, every thrust\nplunging my cock as deep into him as it could possibly go.\"Fuck, I'm gonna cum!\" he almost shouted.I\nreached under him with my right hand as I continued to thrust into him\nand I began to pump his stiff young cock hard and fast.  He moaned\nand I could feel his anus start to clench in light spasms as his orgasm\nbegan to build.  His big balls tightened up against his body so\nsnuggly that my balls were now slapping against them as I hammered\nmyself into him and that sent him spinning right over the edge as he\ncried out and his whole body convulsed.  He grunted and shot a\nmassive load of cum out onto the sheets as I continued to jack his\ncock.  He grunted and squirted again as his body jerked beneath\nme, wracked with the powerful spasms of his deep orgasm.  He was cumming so hard I could\nfeel the force of his ejaculate as it zipped through his shaft while my\nhand squeezed it and pumped it.The\nsensation of his intense pleasure fed right into my own and I felt my balls\nbegin to tighten and the powerful electricity rapidly built up between\nmy legs as my orgasm crashed into me.  I cried out and plunged\nmyself as deeply into him as I could go and pressed hard against him as I shot the first thick volley\nof cum deep into his bowels.  I held the position just briefly as\nI felt the load of seed gushing out of my slit, then I pulled back and\ngrunted and thrust forward again as I felt another shot rush up through\nmy shaft and into him.  I bucked against him a few more times as\nthe powerful orgasm played my body.  I shot everything I had into\nhim as he emptied his big balls out onto the bed.Finally I\nslowed down and pushed deeply into him to savor that last little bit of\nmy seed leaking out into the love of my life.  I leaned forward\nand kissed the back of his neck and his cheek as he sighed his\ncontentment.\"I love you so much,\" I said.He smiled and said, \"I love you too.  I wish I could keep you inside me all the time.\"\"That was so cool!  Doesn't it hurt?\n What's all that white stuff you squirted on the bed, Elias?\" Cole\nasked from behind us.My heart nearly exploded from the shock\nand I pulled out of Elias and spun around to sit on the bed.\n There was Cole, just a couple of feet back.  He'd been right\nin the perfect position to watch everything right up close from between\nmy legs.\"What the fuck are you doing in here?\" I yelled, more surprised, shocked, and embarrassed than actually angry.Cole\nimmediately got a scared and hurt look on his face and I realized right\naway my reaction was too strong.  It wasn't my intention to\ntraumatize him.  His lower lip quivered as he meekly said, \"I'm\nsorry.  I heard you guys laughing and I came to see what was going\non.\"He looked like he was about to start crying from me yelling\nat him.  He turned to rush out of the bedroom and I said, \"Wait,\nCole!  Hang on.  Come back.\"He stopped and I quickly grabbed the blankets at the foot of the bed and\npulled them up over Elias and me to hide our nudity, and I moved\nback and sat up against the headboard and Elias did the same.Cole\nturned and slowly walked back to the foot of the bed.  He was\nwearing only his underpants so he must have come straight from his own\nbedroom.  I saw that he was completely erect inside them and there\nwas a wet patch right where the tip of his stiff cock was.  He\nwas subconsciously rubbing his erection through his briefs even while\nhe waited for me to speak.  Clearly he was aroused at what he'd\nseen.  The 'curse' had rapidly advanced his little body right up\nto the point of being near the end of puberty and he probably wasn't at\nall used to what he was feeling right now.  It hadn't come to him\nslowly like it would to most boys so it was probably a bit overwhelming\nand confusing.  I briefly wondered if all that wetness was just\npre-cum, or if he'd actually had a full-on orgasm in there.  I found\nmyself wanting to just go and check for myself by pulling those little briefs forward and looking inside, but I quickly gave my\nhead a shake and pushed those thoughts aside.He looked at me like he was waiting for me to lay into him again and I felt like a complete ass.\"First,\nI want to apologize for yelling at you.  It was the wrong thing to\ndo and I'm sorry.  I'm really not mad at you, Cole.  Not even\na bit.  Don't worry about that.  You didn't do anything\nwrong.  Please don't feel bad.  I just overreacted to the\nshock of you being there and seeing that.\"\"I thought you guys\nwere wrestling or something.  I wanted to have fun too.  It\nfelt really good to watch you.  You didn't have to yell at me,\" he\nmoped.\"I\nknow, I'm an ass.  I'm sorry.  I didn't mean\nto make you feel bad.  We should have taken precautions to make\nsure you wouldn't see anything you shouldn't.  We're not used to\nhaving anyone else in the house and I guess we just forgot we weren't\nalone.  We should have wedged the door shut, or put a do not\ndisturb sign out, or at least stayed under the covers.  I'm just\nreally embarrassed you saw that, but it's not your fault at all.\n No hard feelings?\"He smiled and nodded.\"Good.\n I guess we'll have to lay down some simple rules.  No going\ninto each other's rooms when the doors are closed without loudly\nknocking first, and then waiting for whoever's on the other side to say\n'come in'.  Deal?\"He nodded and said, \"OK.  I promise I won't walk in anymore.  I didn't know I wasn't supposed to see that.\"\"Just how much of it did you see?\" I asked.\"Lots.\n I saw you with your mouth on Elias's bum.  You pushed your tongue right in his hole.  It looked so\nweird, but I wanted to try it too.  Your bum was right in front of\nme.  I wanted to put my mouth on it and see what it was like.\n I saw you put your thing in Elias's hole too.  I didn't know\nguys did that stuff.  I never even saw anyone naked before.  Your\nwiener is so big!  It looked so awesome!  I watched you\npulling it out and pushing it in again and I heard Elias saying how\ngood it felt and it made me feel funny.  I want to try it too.\n Couldn't you put your thing in my hole?  Maybe I could put\nmine in Elias's hole?  Could I put my mouth on your bum?\n Please?\"He\nwas rubbing at himself even more intensely as\nhe talked and it was hard for me to keep my eyes on his face.  I\ncould tell he was getting more and more aroused by his self-frottage as\nhis hips began to move slightly forward and back in rhythm with his\nrubbing, and I was starting to feel my own erection beginning to build\nagain from seeing him do that and hearing him talk that way.\n I was tempted to let him go ahead and finish while I watched, but\nit just didn't seem appropriate.  We'd be up the creek if his\nmother came looking for him right now and saw him doing this.\n He was so absorbed with playing with himself through his\nunderwear that I don't think he quite understood what he was feeling\nand didn't\neven realize he was still rubbing his crotch.  He was\nstaring right at me while he was doing it.\"Cole, you\nshouldn't really touch yourself down there while we're talking.\n Feel free to do that all you want in private but it's not really\nright for you to do it in front of me, OK?\"He got a bit of a\nstartled look on his face as he looked down at what he was doing, then\nhe moved his hand away and looked sheepishly back at me and said,\n\"Sorry.  It felt really good.  I'm not supposed to do that?\"I\nsmiled and said, \"You can do it all you want, but it's more appropriate\nfor you to do it when you're alone, or when you're being intimate with\nsomeone, not when you're just standing around having a\nconversation.\n I think you might enjoy\nexploring yourself and finding out what your body can do for you now\nthat it's changed, but keep it to your bedroom with your door closed.\n Maybe even keep it under the blankets in case your mom ever walks\nin on you or something.\n You shouldn't really talk about doing those things that Elias and me were doing either.  You're still just\na\nlittle kid and you're a bit too young to be doing that sort of thing\nwith anyone.  