{"sf1_id":693400,"sf2_id":"k1VBA7b1","title":"Empty smiles","author":"NoctisIgnem","words":67,"posted_at":"2014-04-15T16:40:00.000Z","tags":["FEELINGS","Poem","Worth","empty","lacking","life","smiles"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/693400-empty-smiles","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/k1VBA7b1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/13/b1/13b13432-25fa-434f-b7a9-b1d8f1d802a5","description":"#9 of Poetry\n\nSometimes I wish I was a simple man, for then I could enjoy simple things and live a simple life,\nBut this is not for me, for I can't feel these feelings, only imagine and apply.sigh","content":"Surrounded by people,  \nsmiling, laughing,  \nover things that,  \ndon't even matter.\n\nI hate them,  \nI envy them,  \nthey feel fulfilled,  \nwith nothing at all.\n\nWhy can't I feel,  \nlike I am needed?  \nMy life has no meaning,  \nno place on this world.\n\nStill I am trying,  \nsmiling along,  \ntrying to feel,  \nwith nothing at all.\n\nSurrounded by people,  \nsmiling, laughing.  \nLiving without feeling,  \nBecause I don't matter.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/693398-what-is-life-worth-living-for.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/693405-void.json"}}