{"sf1_id":693401,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Love and Lycanthropy - Chapter 8","author":"JakeXtraTall","words":15406,"posted_at":"2014-04-15T16:46:00.000Z","tags":["First Time","Gay","Human","Love","M/M","Male","Oral","Relationships","Rimming","Underage","boy","young"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/693401-love-and-lycanthropy-chapter-8","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/693401","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=693401\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"Cole sat at the kitchen table and looked at me expectantly while he\nwaited for me to reveal the\nsecrets of adulthood to him.I was standing at the counter and\nleaning back against it with my arms crossed and looking over at\nhim, thinking about how best to do this.  I hadn't had any time to\nreally\nprepare or think of what approach I would take, but I decided there\nwasn't really\nany need for that.  This was going to be more a discussion than a\nlecture.  I wanted him to feel it was a two-way conversation and\nhe was free to take it in any direction he wanted to.  All I\nneeded to do was find a place to start.  I figured the best way to\nbegin was with the fundamental reason we developed sexuality in the\nfirst place,\nprocreation.  I just needed to make sure I didn't go too far too\nfast and it should be just fine.Elias\nsuddenly came back up from the basement into the kitchen and said, \"I\nheard someone go out.  Are you guys done talking already?\"I\nsaid, \"We're just about to start the sex talk.  Grace agreed it\nshould happen right away.  She went for a walk back to her house\nto get a few more things.  She'll be gone for an hour at least.\"Elias\ngrinned and said, \"Cool.  Don't let me interrupt.  I think\nI'll go out for a ride for a bit.  I'll probably just stay out and\ngo to my spot for the change in a couple of hours so I won't be back\ntonight.  I'll see you guys tomorrow, OK?\"I smiled and\nnodded and he came over and hugged me and gave me a kiss and said, \"I love you.\"\"I love you too.  Have a good night.  Take care out there.  Don't forget they're looking for you,\" I said.He nodded and then he went\nover to Cole and kissed the top of his head and ruffled his hair and\nsaid, \"See you tomorrow, little buddy.\"Cole smiled at him as he went over to the back door to put on his shoes, then went into the garage to get his bike and go out.I went over to the kitchen table and sat at a chair across from Cole and asked, \"Are you ready to start?\"He\nnodded.I said, \"I like you a lot, Cole, and I'm really comfortable\nwith you, so it's really easy for me to talk to you and I might forget\nthat you're only a kid.  I'm gonna probably get pretty graphic\nwith some things and I might talk about stuff that doesn't make sense\nto you.  I don't want this to just be me lecturing you.  I\nwant us to talk openly back and forth.  Stop me any time if you want to ask\nquestions, or especially if anything I'm saying is making you\nuncomfortable, OK?\"He smiled and said, \"I like you a lot too,\nJake.  Nobody ever talked to me like you do.  You don't need\nto be so careful though.  I'm not a little kid.  I took care\nof myself for a long time and I do OK.  You don't have to be so\nafraid to say something wrong.\"I smiled back and nodded,\n\"Alright, fine.  You do seem sort of older than you are.  I\nguess maybe that's why I can talk to you so easily.  You've been\nresponsible for yourself for a long time now and you did a great job\nwith that.  You're a cool guy and I just want to make sure I don't\nupset you, so let me know if I say anything that bugs you.\"He nodded.I said, \"Let's get started with the basic reason sex even exists in the first place.  Do you know how babies are made?\"\"I know it's from sex.  I don't know exactly how.\"\"Do\nyou know the differences between boys and girls?  Between men and\nwomen?  The difference in their bodies?\" I asked.\"I\nsaw a picture of a naked lady once when we had Internet.  It\npopped up when I was messing around looking for video game stuff.\n She had her legs spread wide and she had her fingers down between\nher legs and she was spreading herself open.  She had another\nfinger in her mouth and she was sucking on it.  It looked pretty\ngross between her legs.  It looked like she had her wiener cut\noff.  I never told my mom.  I told a friend at school though\nand he said I was dumb.  He said girls have pussies and only guys\nhave wieners.  I never thought about it much since then, but I did\nstart looking at girls, and even my mom.  I never really noticed\nbefore that they don't have anything between their legs.  I\nfigured he was right and they must all have pussies like that lady in the picture.\"\"So, you didn't feel excited when you saw that naked woman?  You didn't feel like you did when you saw me and Elias?\"He shook his head, \"No, it was really gross.  I thought there was something wrong with her.  I didn't like it.\"\"How\nabout now, when you think back about the picture?  Your body's a\nbit different now.  Do you feel any different when you think about\na naked woman?\"He shrugged and said, \"Not really.  Does that matter?\"\"No, I was just curious,\" I said, \"I think we should start by telling\nyou the technical names for some things.  Women are different than men\nas you already found out.  What that lady had between her legs is\ncalled a vagina.  Pussy is a commonly used name for it, which is why your friend called it that, but that's a\nbit more of a vulgar slang.\"\"You mean it's a word I shouldn't use?\" he asked.\"No,\nnot exactly.  While we're having a clinical discussion about sex\nit's better to use the clinical word for the body parts.  If you\nwere talking about sex with a friend or something it just wouldn't make\nsense to say 'She was showing her vagina.'  It would sound sort of\ninappropriately formal.  It's OK to use those vulgar words when\nyou're actually describing the body part.  It makes way more sense\nto tell your friend 'She showed her pussy.'  There's an even\ndirtier word for it that gets used when you're sort of horny and\ntalking dirty.\"\"What's 'horny'?\"I smiled and said,\n\"Horny is what you were when you watched Elias and me in bed earlier.\n Horny means you're aroused\nand excited and totally wanting to have sex.  For a guy it often\nmeans your penis is hard and you're ready to go, but ultimately it just means you're really in the mood for sex with someone.\"\"Cool,\nI like that.  Horny.  That's definitely how I've been feeling\nsince I watched you and Elias.  I never felt so excited before.\n It sort of felt like my wiener turned into a horn it was so hard\nwhen I watched your bum going back and forth when you were pumping your\nthing into him.\"He subconsciously reached under the table to\nrub and adjust himself.  He was obviously starting to get turned\non again as he thought about it.I chuckled and said, \"That's\nprobably where the word came from, the fact you get so hard it's like\nyou had a horn between your legs.  Believe it or not, women get\nhorny too.\"\"They don't have a horn though.  How can they be horny?\" he asked.\"Well,\nthe word really describes the mood more than anything, but they do have\na horn, it's just a lot smaller.  It's called a clitoris, and it's\ntucked up inside their vagina.  It's right at the top if she was laying on her back.  It swells and gets hard when\nthey're in the mood just like your penis does, but it's just a little nub.  