{"sf1_id":693387,"sf2_id":"J1O6DPAn","title":"I am not I","author":"NoctisIgnem","words":130,"posted_at":"2014-04-15T16:14:00.000Z","tags":["Human","Poem","Spirits","Therian","Wolf","together"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/693387-i-am-not-i","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/J1O6DPAn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/a1/3a/a13a93b0-e691-49f6-bc22-b22818faa12a","description":"#2 of Poetry\n\nStarted as as the first two sentences in my head, added more while writing it down.\nIt's about the two spirits that live as one in me.","content":"I am not being the being who I am,  \nnot living the life I'm living.  \nI'm but a shell, a outer layer,  \na masquerade, a rehearsed play.\n\nTo most persons I am like a mirror,  \nshowing just a reflection, a shard of soul.  \nThey see me as just another, a normal kid,  \nbut not the real me, if they'd only know.\n\nDeep inside me there is another,  \nanother me, a me that's more feral than me.  \nTogether we are one, we are I,  \npart man, part beast, together we're complete.\n\nOne day I'll be in a place where they accept,  \nwhere I can leave my shell and be free at last.  \nAnd once I'm living the life I'm living,  \nThen I am finally being the being who I really am\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/693385-alone.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/693389-adrift.json"}}