It's OK to think about them though.  You don't\nhave to feel any guilt about it or anything.\"\"If it's OK to think about those things, then why can't we just do them?\" he asked.\"It's a bit complicated.  I\nthink we should maybe have a long, private talk about the differences\nin your body now and what it means for you.  You're gonna feel\nthings you never felt before, and things like what you saw us doing are\ngonna suddenly seem really interesting to you.  Your body is gonna\nreact to those thoughts and you're going to feel some needs you might\nnot have felt before.  It's what's making you hard between your\nlegs and it's why it feels so good to touch yourself there.  I'll\ntalk to your mom and ask her permission to have that discussion with\nyou.  I think we need to get you up to speed so you don't feel too\nconfused about what's happening to you.  She might want to have\nthat talk with you herself since you're her boy.\"\"Couldn't I just talk to you\nabout it?  I don't think I want to ever talk to her about that.\n You're not gonna tell her I watched you and Elias playing naked are\nyou?  Can it be our secret?\" he asked.\"It's\nnot really\nappropriate for you to keep those kinds of secrets with an adult.\n You're just a little kid and what we're talking about is sex.\n There are rules around that sort of thing that we have to observe\nif we want to be members of society.  Don't worry about your mom\nfinding out that you saw us.  There was absolutely nothing wrong\nwith what we were doing, and you did nothing wrong by watching us.\n You didn't know it was meant to be private.\n It was just a mistake.  She might be a little upset that it\nhappened, but I don't think she'll be mad at you any more than I am.\n It would be a lot worse if we tried to keep it a secret from her\nand she found out on her own.  It would threaten our relationship\nand she would lose any trust she had in Elias and me.  It would\nprobably make her want to take you away from here right away.  I\nwouldn't like that.  I think we should both tell her together.\n I think she'll understand that your body has gone through an\nimportant change and it's something you're gonna have to get used to.\n If she doesn't understand, I'll do my best to help her get there,\nOK?\"He shrugged and said, \"OK, I guess.  I don't want her to take me away either.  I want to stay here with you guys.\"I\nnodded and said, \"Good.  That's what we want too.  Go on back\nto your room and get dressed.  We'll talk again later, OK?\"He smiled and said, \"OK.\"He turned and ran from the room.\"Close the door please!\" I shouted to him as he ran out into the hallway.He turned around and came back and smiled sheepishly again as he closed the door.Elias\nchuckled and said, \"You handled that pretty good.  He could've\nbeen scarred for life from your first reaction to what he saw if you'd\nlet him just run away.  He'd probably think it was just wrong or\nsomething and then he'd wonder why we were doing it if it was so bad.\n Then he'd wonder why he liked it so much and think there was\nsomething wrong with him.\"\"He's a pretty good kid,\" I said, \"I think he's probably just been alone so\nmuch he just needs a bit of practice at giving people privacy in a more\ncrowded house.  I shouldn't have yelled at him right off.  It\nwas just a gut reaction.  I was angry at my own embarrassment, not\nat him.\"Elias kissed me on the cheek and said, \"You have\nnothing to be embarrassed about.  You gave him an awesome show.\n Now he knows what it looks like when a manly man takes his mate.\"I chuckled and kissed him back and said, \"He's a bit too young to know what that looks like, don't you think?\"He\nshrugged and asked, \"Is he?  How young is too young?  How old\nwould old enough be?  His body's obviously ready.  Shouldn't\nhis mind hurry up and catch up?  I'm barely fourteen, am I ready?\"\"You're seventeen and you know it.  I think of you that way anyhow.\"\"Sure,\nbut you know me, so to you I'm seventeen.  To Cole I look like I just\nturned fourteen.  To his mom, too.  That's how old I am to\nthem.  Think about Cole.  What happens to him when he's\nseventeen?  He'll still look like he's eleven.  What about\nwhen he's twenty or thirty?  What then?  How about when he's\na hundred?  What will he know by\nthen that's different than what he knows now if he's always kept\nsheltered from it because he looks like he does?  If he's always\ntreated as an eleven year old then he'll never gain the sort of\nexperiences a kid would have as he grows up that would ease him into\nthe idea of being an adult and a sexual human being.  When he's\nthirty, he still won't have had any sexual experience, unless we give\nit to him.  His body has needs now, Jake.  That won't go\naway.  How is he gonna fulfill those needs so he can feel happy\nlike me?\"\"I\nnever really thought about it,\" I said, \"I guess it will be hard for\nhim.  It's not like we can set him up with an eleven year old girl\nso he can have some age-appropriate nooky.  From a sexual\nperspective it would be like hooking up an eleven year old girl with a\nfourteen year old boy.  His junk is really big for a kid his age\nand he's ready to go all the way but a little girl wouldn't be.\"Elias\nchuckled and said, \"I don't think it would be a good idea to get him a\nhooker, either.  But you saw how he was.  He was hard as rock and almost\nready to cum in his pants.  I don't think he's into girls.\n He wants to put his mouth on your butt for fuck's sake.\n He's as gay as you or me right now.  Maybe that'll change\nsome day, I don't know.  I doubt it though.  He was really\ninto what he saw.  He's gonna be thinking about it and replaying\nit in his head from now on.  It's gonna be eating away at\nhim and\nhe's gonna get really worked up over it and his frustration will build.\n He's gonna eventually ask again to play with us I think, and he'll\nbe hurt and confused every time we say no.  We might be able to\nhold him back for a few years, but when do we decide to help him enjoy\nhis body?  He won't be any more ready then than he is now.\n If we do it now he would at least avoid all that frustration and\nhurt feelings and rejection, and he could start feeling happy and\nfulfilled right away.\"\"What exactly are you saying?\n You're not suggesting we mess around with an eleven year old kid,\nare you?\" I asked, somewhat taken aback.He\nshrugged again and\nsaid, \"Is it so wrong?  This isn't a normal situation, Jake.\n He's never gonna really 'grow up'.  He won't be slowly going\nthrough puberty along with his friends like normal kids do.  He\nwon't be talking about it with them and eventually experimenting a bit\nand slowly gaining experience as he grows up.  We gave him a\nchance at life he never would have had, but nobody said it would ever\nbe a normal one.  He can't make friends like a normal kid.\n They would continue to grow really fast and it would become\nobvious in a hurry that he's not aging or changing at all.  Questions would\neventually be asked that we couldn't answer.  The only people\nhe'll ever have that he can be really close with is us.  This sort of thing\nhas never happened to an\neleven year old kid before, so we can't use the same rules everyone\nelse does.  It just wouldn't make sense.  He's as ready for\nsex right now as he'll ever be for the rest of his life, and now that\nhe's seen it he's gonna be obsessed with it more and more until he gets\nto really experience it.  Sexually, he doesn't have the body of an\neleven year old.  He's all the way through puberty almost.\"\"But,\nhe's just a kid!  We can't start messing around with an eleven\nyear old kid.  His mom would drag him out of here faster than we\ncould blink and who knows what would happen to him without your\nguidance to help him adjust to his new life.  We need to make sure\nshe doesn't fly off the handle and take off with him.  We're his\nbest chance at adjusting to this change as quickly and safely as\npossible.\"Elias said, \"That's what I'm talking about, helping him adjust to this change.  His body is different now.  