You should know\nabout it in case you ever get busy with a girl.  It's something\nthat's really sensitive for them and you have to take it easy on it,\nbut don't ignore it or they won't be happy.  That's what I hear,\nanyways.  I have no experience with girls.  You might\nwant to ask your mom about it.\"\"I'll never remember what you called it.  I don't really care.  I don't want to be with a girl,\" he said.\"How\ndo you know that?  Your body has changed and you're more or less\nready for sex now, but you've only been that way for all of one day.\n Maybe you should wait and think about things before you decide if\nyou never want to be with a girl.\"\"You didn't see that picture, Jake.  It was just gross.  I don't ever want to see that again.\"I\nlaughed and said, \"I've seen those kinds of pictures.  I happen to\nagree with you.  I guess I'll just have to trust that you know\nwhat you like and don't like.\"\"All I know is I want\nto be with you and Elias.  I don't need any girl.  Isn't that OK?\"\"It's absolutely fine.  I just wanted to make sure you don't rule anything out without giving it some thought.\"\"OK.  So that yucky thing on a girl is called a vagina, what about\na guy's wiener.  What other words are there for that?\" he asked.\"The\ntechnical word is the one I used earlier, 'penis'.  The most\ncommon word, and my favorite, is 'cock'.  There are lots of other\nwords that mainly describe the shape or what it's for, like rod, or\ntool, or prick, or bone, or wood.\"\"Cool.  Wiener sounds like a word kids would use.  Can I call it a cock?\"\"You\nsure can around me.  You might want to stay with 'penis' if you're\never gonna talk about it with your mom.  Do me a favor and promise\nme you'll never tell her you think vaginas are ugly or yucky either.\n She has one so she might feel embarrassed or bad if you said\nthat.  Trust me when I say that to people who like that sort of\nthing, vaginas are absolutely beautiful and desirable and exciting.\n In fact, a lot of people find penises really ugly, though I can't\neven remotely understand why.  Anyhow, stick to the technical\nterms around her and stay away from how you think they look.\"\"OK,\npenis and vagina.  I think I can remember those.  I won't\ntell her I think vaginas are gross or that I think penises look\nawesome.\"I chuckled and nodded.\"Can I see\nyour cock?\" he asked, \"I didn't get to look at it close when you were putting\nit in Elias.  Can I touch it?\"I smiled and said, \"No, sorry.\n Much as I'd love to see it in your hands, that's not what this is\nabout.  This isn't show and tell.  It's just a talk.\"\"Aww, nobody else is here.  Please?\"\"No,\nCole.  Stop trying to wear me down.  That wouldn't even be a\nchallenge or anything so it's not like it would be a great achievement\nfor you.  Let's just stick to words for now, OK?\"\"Geez, you're no fun,\" he moped.I\nsmiled and said, \"Let's get back to being clinical for a\nbit.  Let's get through the basics first before talking about what\nyou really want to do with me, OK?\"He\nnodded, and I continued,\n\"Another thing that guys have, things really, are their balls.\n The technical word for those is testicles or gonads.  The\nsack we keep them in is called a scrotum.  It's where the\nwhite stuff is made that you shot out earlier.  Well, technically\nonly part of that stuff is made in your balls.  There's another\nsmall organ in your body called a prostate that makes a clear fluid\nthat mixes together with what your balls make to create semen.  We\nusually just think of semen as coming from your balls though.\n Your balls are\nreally sensitive as I'm sure you know, and it feels really good when\nsomeone touches them while you're having sex.\"\"Mine are so much different now.  They didn't hang down before and they weren't so big,\" Cole said.\"Yup.\n You'll need to guard them well.  They're sensitive, like I\nsaid, and it can really hurt if they get banged around.  Be gentle\nwith them, but you should definitely try touching them the next time\nyou play with yourself.  I think you'll like it.\"\"Cool.  Where's my prostate?\"\"It's\ninside you so you can't see it really.  It lies right along your\nrectum though, that's the inside part of your bum.  If I put my\nfinger in your anus, your butthole, all the way, I could touch your\nprostate through your rectum and you would feel excited by that if you\nwere horny and turned on.\"\"God, there's so many words to\nremember.  Penis, vagina, testicles, gonads, scrotum, prostate,\nrectum, anus.  How the heck do you keep all this stuff straight?\"I\nlaughed and said, \"Don't worry about it.  You don't have to\nmemorize them all, even though you seem to be doing just fine so far.\"He asked, \"What about girls?  They don't have balls.  Do they have a prostate?\"\"No,\nthey don't.  They have a lot of other parts that we don't have,\nbut mostly they're for the purposes of making a baby.  I think\nwe'll keep this discussion mainly about sex.  Your mom would be\nhappy to explain the details about a woman's anatomy and childbirth I'm\nsure so you can ask her later.  I should mention something else\nabout girls though.\n You might have noticed the adult ones are bigger in the chest.\"\"You mean boobs.  My friend at school called them that.\"\"Yeah.\n The technical term for them is mammaries, but it doesn't get used\nmuch at all.  They're usually called tits or boobs.  The\npolite word is breasts.  Their real purpose is to make milk for\nthe woman's baby when she has one.\"\"Yeah!  I remember\nseeing a baby sucking on the mommy's boob on some show my mom was\nwatching at night one time when I couldn't sleep and I went in to the\nliving room.  It looked funny.  I asked what was happening\nand mom said she was feeding her baby.\"I nodded, \"Some moms\nstill choose to feed their baby from their breasts.  During sex,\nthe woman's breasts can be a source of pleasure for her too.  A\nlot of guys really like them and like to play with them too.\"\"You said the 'polite' word is breasts.  Are the other words bad?\"\"Sort\nof, but not really.  It just depends on the situation.  Some\nof the words for our body parts are really bad in 'polite' company.  The simplest way for you to approach it\nis, when in doubt, use the technical words.  Girls have vaginas,\nlike I said.  Just like the penis, there's lots of other words for\nvagina that\nare all pretty vulgar and you should probably not mention them to your\nmom, but I'll tell you what they are really quick so you won't be\nconfused if you ever hear anyone else say it.  The most common\nthing it's called when you really want to talk dirty is 'cunt'.\n Don't ever use that word in front of your mom for sure.\n It's a bad one, unless you're hot and horny and talking to\nsomeone completely in private.  Stick with the polite words and stay away from the bad ones.  Got it?\"He nodded again and said, \"Cunt is no good and I should stay away from it, got it.\"I\nlaughed and said, \"That didn't sound right, but I think you get what I\nmean.  It's OK to say the word in private if you were talking\ndirty with someone as part of sex.  Lots of times people like to\ntalk when they're in the middle of it and really turned on.  They\nsay dirty things to make it even more exciting.\"\"You mean like\nwhen Elias told you to fuck him harder?  Or when he said, 'Fuck,\nI'm gonna cum!'  Is that what you mean?  That sounded dirty\nand it made me feel more excited when he said it.\"\"Wow, you\nwere really paying attention weren't you?  You're a smart kid.  Yes, that's exactly what I mean.  'Fuck' is a pretty\nbad word to say when you're just having a conversation in mixed\ncompany, but it fits perfectly when you're doing the actual act itself, and\nit heightens the intensity.\"\"What do you mean, 'doing the actual act'.\n Is that what 'fuck' means?  Is that what it's called when\nyou put your cock in him?\" he asked.\"Yes, that's right.  The\nclinical word for putting your penis in someone like I did with Elias is\n'intercourse'.  The dirty and way more exciting word for\nit is 'fucking'.\"\"Awesome!  Do you fuck Elias a lot?\n Does he fuck you?  Would you fuck me?  Would you let me\nfuck you?  Could I put my cock in you?\"I chuckled and\nsaid, \"Slow down there, buddy.  You shouldn't try to run until\nyou've learned to walk first.  Let's take this slow.  To\nanswer your first question, Elias and I love each other a lot and we're\nreally attracted to each other, so we fuck every day.  Sometimes\nmore than once or at different times of the day.  And yes, he\nfucks me as much as I fuck him.  We both love doing it and we love getting it done to us.\"\"That's so neat!  Is that what everyone does when they love each other?\"\"Pretty\nmuch.  When people love each other in that way, intercourse is sort\nof the ultimate way to share each other.  To get as close and\nintimate with that other person as is possible.  It's sort of like\njoining your bodies together as one, and it feels more amazing than anything\nelse I've ever done.  I think you'll feel the same way about it.\n It's really special and something you normally would only share\nwith someone you love deeply.\"\"Cool.  So guys do it with girls too?  Do they do it in their bums like you and Elias?\"\"Sometimes,\nyes, but mainly just for variety I think.  I don't know how much a\ngirl would enjoy that since they have no prostate.  I suppose they\nstill might like the sensation on their anus.  It feels really\ngood to have something sliding along your anus and stimulating all the\nnerve endings there.  On an emotional level it feels really great to be filled up by the other person too.\"\"So, it felt good even for Elias when you were pushing your cock into him?\"\"Yeah,\nit feels great.  That's why he was yelling at me to fuck him\nharder.  It was making him feel really good.  Me too of\ncourse.  I told you how I could reach your prostate with my finger, well, a cock hits it even harder because it's longer and\nfatter.  It feels really amazing at your anus too, at least it\ndoes when you're more used to it.  I love the feeling of being\nstretched by Elias and I love the feeling of his cock sliding in and\nout of me at my anus, and the way it bumps my prostate.  A lot of\nsex is up in your head too and it feels great to think about what the\nother guy's doing to you and that's what made him get so excited that\nhe yelled he was gonna cum.  When you add all those terrific\nsensations and thoughts together the feeling is mind blowing.\"\"Awesome!\"\"Anyhow,\nthat's how guys fuck other guys.  The\nmost common way to do it between guys and girls is the guy puts his\npenis in her vagina.  To be honest, that's what we were originally\ndesigned to do and that's what I was referring to earlier.  That's\nhow babies are made.  The man shoots his semen, that white stuff,\ninside the woman and if the conditions are right, she can get pregnant\nand have a baby.  I'm sure you know this, but since we're starting\nat the basics I'll say it, guys can't get pregnant at all, even if you\nshoot\nyour semen into them.  It takes the combination of a guy's semen,\nwhich is usually called 'cum' or sometimes 'seed', and a tiny egg so\nsmall that you can't really see it, that's deep inside the woman.\n Once a month or so a woman's body goes through a change called\n'menstruation' that results in one of her eggs going into position to\nget fertilized by a man's semen.  If it does get fertilized, it\nwill grow into a baby that's made up of the genes of the mother and\nfather.  That's the real reason why almost every living thing on\nEarth developed the ability for intercourse between male and female, to\nmake offspring.  Humans, and a few animals too actually, are smart\nenough to realize it feels really good and so we do it most often\nbecause we want to enjoy our bodies, not just to make babies.\"\"Neat.  I knew there had to be a mom and dad to make a baby, but\nI didn't know exactly what they did to make it happen.  So they do\nit like you did to Elias?  The dad puts his penis in the mom's vagina and then goes in\nand out until he shoots that white stuff into her?\"\"Yup.\n When\nElias shouted he was gonna cum, that's what he meant.  He could\nfeel it coming and he was gonna shoot.  When it happened to me, I\nshot it inside him.  It feels awesome, which you already know from\nwhen you tried it yourself while you watched the video earlier and you\nplayed with yourself.  You came in your pants.  It's the\nfriction, the rubbing of your penis, that makes it feel so great.\n That's why we go 'in and out' like you said.\"He\ngrinned and said, \"It felt so great when I did it with my hand.  It was amazing!  I\ncan't wait to see what it's like to shoot it into your bum!\"I\nsmiled and said, \"Sex in a way is really all about working towards that\none moment, when you shoot your cum.  That's called an orgasm.\n It's even better when someone who loves you helps you get that\nfeeling and it's really great to help the person you love feel it too.\n It's a magnificent thing to share with someone.  It's just\nabout the best feeling in the world.  You shouldn't always rush to\nget there though.  There's a hell of a lot of fun to be had\nworking up to it and sometimes, if you really take your time, the payoff\nis a lot stronger.\"\"You mean it could feel even better than it did when I played with myself?\" he asked.\"Oh\nyeah, lot's better.  The technical term for what you did is called\n'masturbating', but guys normally call it 'jacking off' or sometimes\n'wanking'.  It's fun\nto do once in a while, but you don't want to do it too much.  It's\nmore of a sort of stop-gap for when you're really feeling horny but\nthere's nobody to play with.  It helps you to relieve that need\nwhen it gets too distracting.  When you're intimate with someone\nlike I am with Elias, you normally take quite a while to build up to\norgasm.  You do something called foreplay and that's where you\nkiss a lot and maybe put your hands or mouth in other private places and just\nenjoy the hell out of each other's bodies before you go all the way to\nthe orgasm.  It builds things up slowly and wonderfully and the\nfact that you're working at it with each other and helping each other\nget there makes it feel that much more special.  Eventually you\nget to the point where you're so hot and bothered you just can't take\nit anymore and you have to go all the way to the finish.  When you\nget there the long way the orgasm can be so strong it nearly makes you\npass out.  It's amazing.\"\"Wow!  I want to try that!  Is that why you were licking Elias's bum?  Foreplay?\"\"Yup.\n That's fairly extreme foreplay, but that's part of it.  Even\njust kissing to get things going starts to make you feel more excited\nand into it.  Really it's about touching the other person in very\nintimate and special ways that just aren't done except during sex.\n It's sort of a way of starting your engines and getting them\nwarmed up and ready for the real race.  