Ignoring it or telling him he can't do it isn't gonna help him at all.  He's a sexual animal now.  His mom will have to get used to the idea too.\n To her he might always look like her little boy, but eventually\nshe'll have to realize he's not.  He has needs and they'll have to\nbe met or he'll become really unhappy in a hurry.  She'll have to\nunderstand that or he could get really messed up.  She can't\nwithhold it from him forever, and neither can you.  He wants you\nand you're all he's gonna think about now until he gets you.\"\"I\ncan't believe we're having this discussion, but I guess what you say\nmakes sense.  I make love to you because you're a seventeen year\nold young man to me and I love you deeply.  Hell, I made love to\nyou the first night we met even when I thought you were only fourteen,\nbecause you made it obvious you wanted it and were ready for it.\n At some point he'll be\nseventeen too, even though he'll never look it.  If he wanted it\nthen and felt ready for it then, it wouldn't make sense to hold him\nback.  I suppose by that logic if he wants it and he feels ready\nfor it now then it makes no sense to keep him from it.\"\"Exactly.\n In a sense he'll be no different then than he is now.  I\nstarted messing around with some friends of mine and even boys in some\nof the foster homes I went through back when I was only twelve.\n He's almost that age now, but his body is\neven further along than mine was back then.  He's almost done\npuberty and he's about the size of someone who's fourteen down between\nhis legs, just like I'm the size of an adult.  I'm\nguessing he's gonna shoot real cum.  He won't be shooting blanks.\n His balls were filling out his briefs really nice.  He's\nready, right now.  His body is, anyhow.  I don't know what it\nmight do to him to force him to ignore his needs or to make him always\nhide away alone in his bedroom and jack off under his blankets like sex\nwas some sort of nasty thing he has to keep secret.  It might\neventually\nmess him up.  He's craving sexual touch now and he needs it from\nsomeone else, not just his own hand.  Wouldn't it be best if it\ncame from someone who cares about him?  Someone who's really\nlooking out for him and wants him to be happy?  That's you, Jake,\nand me too.\"I chuckled and said, \"It\nalmost sounds like you really want to do that with him, like you're\nusing his emotional health as an excuse to 'help' him meet his\nneeds.  You've got the hots for him, don't you?\"Elias\nsmiled and said, \"So what?  I think he's a great looking little\nguy and I like him a lot, and I would love to get intimate with him.\n It only has to be really light stuff, at least at first.  He\nseems like an adventurous kid and he's not shy.  I think he'd love\nit and it would make him really happy to share that with us.\n Would it be so wrong to mess around with him a bit and make him\nfeel good?\"\"I really don't know,\" I said, \"I'd have to think about it.  I guess I'm a bit surprised that you feel that way.\"\"Do\nyou think less of me?  Am I a perv for thinking that way?\n Are you jealous that I think of him that way too and not just\nabout you?\"\"I\ndon't think any less of you at all and of course\nI don't feel jealous.  So long as you're happy, I'm happy.  I\ncouldn't be jealous of you wanting to play with him.  I like him\ntoo.  Honestly, when I first saw him naked after he changed back\nthis morning, I had pretty intense thoughts about him and my cock\nsprung right to attention.  I can't deny that my body wants him.\n He's a beautiful boy.  Being with you has sort of opened my\nmind to the idea a bit I guess, but I'm still stuck with the morals\nthat have been drilled into me since I was young.\"\"You\nsaid almost the same sort of thing about that first time we had sex\nwhen I was the wolf.  You said you had a hard time going there\nbecause society would judge you as having sex with an animal, then you\nrealized it was me you were having sex with and that we love each other\nand it was right to enjoy each other that way.  Don't you see that\nit's the same with Cole?  Society says it's wrong to have sex with\na kid, but what if that kid was fully sexually developed and feeling\npowerful needs?  What if he really wanted to do it and it would\nonly make him happy?  We care about him and want him to be happy,\nand we'd be careful to make sure he never did anything he would feel\nbad about.  It would be loving and beautiful and all of us would\nbe willing and eager.  How the fuck could it make sense to deny\nhim that?  It would have the opposite effect from what we want.\n He would feel bad about himself and unhappy if we kept pushing\nhim away.  It just doesn't make sense to me.\"I thought\nabout what he'd said.  He was right in a sense.  I had a lot\nof trouble right at first when a wolf had propositioned me to have sex\nwith him, until I realized it wasn't some dumb animal, it was Elias.\n Then it was easy and natural and incredibly enjoyable to go\nthere.  Was it really so different with Cole?  He's a human\nbeing with needs and desires and feelings.  He won't have a lot of\noptions going forward to fulfill those needs and enjoy the beauty and\npleasure of sexuality and feel completely happy and fulfilled.  We\nwould be his best chance for that and he'd shown a clear and undeniable\ninterest in us.\"It's still a bit hard\nto think of really\ngoing there him, though it's a lot easier than it would have been\nbefore you and I got together,\" I said, \"I just think we need to tread\nreally carefully.  Give it as much time as it needs.  I think\nI'm open to the idea of helping him enjoy his body.  You're\ncompletely right that it wouldn't be fair to withhold it from him\nforever, and he'll never advance physically from where he is, so I guess\nit sort of makes sense to start right away before it affects him\nnegatively to be rejected and denied over and over again.  I don't\nthink\nit would ever sit right with his mom, though.  But like you said,\nshe'll have to cave eventually or she'll have a thirty year old kid on\nher hands who's completely confused about what's OK and what's not, and\nwondering why he can't do what he wants to do with his own body.\n Society's rules will eventually have to bend for him, a lot.\n It would be completely messed up to make him ignore his desires\nforever just because he'll always look like he's eleven years old\nphysically.\"Elias\nnodded and said, \"Exactly right.  He'll always look like he's\neleven, yet he'll be walking around with junk that's closer to a\nfourteen or fifteen year old's between his legs.  It's a bit\nmessed up, but he's still a human being with needs and feelings.\n I think we should help him if that's what he wants.  I'm\nglad you're open to the idea.  The outline of his little cock\nlooked amazing in his briefs and I really wanted to get on my knees in\nfront of him and suck on that wet patch.  I know I'm gonna be\nthinking about it a lot from now on.\"I chuckled and said, \"You and me both.\"He leaned in and kissed me again.\"You're\nsuch an awesome guy, Jake.  I'm glad I didn't end up stuck with\nsomeone who was too rigid and caught up in stupid rules that just can't\nalways apply.  I suppose I would never get stuck with someone like\nthat anyhow, I would have just walked away and never come back.  I've had a lot of\ntime to think about things like this so I guess that's why it's so easy\nfor me to go there.  I knew it would always be a\nproblem for me because I look so young and would always look that way.\n If you were one of those uptight people you never would have\nfucked me that first night, and we would have gone our separate ways.  If you were just some lech who was after a young boy to use I would have used you right back, then walked away and never come back.  You're not like that.  You're an incredible, open-minded guy and it's one of the things I love most about you.\"I think a long time ago, tens of thousands of years, before\nsociety really got in the way of\nliving right, as soon as kids started getting boners they probably\nopenly\nstarted playing with each other and the adults probably just smiled and\nwatched.  