You kiss and then start to\ntouch each other intimately and rub at each other on the outside of\nyour clothes and then it builds up from there.\n There's lots of things that are part of foreplay, but it all\ncomes down to sharing parts of your partner's body that they normally\nkeep private, like Elias's bum.  I love that he lets me go there.\n It means a lot to me and gets me really, really turned on.\"\"I'm getting really hard right now.  Is that OK?\"I\nchuckled and said, \"I am too.  It's fine.  We're talking\nabout some pretty awesome stuff.  It's natural and healthy for you\nto react that way.  In a sense, just talking about it so much is a sort of foreplay so it's normal to get aroused.\"\"You said kissing is foreplay too.  I kiss my mom sometimes, that isn't foreplay is it?  That would be gross.\"I\nlaughed and said, \"No, it's not foreplay.  Don't worry.\n There's different kinds of kissing.  If your mom kisses you\ngoodnight or when she leaves for work or something, it's just a way to\nshow she loves you and she'll miss you.  There's absolutely\nnothing sexual about it.  Even when Elias kissed me just now it was the\nsort of kiss that just says, 'I'll miss you'.  You'll know it when a\nkiss is sexual.\n A sexual kiss usually involves exploring another person's mouth\nwith your tongue.  Usually you'll be holding them really close against\nyou and maybe touching other parts of their body at the same time.\n It's a way of being really personal and close\nin a private and special way.  You sort of wrestle tongues and\nyou'll see how it starts to light a fire in you, and you sort of want\nto\nsuck that person right in as your passion builds.  It's hard to\ndescribe but you'll find\nout what it's like.  I love kissing.  It really gets me\ngoing.  When people do it for a while it's called 'necking'.\n I only ever do it with someone I love a lot.\"\"Cool.  What other kinds of things do you do for foreplay?\" he asked.\"Lots.\n Let me ask you this just out of curiosity, is there any parts of\na guy or girl's bodies that you think of that sort of make you feel excited?  Is there\nanything that turns you on that seems like maybe it shouldn't?\n Something that you want to touch or smell or even taste?\"\"I\nliked watching your balls from behind when you fucked Elias.  They\nlooked so good.  I never really thought about them before but when\nI saw yours bumping against Elias, I wanted to touch them.\n Is that what you\nmean?\"\"Yeah, exactly.  That's another big thing for most\nguys who like guys.  I love Elias's balls.  Touching them and kissing them\nand licking them and even smelling them is all part of foreplay too.\n It enhances the enjoyment of sex to touch them while you're\nin the middle of it too.  It feels great.  A guy's balls are\npart of the sexual package though, so it's sort of a given.  I was\nthinking about other parts of the body that you might not think were part of sex.  I really like feet for\nexample.\"Cole giggled and said, \"Feet?\"I smiled and\nsaid, \"Yup.  I like a guy's feet.  I like the shape and I\nespecially like it when they smell a bit.  It's a little weird and\nnot a lot of people are like that, but it's one of my things that turn\nme on.  I guess in a way, for me, it's sort of like the bum.\n If your feet smell, you normally would want to hide that from\neveryone and it becomes a private thing for you.  If you like me\nenough to share that with me and let me touch them and smell them, it would make me feel special and it\nturns me on.  I love feet.\"\"My feet smell sometimes.  I think you'd like mine,\" he said, and smiled.\"I probably would.  Let's move on to something else.  I'm starting to get a bit too hard right now.\"He\ngrinned, and I winked at him and continued, \"I guess what I was trying\nto say is you don't have to feel there's anything wrong with you if you\nwant to do things with another person's body that might seem a bit strange.  I also like the\nsmell of a guy's arm pits as long as it's not like several days worth\nof bad body odor.  Fresh sweat on a clean guy who's been working\nhard is a real turn on for me.  I like sweat in general anywhere\non a guy's body really.  To me it makes a man smell like a man and\nI love men.  I like a guy's body hair when they have it.  I\nlike pubic hair, especially if it's got sweat in it.  I even like\nthe back of a guy's neck.  How weird is that?  Of course, I\nlike buttholes a lot too, though you already knew that.\"He\ngrinned and said, \"I like that too.  There's a weird thing I do\nsometimes.  I put my finger in my crack when I'm sweaty and I\nsniff it.  I don't know why, but I really like the smell.\"\"That's\nexactly the sort of thing I'm talking about.  That's a sexual\nthing.  Your body will like certain things and might not like\nother things.  It's those unusual things that you might be sort of\nembarrassed about a little bit that can be the most exciting to share\nwith someone else.  I like that smell a lot too.\"He blushed a bit and said, \"Can I tell you another secret?  Would you promise to never tell anyone?\"\"Everything we say is private, Cole.  Don't worry.\"\"This\none is bad.  When I pee, I really like the smell that comes up.\n Sometimes I pee when I'm in the shower and I put my fingers in\nand taste it.  Sometimes I shoot it up at my belly.  I like\nthe feel of it on me.  That's pretty bad, right?\"I smiled\nand said, \"Not at all.  You have the right instincts and that's\nsomething you don't want to share with just anyone, but I'm glad you\ntold me.  It's absolutely normal and I happen to like it too.\n Don't ever feel there's something wrong with you when you like\nsomething that might seem really bad.  You're not hurting anyone\nwith that stuff so how can it really be wrong?  Nothing like that\nis bad unless you develop an unhealthy obsession with it and forget\nabout everything else.  Pee is completely sterile because of the\nchemical make up of it and the fact that it's been through our bodies'\nfiltration system.  From a healthy person, pee is completely clean\nand safe and doesn't contain any bacteria or viruses.  Don't be\nashamed of liking it, but share it only with someone you deeply love\nand feel safe with, OK?  I used to feel ashamed about liking to\nsniff at a guy's feet and arm pits too, but I got over it when I first\nshared it with someone who really mattered to me and they loved me\ndoing it.\"He smiled and asked, \"So if we were gonna have sex, you would smell my feet and my arm pits?\"\"Absolutely and without hesitation.  After the kissing part, those are probably the first places I'd go.\"\"Cool.\n I think I'd like to do that to you too.  I would definitely\nwant to smell your bum.  Would that be too weird?\"\"No,\nof course not,\nthat would be pretty normal for a session with me it so happens.\n Maybe we should move on to something else now.  I'm starting\nto\nwonder if I was the right guy for this job.  It's starting to feel\nlike a serious conflict of interest situation here.\"He looked\na little puzzled and asked, \"What do you mean?  This is awesome!\n I'm really glad we're talking.  I can't believe how much\nbetter I feel talking to you about this stuff.\"I\nsmiled and said, \"It was sort of a joke.  I'm glad we're talking\ntoo.  The problem is I really like what we're talking about a bit\ntoo much.  Your mom will be asking you what I said and I don't\nwant her to think I was just getting you worked up and groomed for sex\nwith me.  It's important that we do this right and try to stay fairly objective.  We're probably getting into too much detail already, but like I said before I'm comfortable talking to you, so it feels natural to go there.\"\"I think\nyou're doing great,\" he said, \"You taught me a lot already.  Sex is when a man\nand a woman get intimate with each other because they love each other a\nlot.  They want to share each other in a way that's special and\nprivate, just for them.  They have intercourse and he puts his\npenis inside her vagina until they have orgasms.  Sometimes, they\nmake a baby.  It's wonderful and beautiful.  Right?\"\"Yeah, that's exactly right.\"\"Cool.\n That's what I'll tell my mom.  Now, can we get back to\nreally talking about sex?  I like the butts and the feet and the\nsweat and the pee a lot better.  I wish I could put my tongue in your butt\nright now.  Do you want to smell my feet?\"I chuckled and said, \"That would certainly be\nawesome for me, but we're not going to go there.  It's just a talk, remember?  Let's get back\nto basics again.  Can you think of any questions you still have off the top of\nyour head?  Anything that's been bugging you or that you don't\nunderstand?\"He thought about it and said, \"When I was watching\nyou and Elias, my cock got really hard, but some clear stuff leaked out\nthe tip too.  Is that normal?\"\"Yes, especially when you're\nreally turned on.  It's normally called pre-cum, or just 'pre' for\nshort.  Did you touch it at all?\"\"Yeah, it was really slippery.  I know it's probably weird, but I tasted it too.  It didn't taste like anything.\"\"It's\nnot weird to taste it any more than tasting your pee.  It's normal to be curious about all that\nstuff.  I like to taste everything.  Not just on myself either, on other people too.  Anyhow, pre-cum feels the way it does\nbecause it's a sort of natural lubricant.  That means it makes things slippery.  Did you notice when I\nput my penis inside Elias I made him wet first by spitting at his hole\nand pushing it in?\"\"Yeah, you even put spit on your cock.\"\"That's\nbecause when you penetrate someone for intercourse things need to be\nable to slide or it might be really uncomfortable.  That clear\nstuff, the pre-cum, is something your prostate makes to help make your cock\nmore slippery.  It's perfectly normal and the more excited you\nare, the more of it there will be usually.  You had a pretty big\nwet patch earlier so I think you were pretty excited.\"He smiled\nand said, \"I wanted to get in there with you guys so bad.  I wish\nyou would let me play with you.  I know you sort of told my mom we\nwould go really slow so I could have time to think about this stuff,\nbut I don't want to.  Can't we just do it and not tell her?\n She said she didn't want to know anyways.\"I sighed and said, \"Could we just at least try to give it a week or two just to put in a good show of effort?\"He\nlooked unhappy and said, \"Don't you want to play with me?  Is it\nbecause I'm just a kid?  I wish I was more like Elias so you would\nwant me.\"\"Whoa, hold on.  I don't want you getting the\nwrong idea.  I want you, Cole, really bad to be honest.\n You're a beautiful boy and you're incredibly attractive to me and\nI like you immensely as a person.  I had to really exercise some\nself control this morning when you jumped naked into my arms.  I\nwas having a hard time not touching you right then.  I want you a\nlot.  Don't worry about that.\"He started grinning, but\nbefore he could say anything I said, \"But I'm an adult, and I have to\ntry to exercise due diligence.  We need to give it some time\nbefore we go there.  We sort of made a promise to your mother and\nI think we should at least try to stick to it.  OK?\"\"I guess, if you say so.  I don't really get it though.  Why do adults think that way?\"\"What do you mean?\"\"It's\njust that when I want to do something, I'd rather just do it.\n Adults seem to always think if they want something, they should\nwait around and think about it for some stupid reason.\"I\nchuckled and said, \"I guess it's because we've been around long enough\nto have made some stupid decisions in the past when we acted\nimpulsively, and we learned to be a bit more cautious.  It's like\nthe first time you see the nice, bright, dancing flames of a fire and\nyou think, 'Man, that's neat, I'm just gonna go ahead and touch that.'\n The next time you see something bright and dancing you remember\nhow you got burned and you think long and carefully about actually\ntouching it no matter how inviting it might look.\"He\nshrugged and said, \"Whatever, I guess if you want we can wait, but I\ndon't see why we have to.  I think it's stupid to not do what you\nwant.\"I\nsighed and said, \"I'm sorry.  It's just best if we wait a bit.  It\nwon't be long.  I just really need to know beyond doubt that it's the\nright thing for you before I'd be willing to go there.  I\nwant you badly, but I want to be sure I'm not doing anything wrong.\n I know that's hard for you to understand because to you it's just\nwhat you want, but sometimes the things you really want aren't really\nthe best things for you.  Being intimate that way, it's really\nsomething special and not something you should take lightly.  I'm\nthe adult and supposed to be the one who's careful and cautious.\n You're the kid, so it's expected that you would just want to do\nwhat you want to do.  In a sense we're each playing our parts\nexactly like we're supposed to.  I'm just asking you to trust me\nand be patient, OK?\"He shrugged, and then he nodded, but he still didn't look happy about it.\"So, is there anything else you want to talk about?  Anything about sex you're still wondering about?\"\"Is there other ways to do it besides fucking and jacking off?\" he asked.\"Sort\nof, but really they're mostly just variations of fucking and jacking off.\n Elias might put his cock in my mouth and hump at me that way.\n He's fucking my mouth.  You already saw me using my hand on\nhis cock like jacking off, that's usually called a hand job when someone else does it to you.\"He giggled and said, \"I like the names people give this stuff.\"I\nlaughed and said, \"Yeah, they can be funny.  Sucking on someone's\ncock is usually called a blowjob, even though you really are sucking.\"\"Your cock was really big, do you put it in Elias's mouth sometimes?\"\"Yup,\nlots of times.  It's not unusually big at all.  It might look\nbig to you because you've never seen an adult's cock before.\n Sucking cock is a great way to be intimate with another guy.\n I love sucking Elias's cock and I love it when he sucks mine.\n We even do it at the same time sometimes with me on my back and\nhim turned around on top of me or the other way around so his face is\nat my cock and my face is at his.  He sucks my cock and I suck on\nhis at the same time.  It's called a sixty nine.\"He chuckled and said, \"Neat.  Do you shoot your cum right in his mouth?\"\"Oh yeah, for sure.\"\"I\nwant to try that too.  I didn't taste my cum when I shot it in my\nunderwear when I was jacking off and watching Elias in the video.\n I never thought of it.  I was in a hurry to get changed in\ncase my mom got up.  Does it taste like anything?\"\"That's\nkind of a tough question because it varies a lot.  Sometimes it\ntastes like nothing, sometimes it can be bitter, sometimes it's almost\nsweet.  For me, it doesn't much matter what it tastes like, it's\nthe idea that it came from the guy I'm being intimate with that makes\nit special.  