They probably even got involved sometimes and showed them how to do things right.  It just\nseems right to me to let a kid explore openly and learn, and not try to\nmake him\nthink it's wrong or bad.  Sex is the most natural and awesome\nthing that everyone gets to enjoy.  It's just wrong to try to\ncontrol it so much and tell Cole he's not allowed to enjoy his own body\nany way he wants.  Society is just stupid as far as I'm\nconcerned and they mostly forgot what it means to be alive.\"\"I\nlike the way you think, Elias.  It still blows my mind how much\nbetter my life is with you in it.  It's like I never really\nstarted living until you showed up.  You're the best thing that\ncould possibly have ever\nhappened to me.\"He smiled and said, \"It works both ways.\n My life was shit until I came into yours and now I can't imagine\nanything ever being better than this.  I\nthink Cole should count himself lucky that he ended up here with you\ntoo.\n Even his mom should feel nothing but lucky that he's here with\nyou.  Like I said\nbefore, we sort of gave him a life he never had a chance at even if\nit's not gonna be a normal one.  Now his mom's gonna have to learn\nto let him do what he wants with his new life so he can be as happy as\nhe can be.  I know you'll do the right thing and handle it\nproperly.  We'll figure it all out eventually.  I don't think\nI want to be there when you talk to her about it though.  She sort\nof rubs me the wrong way somehow.\"\"You've only just met her.  Give yourself time to get\nused to her.  You're still upset because you saw her as judging us\nharshly for being a couple,\" I suggested.He shook his head and\nsaid, \"I don't care what she thinks about me.  I honestly don't\nthink she was judging me, or even us as a couple.  She was judging you\nthough, and I won't put up with that.  She probably thinks you\nsomehow wheedled me into your pants.  She probably thinks you took\nadvantage of me and my situation.  I could see it in her eyes when\nyou told her we were a couple.  I was the one that convinced you\nto screw around.  You fixed my life in every way possible, you\ndidn't do anything wrong to me at all.  I love you and if she\ncan't get used to that\nidea she can take a long walk off a short pier for all I care.  It\nwasn't even just that.  When she said that, I could see right away\nshe was gonna treat Cole wrong.  I was already thinking that Cole\nwas gonna have needs and she was already warning us that she would\nnever let us help him explore them.  She was one of those people\nwho would stick to the rules whether they made sense or not.\"\"Wow,\nyou saw a lot in her eyes in just those few seconds.  Try to give\nher a chance.  Maybe you were just projecting things you've been\nthinking about society onto her.  It might just be your own\nfrustration that you felt for those years you were bounced around\nfoster care coloring\nyour perception of her.  She seems really nice to me.  I just\ndon't see her being that judgmental.  Her maternal instincts were\nkicking in and she reacted to them.  I don't see anything wrong\nwith that.\"He\nshrugged and said, \"Maybe I just don't like women.  I've never\nhad a good experience with one since my mom died.  The foster\nparents I went through were horrible.  They were just in it for\nthe money and to get free labor to keep their houses clean and do\ntheir laundry and mow their lawns.  They didn't give a crap about\nme and they just liked to rule over me.  I guess I\nshould give her a chance and not just lump her in with the rest.\n I have no choice really.  At least, I\ndon't if I want Cole to stay with us.  I like that little guy and\nI don't want her to take him away.  I suppose if she was a bad\nperson Cole would never have turned out as cool as he is.  I'll\ntry to cut her some slack.\"I\nnodded and said, \"Good.  Let's go\nshower and then go work on getting supper ready.  I'll have a talk\nwith Grace about Cole catching us in the act and I'll ask her\npermission to have the big talk about sex with him.  She'll\nprobably want to stay and make sure I don't put any ideas into his head\nor anything.  She might insist on having the talk with him\nherself.  Anyhow, it has to happen, and soon.  Hopefully\ngetting that worked out will put us on more solid footing for the time\nbeing and she'll see we can be trusted and we want what's best for him.\n It will get her started thinking of him as a fully functional\nsexual human being too.  She'll start to realize for herself that\nhe has needs and that we can't deny him forever.  We'll\nhave to figure out the logistics of the two of you changing every night\nfrom now on too.\"He nodded and got up out of bed and headed\ntowards the bathroom.  I followed him and we enjoyed a long,\nleisurely, hot shower together, then got dressed and headed down to the\nkitchen.Cole was already there and he was sitting at the\nkitchen table, fully clothed in a t-shirt and long athletic shorts, socked feet swinging under the chair he was sitting in,\nwhile he messed with the camera that I'd left on the counter when we came\nin from the garage earlier.\"Be careful with that, buddy.\n I don't want you accidentally deleting the photos and movies on\nthere.  They're important to me and I haven't got around to\nbacking them up yet.\"\"It's OK.  I figured out how to work it.  I was watching the movie of when Elias bit me.  It was so cool!\"I\nrolled my eyes and chuckled and said, \"I guess I should have known\nyou'd have no problem with that.  Didn't it bother you to see\nElias rip a piece off you, or see yourself falling out of that tree and\nhitting the branch and breaking ribs on the way down?  It must\nhave hurt like hell when it happened.  Doesn't it freak you out to\nwatch that?\"\"Naw,\nit was neat to see it.  That wasn't the\ncoolest part though.  Elias started out taking his clothes off and\nshowing you his bum, then he started playing with his thing.  He\nrubbed it faster and faster just like you did with it using your hand\nunderneath him while you were on top with your wiener in his bum when I watched you guys in bed before.  He shot\nthat same white stuff out of it in the video.  It looked like it\nfelt really good for him so I decided to try it out.  I rewinded\nit and I put my hand down in my shorts and rubbed like he did while I\nwatched him doing it again.  It felt so great!  I had to run\nand change my underwear again though.  I didn't know I would shoot\nso much of that gunk too.  It felt so awesome, like I was gonna\nexplode or something.  It made my head spin.  I want to try\nthat again later on.\"Elias\nlaughed and said, \"That's awesome!  You're a really quick learner,\nlittle guy.  Just don't tell your mom, OK?  I'm pretty sure\nshe'll blame me for your sudden depravity.\"Cole asked, \"What's\n'depravity'?  Did I do something wrong?  Should I keep it a\nsecret?  I thought you said those kinds of secrets were bad, Jake.\"I\nsighed and said, \"No secrets, please.  What you did was absolutely\nfine, Cole, just like it was fine when Elias did it, and every time I\ndo it.  All guys play with themselves that way sometimes and\nit's completely normal and good.  It's your body to enjoy any way you like\nand nobody should ever tell you otherwise.  Just don't overdo it,\nOK?  I wouldn't want you doing any damage to that beautiful tool\nof yours.  You shouldn't really talk about it around your mom\neither.\n You don't have to keep it a secret, it's just not something she'd\nwant to know about is all.  It's not the sort of thing moms and\ntheir boys talk about.  Get it?\"He nodded and said, \"Yeah,\nI don't think I'd want to tell her about that anyhow.  I like\ntalking about it with you guys though.\"\"Feel free to do so any\ntime you want.  I can tell already I don't need to tell you not to\nbe shy.  It's pretty obvious you'll say or ask whatever's on your\nmind and that's perfectly great by me.  I like it.  I want\nyou to feel comfortable talking about anything with Elias and me.