I love it.  It's sort of like the other guy's\nconcentrated pleasure and he's shooting it right in my mouth.  The only time he makes it for me is when\nhe's feeling about as great as he can and that's a big turn on in\nitself.\"\"This stuff is all so cool.  I think I'm gonna\nhave to go and jack off when we're done talking.  I'm gonna be\nthinking about you shooting in my mouth,\" Cole said.I smiled and said, \"That's about\nthe coolest thing anyone's said to me in a while.  I love that\nyou'll be thinking about me.  I really do.  Maybe just to be\nfair, I'll go jack off too and I'll think about you thinking about me shooting in your mouth while you're jacking off.\"Cole giggled.I smiled at him and asked, \"Anything else you're wondering about?\"\"My mom said I should ask you what 'gay' means.\"I nodded and said, \"I\nmentioned before that our bodies were sort of designed for a man to\nhave intercourse with a woman.  When a person likes only the\nopposite sex, the technical word for that is heterosexual.  The\nslang for it is 'straight'.  Gay is when a man has intercourse\nwith a man, like you saw me doing with Elias, because he really only likes men.  'Gay' is used when\na woman likes other women too, but sometimes people call that 'lesbian'.  Really, gay just means you like members\nof the same sex for love and intimacy instead of the opposite sex.\n The technical word for that is homosexual.  For the longest\ntime, that was considered wrong and dirty.  Most people accept it\nnow and a lot of people are really cool with it.  It's still\nconsidered sort of an alternative lifestyle but it's\nbecoming a lot more accepted now.\"\"Why do some kids use it like they're calling someone a bad name?\" he asked.\"Some\npeople, generally just the really\nstupid ones, still think it's wrong to be this way.  That's why\nthey call someone gay,\nto put them down, because they think it's a serious insult.  They\nput other people down to try to make themselves feel superior.\n The fact of the matter is they're such incredible losers they\nhave no other options to try to lift themselves up because they have\nabsolutely no skills or intelligence, so they just try to knock other\npeople down instead because that's easier.  It's sad\nreally.  If someone\never calls you gay, just smile and know that they basically just said,\n'Hey you, I'm really stupid and I know you're a hell of a lot better\nthan me and that pisses me off.'\"\"So gay just means I like guys instead of girls?\"\"Pretty much, yup.\"\"Wow, I'm gay,\" he said.I chuckled and said \"Maybe you are.  Does that bother you?\"\"No\nway.  I think it's cool.  I don't get why anyone would want\nto be with a girl.  They're boring and they like boring stuff. \nI like you, and I like Elias.  I get really horny when I\nthink about you like I saw you in the bed.  I don't even want to\nthink about girls.  I'm gonna be thinking a lot about how you were\nfucking Elias.  It was so awesome.  I like you so much, Jake.\n I want to make you happy that way.  I think it would make\nme feel really good.\"I\nchuckled and said, \"I think sex is gonna be easy for you.  It\nseems to come naturally to you.  A lot of what sex involves is\nwhat goes on up in your head and you seem to have the right attitude.\n If you approach it mainly from the angle of making the person\nyou're with feel really good and making them happy, then it's gonna make you feel great too.\n It's awesome to think about things and get yourself really worked\nup.  It definitely makes jacking off a lot more fun.  I think\nyou're gonna be just fine.  Just make sure to keep the language\ncompletely clean when you're talking to your mom about it.  No\n'fucking' or 'jacking off' or anything like that.  She'll feel\nuncomfortable.\"\"OK, I'll be careful what I say.\"\"Good.\n Now, I just want to talk about a few little\nthings to make sure you're OK going forward.  Earlier, your mom and I were\ntalking a\nlot about you having 'needs'.  Your constant badgering to\ntry to get me to mess around with you, that's what we mean by needs.\n Your body will drive you to want to do things like that.\n You won't always get to do them though, and that's where jacking\noff becomes an important tool for you.  It allows you to alleviate\nthose needs once in a while to sort of relieve the pressure.  You\ncan actually start to feel really down when your needs aren't met and\nyou might feel sad.  Talk to me if you do and I'll try to help you\nthrough it.  Also, you\nmight find sometimes that you wake up in the morning really hard.\n That's normal and it happens to me a lot.  You might even find at your age that you\nwake up with your underwear wet with your cum.  That's completely\nnormal too.  You probably had a wet dream and it can especially\nhappen a lot when your needs aren't being met.  You were dreaming\nabout something really cool and it actually made your body go all the\nway to orgasm while you were sleeping because it just really needed to.\"\"Wow!  Neat!  I hope I dream about you.  I think that would make me cum in my sleep,\" he smiled.I smiled back at him and said, \"You're good for the ego, kid.  I think I'll keep you around for a while.\"He giggled.\"I'm\nreally glad we had this talk, Cole.  I like you a lot and the more\nI get to know you the more I like you.  You're a really great guy.\n I feel lucky to have you living here with us now.\"He grinned and got off his chair and came around and straddled my lap for a hug.\"I like you a lot too.  I'm really happy to be here.  This is the best thing ever,\" he said.I\nhugged him hard, then turned to set him back down on the floor.\n Too much touching would lead to too much more touching at this\npoint.  He was still stiff as a board and so was I from all the\nsex talk.He went back and sat at his chair and kept grinning at me.I\ngrinned back for a while, then I said, \"I guess the last thing I should\ntell you is just to take it easy.  Sex isn't all that life is\nabout.  It's something totally new for you and it came on really\nsuddenly so it's probably gonna be at the top of your mind for quite a\nwhile, but you need to sort of keep control of it.  Don't let it\nbecome the only thing in life you care about.  You need to keep\nthings in balance and spend a lot of time doing other things you like. \"\"You mean like riding bikes with you, or watching TV with you, or playing video games with you, or talking with you?\"I smiled and said, \"Exactly like that, yes.  But it doesn't always have to be with me.\"\"Why would I want to do it with anyone else?\"\"Just\nto help with the balance thing, I guess.  What I'm saying is you're\ngonna feel the pressure sort of building once in a while.  Spending too\nmuch time with me wouldn't really help much with that.  I just want you\nto be able to handle things when you're feeling your needs too strong.\n That's part of what this talk was about.\n To give you the tools you need to keep the pressure at a\nmanageable level.  To know that the things that are gonna be going\nthrough your mind aren't weird or wrong, they're normal, so you don't\nhave to stress over them.  Know that you're beautiful and\ndesirable and you have nothing to worry about in that regard.\n You're wanted, Cole, and you always will be.  Your desires\nare important and they won't be ignored, just maybe kept at bay for a\nshort time until you find the right balance.  The jacking off will\nhelp you with that but again, take it easy.\"As far as sex goes,\nyou have nothing to worry about.  