\n We're your best buds from now on and you're ours too.\"Cole\ngrinned and put the camera down and got up and ran over and hugged me\naround my waist.  I knelt down and hugged him better and he held\non tight for a while.\"Thanks!  I'm so glad I get to stay here with you guys now.  I hope I can stay here forever!\" he exclaimed.I rubbed the top of his head and said, \"I\nhope you can too.  It's great having you here.  How about you\nhelp us get supper ready?  I bet Elias would love to show you how\nto peel potatoes, even if only so he won't have to do it himself\nanymore.\"Elias grinned and nodded and led Cole around as he got\nout the potatoes, a peeler, and a pot to put them in and they set to\nwork.I had taken some ground beef out of the freezer and put it\nin the fridge to thaw the day before so I got it out and started\nturning it into a meat loaf.While we were busy working in the\nkitchen Grace finally got up out of bed and shuffled into the room in\nher housecoat and slippers.  She looked completely frazzled, with her hair tangled and\nsticking out in all sorts of ways, and her eyes were still a bit puffy\nand baggy from the long sleep in a strange bed.\"You guys could have left that\nfor me to do.  You shouldn't have let me sleep so long.  I don't mind cooking.\n It's the least I can do in return for you letting us stay here.  I don't mind saying I'm a pretty good cook,\"\nshe said.\"Don't worry about it, Grace,\" I said, \"You don't need\nto feel like you have to be the maid and housekeeper to all of us guys.\n We've been taking care of ourselves just fine and we have no\nproblem doing the cooking.\"\"Well, don't let me stop you then,\"\nshe said, \"I'll just go grab a shower while you boys have your fun if\nyou don't mind.  I feel a little rough around the edges still.\"\"You look really rough everywhere, mom, not just around the edges,\" Cole said.She\nchuckled and said, \"I love you too, sweetheart.  I'm glad you're\nso open and honest with me.  I think we just need to work on when\nyou use that wonderful skill, and when you just keep it to yourself.\"She winked at him and Cole giggled.She shuffled off out of the kitchen and back upstairs towards the main bathroom to take her shower.Elias chuckled and said, \"I think I could get used to her.  I just need to give it time.  She seems pretty cool.\"I smiled at him and Cole said, \"You mean mom?  She's awesome!\"Elias nodded at him and said, \"I guess she probably is if you think so.  You seem pretty smart to me.\"Cole grinned at him and we got back to work.Once\nwe had supper cooking we went down to the basement to watch a bit of TV\nwhile we waited for our meal to be ready.  Cole freaked out when\nhe saw the pinball and arcade machines and he wanted to try them out.\n We took turns on the MAME machine and played Asteroids Deluxe,\nCentipede and Galaga.  Cole thought they were pretty fun games but\nhe didn't\nget why they made the graphics so bad.  We played for a while and\nthen Cole expressed an interest in trying the pinball machine.\n Elias showed him how to use it while I went to sit on the couch\nand flicked the TV on and tuned it to the news.  There was a story\nabout some strange tracks and blood being found down in the river\nvalley and a news woman was on the scene.  My heart started\nbeating faster as I sat up and turned up\nthe volume.Elias heard what was being said and came over to\nstand next to me and we watched the news story.  It showed the\nclearing we'd been using and the news person was walking back towards\nthe tree that was still covered in Cole's blood.  The tree had a\nlot of its bark chewed off at the base by some sort of raging animal\nwith\nlarge teeth and a massive bite pattern.  She showed the dark\npatches all over the dirt around the tree and said they were all\nblood from what looked like some sort of attack by a very large animal.\n The police had been on scene and determined that there had been a\nscuffle and it looked as though it involved a small child and a large\nanimal, though there appeared to be the tracks of an adult, likely a\nlarge man, at the scene as well.  The camera swept down to the\nground and zoomed in on some\nfootprints in the soft dirt around the tree.  Some were obviously\nmade by small feet and some were the prints of a very large animal.\n The news lady crouched down so that she was back in the picture\nand\nshe put her hand near one of the paw prints with the fingers spread\nwide.  Her hand looked tiny in the middle of the huge print.\n It showed how the animal that made it must have been absolutely\nmassive.  It was clearly from Elias.  She also pointed out a\nset of smaller prints that looked to be about the size of a full grown\nwolf.The news woman went on to say it was unknown whether this\nattack\nwas done by the same animal that had been responsible for killing the\ndeer near the river earlier in the summer, but it seemed quite likely\ngiven the size of the prints and the large bite pattern on the tree\ntrunk.  There also appeared to be another, smaller animal in the\narea.  The two may be traveling together in a pack and they had\nspent a great deal of time running around in the clearing very\nrecently, likely just after the attack had occurred.  They talked\nabout how the\nanimals appeared to be moving closer in towards the city from where the\ndeer had been taken down, and that everyone using any of the river\nvalley recreation areas should be on their guard at\nall times.  The city was going to be bringing someone in to\ninvestigate the tracks to determine what sort of animal might have left\nthem.Everyone was urged to keep their eyes open and report any\nunusual wildlife to the city immediately.  Most importantly,\nanyone who knew of any small child who might be missing or injured\nshould come\nforward immediately.  There was no sign of the child's tracks\nleaving the area and there was some fear that the animals may have\ntaken them away, though it was felt that it was likely the large man\nwho carried the child out.  Police wanted to hear from him as soon\nas possible.  They'd found a very small strip of flesh at the\nscene that showed the child may have been hurt badly, but there was not\nenough blood to show that he might have succumbed to his wounds, and no\nblood trail was left behind indicating which way the child may have\nbeen taken.  They were checking with area hospitals to see if any\nchild had been brought to any emergency ward with wounds that looked\nlike an animal attack.  A child's mountain bike had also been\nfound abandoned near the\nscene, though the rusted condition of it suggested it might have been\nthere a long while.The scene then shifted back to the news desk and\nthe anchor shook his head dramatically and said he hoped this mystery\nwould be solved soon.I slumped back into the couch and put my hands over my face and groaned.\"Don't\nworry about it,\" Elias said, \"It'll blow over soon enough, just like\nthe carcasses did.  They'll probably just think whoever did the\noriginal prank with the deer was just raising it to the next level to\nshake everyone up again.\"\"I\nhope you're right,\" I said, \"I don't think it will be so easy this time\nthough.  There was blood and signs of a small child being hurt.\n They'll take that shit seriously.  I think for the time\nbeing, it's best for you guys not to go down there to change anymore.\"Elias\nsaid, \"I don't usually go anywhere near there when I'm alone.  The\nspot I usually use is far away from there.  I can still go down\nthere.  I'm smart enough not to get caught.  I'm just another\nkid on a bike right up until the change so if somebody sees me it's no\nbig whoop.  I'll be a hell of a long\nway from that clearing when it's time for my change.  It's not\nsome dumb animal\nthey're looking for, but they don't know that.  I'll know they\nmight be searching for me so I'll be on guard.  I doubt they'd do\nit at night anyhow.\n They wouldn't have any clue that the animal they're looking for\ndoesn't even exist in the daylight.  They'd be scouring the area\nall day when they can see well to spot any tracks, not at night.\n I'll make sure not to leave any tracks they can find from now on\nand I'll only head outward further away from the city when I'm the\nwolf.\n Even if they did have someone out there at night, if anyone was\never anywhere near me I'd know it\nlong before they could get any closer.  Cole should definitely\nchange here at home though.  At least for now, until they find\nnothing and the whole thing dies off again.  It wouldn't be any\ngood for him to be out there with no experience being a wolf when\nsomeone might be out there trying to track us down.\"I nodded\nand said, \"You're right.  He should use the panic room and just\nstay here, at least for the rest of this cycle and the start of the\nnext.\"Cole had been listening to us and said, \"Aww!  I\ndon't want to stay in the house when I'm a wolf.  Can't I go with\nElias and run with him, please?\"\"I'm sorry, Cole, but I just don't think that's a good idea.  Not right now anyways,\" I said.\"Jake's\nright.  I don't think you should be out there just yet.  It\nwon't be long before they forget about us and we can both be out there\ntogether.  You need to be responsible and careful now.  This\nisn't a game.  Your mom, you, me, Jake, we all depend on us not\ngetting caught or doing anything stupid.  Once it blows over we\ncan go back to being wolves together, OK?\"\"Can't you stay and change here too, then?\" Cole asked, \"Can't we be wolves together here at home?\"Elias\nshook his head and said, \"Not right now.  We only have one safe\nroom and it's not even completely finished yet.  There's no safe\nway for both of us to stay at home and change here.\"  He turned to\nme and said, \"Should we look at getting another panic room set up?\"I\nshrugged and said, \"I don't know which one we could use.  There\nwere only two other rooms and Cole is in one now and Grace is in the\nother.  I suppose if they were OK with sharing we could convert\nanother one.\"\"I don't want to sleep with my mom!  Can't I sleep in your bed with you guys?\"Elias smiled.  I knew he would be all for that.  I would be too I suppose, but I doubt Cole's mom would be on board.\"We'll\nhave to think about this,\" I said, \"Having the contractor build us a\npanic room was completely normal in this day and age.  Having him\ncome back to build a second one would be more than a little bit odd and\nwould definitely raise eyebrows.  They would wonder if we might be\nplanning to use them to keep people prisoners in our house or some\nweird thing like that.  I don't think it would be such a good\nidea.\"Elias shrugged and said, \"It'll only be an issue for a\nlittle while, like I said.  After a few weeks of their search for\nthis animal turning up nothing and no kids being reported missing or hurt, they'll go right back to thinking it\nwas all an elaborate prank.  Let's just stick with the first plan.  I'll go down\nto my usual spot way further back along the river valley outside of the city and Cole will\nchange here in the panic room.  It will only be for a couple of\nweeks, then we can switch to a better routine.  Do you think you\ncould handle being cooped up in the house with Jake for two weeks of\nchanges, Cole?  You'll be a wolf for a shorter and shorter time\nanyways until the new moon comes.  Then we'll both be boys for\nthree whole days.\"Cole shrugged and said, \"I guess it's OK, so long as Jake is here with me.\"I\nsmiled and said, \"I'll be here.  I guess I might have to tell my\nemployers I'll need some more time.  I suppose I could work from\nhome for the next couple of weeks through our VPN.  If they try to\nsay anything about it I'll just remind them how much money I've made\nfor them over the years and how many other companies would love the\nopportunity to make as much.  That usually shuts them right up.\"Elias smiled and nodded.That\nsettled the routine for the next couple of weeks at least.  Even\nbeyond that, the change would be so brief for the first week into the\nnext cycle that Cole would still likely have no problem staying at home\nthrough it.  I would only have to stay up with him for a little\nwhile until he changed back and then be off to bed so I could work in\nthe morning.  It shouldn't be much of a problem at all.\n After that much time the 'monster' in the woods would likely have\nbeen declared a hoax again and we could go back to normal.  Or at\nleast, we could then figure out what the new normal should be for us.I sighed and shook my head.  This situation was getting more complicated every day.\"Let's go back up and finish getting supper ready,\" I suggested.We\nwent back upstairs into the kitchen and I showed Cole how to tear up\nsome lettuce while Elias chopped some vegetables to make a\ntossed salad.  Grace came back out fully clothed and looking much\nless rough around the edges than before.  She pitched in by\nmashing the potatoes and getting the meat loaf out of the oven and\nmaking a nice brown gravy for it while the boys set the table.We\nall sat down and enjoyed our first meal together as a family of sorts.\n We told Grace about the news story we'd seen and our decision\nabout how the change would be handled for the next couple of weeks.\n She was fine with it since it meant Cole would be right here at\nhome when he changed.  She was excited to see him tonight.\n He would change a little while before she left for work and she\nwould get to see him as a wolf and spend a bit of time with him before\nshe had to leave.  She'd decided to keep the job that paid the\nbest and it meant she would be working from midnight to eight in the\nmorning most nights.  She decided she would probably get in the\nhabit of staying up in the morning to be with Cole during the day and\nthen go to sleep in the afternoon to wake up rested and ready for work\nin the evening.  Cole would have Elias around for the short time in\nthe early morning and in the late afternoon that I would be at work so\nhe'd never really be alone again if he didn't want to be.  It\nseemed like it should work out just fine.We\nfinished up our meal and relaxed and chatted for a bit, then I\nmentioned to Grace that I wanted to talk with her about Cole.\n Elias took that as his cue to vanish and he excused himself and went down to the basement.\n Grace and I started clearing the dishes away while Cole sat at\nthe table and watched.\"I need to talk to you about something\nthat happened earlier today while you were sleeping,\" I began, while we\nput the dishes in the dishwasher and began dealing with the leftover\nfood.\"Is it something serious?  Did Cole break something?\" she asked.\"No,\nhe didn't break anything.  It's serious in a way, I suppose, but\nnot in a bad way.  Just something that requires attention.\"\"Go on,\" she said.\"Elias\nand I were being intimate in our bed.  The door was closed.\n We made a bit too much noise though and Cole was curious.\"\"Oh God, I was worried about something like this.  He walked in on you two, didn't he?\"\"Yes, he did.  He's fine with it though, and so are we.  We had a\nshort talk about it.  He really didn't do anything wrong.  He\njust thought we were fooling around and playing so he came to join in.\"She started to turn a bit red.  I don't think she was angry, just embarrassed by it.\"I'm sorry if he embarrassed you.  Did he see much?  Did you understand what you saw, Cole?\" she asked.\"I didn't see a whole lot, mom,\" he lied, \"They were under the covers.  I thought they were wrestling.\"I\ndidn't see any reason for him to lie to her, but I supposed this one\nlittle white lie to spare her any more embarrassment wouldn't hurt.\n Cole knew his mom better than I did and if he felt this was the\nbest approach I may as well play along with it.I\nsighed and\nsaid, \"He heard us say some things while we were deep in the act and he\nsaw enough to know that we were doing something he'd never\nseen before and that it looked like something really good, and he was full of questions.  He was obviously\naroused and that was probably something completely new for him too.