I can tell from this short\nconversation that you are absolutely normal and healthy in every\npossible way and you have exactly the right attitude.  This isn't\nreally the end of the discussion, either, it's just the beginning.  I'm\nsure you'll think of a lot of things over time that you'll want to know\nmore about, or maybe you'll hear things that don't make sense to you.\n If there's\never anything that crosses your mind that concerns you, or something\nyou want the answer to, I want you to come straight to me and don't\nhesitate.  Answering questions happens to be one of my favorite\nthings to do, so feel free to hit me up with anything, OK?\"He nodded.\"OK, I guess we're done then.  For now anyways,\" I said.\"Aww, can't we talk about it some more?  Mom won't be back for a long time yet.\"\"I\ncan't really think of anything else I think you should know right now.\n I think you have a pretty good handle on it.  We can talk\nmore if you have more questions.\"\"Do wolves have sex?\"\"Oh\ncrap, that's a good question!  I can't believe I forgot to\ngo there.  Yes, they do.  In fact, you might even feel the\nurges more when you're a wolf so you should be ready for that.  Elias would be happy to help you\nwith questions about that too if you want.  He tells me he feels\nthings a lot stronger when he's the wolf and sex is one of those things.\"\"Did you guys mess around when he was a wolf?\"I\nhesitated to answer.  This might be a bit more information than he really\nneeds.  I wasn't sure what would happen if Grace caught wind of\nthat.  I suppose the best thing would be to be honest with him.\n It's an issue he'll face some day too.\"Yes,\nwe've done it\na lot.  In fact, that first time you met us in the woods, we had just\ngot done messing around.  If you'd come just a bit sooner you would\nhave walked in on us that time too.  Come to think of it, I think we\nwere in exactly the same positions doing exactly the same thing as when you walked into our bedroom today, only he was a wolf.\"He grinned and said, \"Man, that was bad luck.  I wish I got there sooner.\"I\nsmiled and said, \"Anyhow, I really love it.  He does too.  It's a\nreally\nspecial way that we get to share each other.  I'm not sure if there's\nanyone else in the world that gets to enjoy that the way we do, and\nthat makes it all the more special for us.  This is something\nthat's really private, Cole.  I'm telling you only because I\npromised I would answer your questions openly and honestly and I trust\nyou.  This\none really probably should be kept a secret, even from your mom.\n Most people just wouldn't understand and they would think what we\ndid was really wrong.  I want you to know that it's not wrong at\nall though.  Elias and I love\neach other about as much as any two people can.  When you love\nsomeone that much you want to share everything.  When you're the\nshape of the wolf you're still you, with all the same wants and needs\nand feelings, but even stronger.  It's not wrong to share yourself\nwith someone even when you're a wolf.\"\"Cool.  Does Elias ever fuck you when he's the wolf?\"\"Yes, I love that the most.  I should tell you something\nimportant about that.  Your equipment is a bit different when\nyou're a wolf than it is when you're a boy.  Did you check\nyourself out when you were the wolf last night?\"He shook his head and said, \"No.  I never thought of it.\"\"You'll\nfind that it's more or less the same in that you have a penis, and you\nhave testicles.  The main difference is that your penis when\nyou're a wolf is sort of hidden away.  It's inside your body and\nwhat's sticking out between your legs is called a sheath.  It's\nsort of a covering to protect your penis.  When you get excited\nand start to get hard, your penis will get thick and longer, just like\nwhen you're a boy, but it will start to emerge from the sheath.\n It looks a lot different than a boy's cock looks.\"\"Yeah,\nI saw a dog when he was really hard once.  It looked really cool.\n It was big and red.  Is that what it looks like on a wolf?\"\"Yup,\nexactly like that.  Your penis will be thick and long and red and\nreally wet.  It will be really sensitive too so again, you need to\nbe gentle with it.\"\"Did you ever put Elias's cock in your mouth when he's the wolf?\" he asked.\"Yes,\nI love it.  He turns me on a lot when he's the wolf.  He's\nincredibly beautiful, but he's also really powerful and sort of feral\nand animal, and since sex is sort of about letting your animal instincts\nrun wild, sex with Elias when he's a wolf is really intense for us.\"\"That's so cool.\"I\nsmiled and said, \"It is, but it's really private, like I said.\n You can talk to me or Elias about it, but never your mom, OK?\"He nodded.\"One\nimportant thing I need to tell you about sex when you're the wolf is\nwhat happens when you reach orgasm at the end.  Wolves have a\nspecial design that helps them make a female wolf pregnant with babies.\n Their cock has something called a 'knot' near the base.  It's\nreally just a big, hard bulge that swells up really fast right when\nthey get close to reaching orgasm.  I think you're far enough along that you'll\nprobably have one too.\"\"What's it for?\" he asked.\"Intercourse\nfor wolves is a lot like for people.  The male wolf gets on top\nof the female wolf from behind, like you saw me doing with Elias, and he puts his penis in her vagina and\ngoes in and out until they reach orgasm.  The difference is the\nwolf is primarily focusing on pushing to go as deep as he can.\n Now, imagine what happens when he's deep inside the female and\nthen his knot suddenly swells up big inside her.\"\"Is it bigger than the hole?  Does it get stuck?\" he asked in wonder.\"Exactly\nright.  It gets stuck.  We call it 'tying' or 'knotting' and\nit basically means right at the moment of orgasm the female couldn't\nget away even if she wanted to.  The male wolf can shoot all of\nhis semen into her and then wait while the semen fertilizes her eggs\nand gets her pregnant.  It's sort of a way that the male wolf can\nmake sure she has his babies, and not someone else's.  Once his\nbody feels enough time has passed, the knot goes down and he can slip\nout.  It takes ten to twenty minutes normally for Elias.\n Does that make sense to you?\"\"I guess so.  It sort of means the male wolf wins and the female will get pregnant and she can't stop it.\"\"Right,\nbut really it's more about him stopping the other male wolves from\ngetting a chance.  Once she's pregnant by him, she can't get\npregnant by anyone else until she's had those babies, so it's his cubs\nshe'll give birth to and no one else's.  It's a survival of the\nfittest type thing.  Life is a competition and the winners get to\npass on their genes.  It really means that the top wolf, or alpha, is the one who will be most likely to create more wolves.  It's nature's way of making sure the strongest and most fit individuals pass those traits on to future generations.\"\"This is all so awesome.  I can't wait to see what my cock looks like with the knot.\"\"Just\nbe really careful with it, OK?  It's really sensitive, like I\nsaid.  It's designed to go right from your sheath into a wet\nvagina, so it won't feel good to touch it with anything dry, like your\npaws.  I imagine it's pretty cool to lick it though.\"He\ngiggled and said, \"OK, I'll try that.  Do you and Elias do\nforeplay when he's a wolf too?  Did you ever lick his bum like you did in the bed today?