\n I told him I would ask\nyour permission to have a detailed talk with him about the changes that\nhave happened to his body and what it would mean to him now.\"\"What sorts of things did he hear you say, exactly?\" she asked.\"They\nkissed and they told each other how much they loved each other.\n It was awesome, mom.  I wish someone would love me that much\nsome day,\" Cole said.\"He heard a few more graphic things before\nthat,\" I said, \"I won't repeat them but I'm sure you can imagine what\ntype of things we might shout in the throes of passion.  I wanted\nto get the chance to explain to Cole what they meant, but not without\ngetting your permission first.\"\"You could have told Cole to\nkeep this a secret, and so long as he did I would never even know it\nhappened.  The fact that you chose to tell me speaks volumes about\nyou.  It sounds like you handled it well, but are you asking to\nhave the sex talk with my boy?  Do you think you're the right\nperson to be doing that?\"I\nturned a bit red myself, but I realized again that she was simply\nacting on motherly instinct and wanted to protect her boy.  I\nstayed completely calm and said, \"Maybe I'm not, I can't honestly say.\n I'm simply offering to help in any way I can.  I only want\nwhat's best for him.  He's a male and what he\nreally needs to know is how things have changed for him from a male's\nperspective.  If you do agree to let me have that talk with him,\nwe won't be getting into a lot of detail except where we need to, and\nany details we\ndo go over will be fairly clinical and I'll try to stay within the\naccepted standard of\nsex between a male and a female who love each other.  Obviously he\nmight have questions about guys with guys since that's what he saw\ntoday and I won't hesitate to answer them honestly.  I'm not\nlooking for new recruits for our side if that's what you're worried\nabout.  I prefer people make their own decisions about what team\nto play on.  I would recommend you have a\ntalk with him too and tell him whatever you think he should know from a\nfemale's perspective.\"She thought about it for a while, then\nshe turned to Cole and asked, \"Did you like what you saw, Cole, or did\nit make you feel bad?\"He blushed a bit and said, \"I liked it a\nlot.  I really wanted to try it with them but Jake wouldn't let\nme.  It made me feel good to watch them.  I didn't say anything to them so they wouldn't stop and I could keep watching.  Something happened\nto me...in my underwear.\"He looked a little flustered like he\nwanted to explain his erection and discharge to her but he wasn't at\nall comfortable talking about it to his mom.She smiled and\nsaid, \"You don't have to go into any more detail about it if it makes you\nuncomfortable, honey.  I know what you're talking about and I\nunderstand what happened to you.  Do you know what sex is?\"Cole shrugged and he said, \"Not really.  I know people get naked and play together.  That's about it.\"She\nlooked at me and said, \"I couldn't afford to keep our Internet going\nbecause of the medical bills.  I even had our cable disconnected a\nlong time ago.  He was out of school a lot due to his condition\nand the medical procedures he's gone through.  He really hasn't\nhad any of the exposure most kids\nhis age would probably have had, but do you really think he needs\nthis talk right now?  He's only eleven.\"\"He's eleven now,\nbut look\nat him and try to imagine what it will be like when he's twenty or\nthirty.  He'll look exactly the same.  He'll be sitting there\njust like that, dressed just like that, and looking at you just like\nthat.  Physically, he won't advance any more than he is now but\nlike I told you this morning, the change has affected his body.\n He's jumped ahead sexually and he's nearly at the end of puberty\nnow in his development.  He's completely functional down there.\n He has needs\nnow and his body will push him to fulfill them, but he hasn't grown\ninto them slowly like most kids would have done so it's gonna be really\nconfusing and overwhelming for him if we don't give him all the facts\nright away and help him understand exactly why he's feeling the way he\ndoes.\"Elias and I had a long talk about it after Cole left our\nroom this morning.  He explained a lot to me about how his life\nwas different because of the same leap forward in sexual development\nthat happened to him when he first changed, and the fact that he knew\nhe would 'grow up' without ever really growing up.  He would\nalways look like he'd only just turned fourteen.  He explained to me how hard that was going\nto be for Cole and how confusing it would be to have these needs but\nonly be an eleven year old kid that nobody would ever want to get\nintimate with sexually.  He warned me that it might really be hard\nfor Cole and he would need as much help as he could get to deal with\nit.  You haven't had any time really to think about this yet but\nyou need to start right away.  What age will be the right one to\nallow him to begin exploring\nhis sexuality?  Keep in mind that he'll never look older than he\nis.\"She began to turn red again as she thought about it.\n I think she hadn't even given this a moment's thought before now,\nand it was all beginning to sink in.\"My poor baby.  He'll never know love and intimacy with anyone, will he?  He'll never get to explore his romantic side, or know what it's like to just lay with someone who he shares every intimate aspect of his life with.  He'll never really know what it means to love someone that way and have a full, romantic, intimate relationship.\" she said.\"That\ndepends somewhat on you.  Elias has found intimacy and love and\nhe's a completely\nsatisfied and happy guy now.  I'm proud of who he is and I love\nhim deeply.  He's a complete person with absolutely no major\nhang-ups or issues and he has an amazingly positive outlook on life.\n He's the best person I've ever known and likely the best I will\never know.  Cole could be the same, but it would\nrequire a pretty radical change of attitude on your part and a complete\ndeparture from what society would consider acceptable,\" I said.She flashed a look of anger at me and said, \"I'm as open minded as anyone can be, but he's only eleven!\"I\nkept my voice completely calm and soothing and said, \"I\nunderstand that, but think about it.  What will change for him\nbetween now and when he's twenty?  If you keep him sheltered and\ndeny him his needs he won't be one iota further along sexually than he\nis right at this moment.  He'll still be the same, though he'll be\nconfused and frustrated and unfulfilled from years of denial of his\nbasic needs.  Will you\nstill deny him then?  If not, then do you really see any reason to\nmake him go through all of that?  Does it make sense to force him\nto wait for completely artificial reasons?  Will he benefit from\nthat in any way you can think of?\"She\nstarted to look flustered, then she\nwent to the table and sat down and said, \"This is all so much to take\nin.  I hadn't realized this was going to be an issue until now.\n I'd already gotten used to the idea that he would be my little\nboy forever and I was alright with that, but you're telling me he's\nalready past that in a way.  I see that you're right.  He'll\nkeep growing emotionally and learning and having experiences that will\nfor all intents and purposes change him into a man with all of the\nneeds of a man.  It's only his body that will never change and if\nwhat you say is true, physically he's already feeling those needs but doesn't know how to cope with them.\n I need to think about this for a\nwhile.\"\"You can't put it off for too long, Grace.  He has\nthose needs right now, like you said, and he's already expressed an interest\nin being\nintimate with Elias and me.  I explained to him that it wasn't\nappropriate for someone his age, but I've come to realize I might have\nto change my own thinking on that some day.  For now though, we\nneed to explain to him what sex is really about and what has happened\nto his body to help him understand the things he's going to be feeling\nfrom now on.  He's going to be having some carnal thoughts and his\nbody will respond to them and we have to help him understand that those\nthings are natural and healthy and not in any way dirty or wrong.\"She\nthought about it some more as she took in what I'd said.  She kept\nlooking over at Cole as she seemed to wrestle with the idea of her\nlittle boy suddenly being a fully realized, sexual person with all of\nthe needs that go along with that, but without the knowledge or the\nmeans to do anything about it.  I could see a sudden shift in her\nattitude as she came to some decision, then she looked straight at me\nand said, \"You told me\nback at our house that he was safe with you and I believed you.  I\nstill believe you.  I've seen how you\nare with Elias, and with Cole.  You're nothing but respectful and\nkind and careful with them.  I really think I can trust you.\n I see you're only interested in what's best for him.  I\nthink I do want you to have that talk with my boy.  I can't think\nof anyone who would do a better job for him.  I will talk to him\nafter though, and ask him what you've said and if he understands it all\nand if he has any questions that I might help with.\"I nodded\nand said, \"That would be for the best.  He needs a female's\nperspective too, like I said before.  I just think it's best to\nexplain it all now and let him soak it all in for a while and get used\nto how things have changed for him.  I'll warn you though that I\nwill openly and honestly answer any questions he might have, even if I\nhave to get a little graphic to do it right, though I probably won't\nvolunteer\nanything that he hasn't asked about that is more advanced than I think\nhe needs to know just now.\"She smiled and said, \"I trust you'll handle it perfectly.  I can honestly\nsay I wish you weren't gay.  You'd be a hell of a catch.  I\nthink you'd make a terrific dad for any kid.\"\"What's 'gay',\nmom?  I only ever heard kids say that in a bad way, like calling\nsomeone a name.  Why do you think Jake's gay?\" Cole asked.She said, \"I think that's a good question for you to ask Jake as part of your talk.\"He shrugged and said, \"OK.\"I\nsmiled at Grace and said, \"I have to admit, I thought you'd be a lot\nmore upset than you are.  Most moms would likely not be so calm\nabout all this.\"She\nsaid, \"I lived a really wild life in my\nyouth like I told you this morning.  Cole was the one who brought\nme back down to Earth and kept me grounded.  I still carry all\nthose experiences with me and I know they defined and shaped who I am\nnow just as much as Cole has.  I don't think I turned out so bad.\n I've seen and done a lot of things\nI would never want to tell anyone about.  I've had things done to\nme, too, even when I was just a little girl.  Anyhow, I've had\nenough experience with men who were simply after\nsomething young and innocent to play with that I think if you were one\nof those guys I would know it without a doubt.  I just don't see\nit in you.  Not in the least.  You're a good man and I know I\ncan trust you with my boy.\"I think what you said before was\nright\nand I will have to get used to the idea that Cole is old enough for sex\nright\nnow, even though he just doesn't look it.  My first experience was\nwhen I was about his age, a year younger actually, though it wasn't by\nmy choice.  I was abused for several years by someone I had\npreviously trusted and felt safe with.  He even brought other men\nin.  I came\nout OK in the end, but it did mess me up for a while and was the cause\nof my wild\nbehavior for a lot of years afterward.  That behavior led me to\nhave a lot of experiences that I enjoyed immensely even at a very young\nage, experiences that I would never want to forget and wouldn't\ntrade for anything.  My experiences have shown me that all that\nreally matters for my son is that he never have to endure things being\ndone to him against his will.  I wanted to shelter him from\nanything like that.\"I\nhave no problem with him doing anything that he really wants to do with\nanyone he wants to do it with if it will make him happy and won't hurt\nhim in any way.  I trust you, like I said, and I trust Elias too.\n I don't think either of you would ever do anything to make Cole\nunhappy in any way.  Just the opposite.  It's obvious you'd\ngo out of your way to make him as happy as he can possibly be.\n How could I ever have a problem with that?  I would never\nwant him to\nhave to go through any of the bad things I've experienced sexually, but\nI know that you would do everything in your power to protect him from\nthem too.  I do want him to have all of the same good experiences\nthat I've had, and I can see that he might just have those some day\nwith you or Elias.  I have no hang-ups about homosexuality.\n I think everyone should be free to enjoy what they enjoy without\nanyone judging them or trying to change them.  If my son turns out\nto be gay I certainly won't mind that, so long as he's happy.\"I\nthink your approach is the best.  We\nneed to teach him what it all means and let him think about it and stew\non\nit and maybe develop more informed opinions of his own about what he wants\nto do.\n I don't know if I'd ever be truly OK with the thought of you or\nElias being intimate with him, but that would just be the mother in me\nnot wanting to let go of her little boy.  I'd feel the same way\nabout him being intimate with a woman.  Honestly, if it ever came to you being intimate, I'd rather not even know about it.\"She turned to her boy and said, \"You don't have to keep it a secret, Cole, and you shouldn't think of it as anything you need to be ashamed of or embarrassed about.  It's just something that should be kept private between you and whoever you share it with.  It's something special and wonderful between you and them and it's not for me to know about.  You only need to ever tell me if somebody does something that makes you feel bad or makes you scared or unhappy or asks you to do something you aren't sure is right or you feel uncomfortable about.  Understand?\"He nodded at her, then she turned back to me and said, \"I know for sure if his first experience is\nwith you it would be a much\nbetter introduction for him than I ever had.  I know in my heart\nhis interests\nwould be the primary concern for you and you'd treat him with respect.\n I can't imagine him ever being in better hands.  I'm not really giving you permission to start being intimate with him, I'm just saying I trust you to handle it right if it ever comes to that.  I'd prefer if you put it off for long enough for him to be sure it's what he really wants and he's not just reacting to the hormones suddenly flowing through him and trying to control his actions.\"I think I'll need some time, too, before I\ncan accept it as something he simply needs and will always need.  Something I can't in\nall fairness deny him.  I think if my life had been a bit more\nnormal I'd be railing hard against this, but I know how messed up a person\ncan become when things aren't done right, and in a sense simply denying\nhim would be a way of not doing things right.  It could cause him\nreal\nproblems and make him unhappy.  I want you to talk to him and tell\nhim everything.\n Do it tonight, right now, if you feel ready.  I wouldn't\nmind going for\na walk back to my house to get a few more things I need.\"I smiled at her and said, \"You're quite a woman, Grace.  You almost make me wish I wasn't gay too.\"She chuckled and said, \"That's the best compliment I've had in years.\"She\nstood and walked over and gave me a hug.  Then she went over and\nruffled Cole's hair.  Finally, she turned and went to the back\ndoor to put on her shoes and just before she left she said, \"I'll be\nback in an hour or so.\"Cole said, \"Bye mom!\" as she went out\nand closed the door behind her, then he turned to me and said, \"I told\nyou she was awesome.\"I smiled and nodded and asked, \"Are you ready for that talk now?\"He grinned and said, \"Yes!\"","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/688776-love-and-lycanthropy-chapter-6.json"}