\"I\nblushed a little and said, \"Yes.  I have.  We do mostly the\nsame things.  We kiss a lot.  I might suck his cock or he'll\nlick mine.  I play with his balls.  I even love the smell of\nhis big paws.  But to be honest, lifting up his tail and licking him right\nunder it is probably one of the biggest turn-ons I have when he's the\nwolf.  It drives me a bit wild just thinking about it.  I\nprobably shouldn't have even told you about that, but I don't want to\nkeep any secrets about things that might become important to you.\"He\nblushed too, but I could see it wasn't embarrassment.  He was\ngetting really flushed and excited by all this talk.  That last\nbit was probably taking it too far, but I was getting really aroused\nmyself.  It was sort of a thrill to tell Cole boldly about licking\nElias-wolf under his tail.Cole got up out of his chair and came around the table again and straddled my lap, facing me, and gave me a long, tight hug.\"You're\nso awesome, Jake.  Thanks for telling me all this stuff and not\nholding back just because I'm a kid.  It means a lot to me.\n I love you.\"I picked him up and sat him back onto the table so we could face each other and I looked up at him and asked, \"You love me?\"He\nnodded and said, \"I think so.  I feel so good when I look at you\nand when you talk to me.  I just want to be with you all the time.\n I want to make you happy and it makes me happy just to think\nabout it.  Is that what love is?\"I smiled and nodded and\nsaid, \"Yes, that's a big part of it.  I feel exactly that way for\nyou, too.  There's different kinds of love though.\"\"It's\nnot like how I love my mom, if that's what you're gonna say.  It's\na lot stronger than that.  I want to be with you every minute.  When you smile at me or talk so nice to me my heart speeds up. \nI want to get closer to you like all the things we talked about.\n It makes me sad that I can't touch you the way I want.  It sort of hurts.  Can't we mess around, just a bit?\"I was\nstill so turned on by all of the sex talk with him that my first\nthought was just to say 'yes'.  How could it be bad to play just a\nlittle bit?  I had no doubt in my mind now that we were going to\nbe going all the way some day and it was something that he really wanted.  Why put it off?  It was\nobviously making him feel bad that he couldn't get that connection with\nme and I sure as hell wasn't enjoying pushing him away repeatedly.\n I think he understood that it wasn't a rejection but just me\ntrying to be responsible, but since he didn't really understand why I\nhad to be that way it was still making him feel bad.I noticed a\nshift in the way he looked at me.  It was like he recognized I was\nstruggling a bit and he wanted to latch onto the moment of weakness and\npress harder and he said, \"Please, Jake?  Couldn't we at least\ntouch through our clothes?  Maybe we could just kiss for a bit so\nI would know what that's like?\"I looked at the clock, there was\nstill plenty of time before Grace would get back.  His smile\nsuddenly broadened as though he knew exactly why I looked at the clock\nand he knew what I was thinking about.  I smiled back at him and\nsaid, \"I like you a lot, Cole.  I think I might love you too.\n More than the way your mom loves you.  I don't want you to\nfeel bad.  I know in my heart we're going to end up being intimate\nwith each other eventually, so I find it hard to resist doing it right\nnow.  Let me ask you this, will you promise that if I ever do\nanything that you don't like you'll stop me right away and tell me?\"He grinned and nodded.  He realized he'd won and I was caving in to him.\"I\nmean it, Cole.  You might think you want to make me happy so bad\nthat you won't care what I do.  If I do something that makes you\nuncomfortable I want to know you're not just gonna keep quiet because\nyou only want to make me happy.  If I ever did anything to you\nthat made you feel bad, that would make me about as unhappy as I could\npossibly be.  In a way, that's why I'm giving in to you right now.  I don't want you to feel so bad.  Just remember that if I do anything that makes you unhappy or uncomfortable when we mess around, I'd be a lot happier with you if you just told me to\nstop.  Understand?\"He nodded again and said, \"I promise.\"I\nsmiled and pulled him in closer and I turned my face up to his and gave\nhim a kiss on the lips.  He put his arms around my neck and\npressed his lips harder against mine and softly moaned.  He began\nto rub himself against me and I could feel his incredibly hard cock\nthrough his shorts, rubbing against my belly.  My level of arousal\ninstantly shot up.  He was hard and horny and he wanted this so\nbad.  It was going to be hard to take things slowly, but I\nresolved not to let it get too far this first time.  It should be\nabout him and making him feel good.I put a hand at the small of\nhis back to pull his crotch into me tighter and I put the other hand\nbehind his head as I tilted mine to the side and opened my mouth and\nlightly flicked my tongue against his lips.  He suddenly inhaled\nsharply through his nose and he tilted his head too and parted his\nlips.  I flicked my tongue once more and found that he'd put the\ntip of his right at the opening so our tongues briefly touched.\n He groaned and pressed harder and stuck his tongue right into my\nmouth and I greedily sucked at it as we both began to breathe more\nurgently and he ground himself against me harder.He pulled his tongue back and I pushed mine hard into his mouth to taste\nhim and he moaned urgently as he began to suck on it.  Our tongues\nthrashed and rubbed at each other and went back and forth into each\neach other's mouths, each sucking every bit of saliva from the other's\nmouth that we could before pulling back and letting the other's tongue\ncome in to do the same.  We necked for quite a long while and Cole\nsuddenly pulled away and breathlessly said, \"I think I'm close already.  I didn't know kissing would be so amazing.  It\nfeels so good to rub against you when we kiss.\"I smiled and\npushed him back so he was sitting on the table again.  \"Lie back\non the table and let me take you the rest of the way, OK?\"He\ngrinned and lay down on the table so his crotch was right in front of\nme with his legs to either side and he looked down towards me.  He\nwas flushed and excited and breathing heavily.  He was dressed in\njust a t-shirt and long athletic shorts and socks.  I touched his\nsmooth legs for a moment and enjoyed the feel of his warm skin.\n He brought a knee up and put one of his feet right at my face as\nhe grinned at me.  I smiled and grabbed his ankle and stuck my\nnose right under the toes of his socked foot and took a deep sniff.\n Unfortunately, he was completely clean as was his sock.\n There was nothing there for me at all.  I was thrilled that\nhe was so open and so into me that he would immediately offer up what\nhe felt I would enjoy most.  I kissed him under his toes and then rubbed my cheek against the sole of his foot, then I grinned at him and brought his foot\nback down, and reached up to lightly stroke his bulge.He\ngasped and moaned and jerked a little under my touch.  He was so\nclose that he wouldn't last at all.  There wasn't going to be any\ntime for me to really enjoy myself properly at his crotch this first\ntime.  I was certain if I stroked it even lightly one more time he\nwould pop.  He'd been so turned on and he wanted this so badly\nthat he was on a hair trigger right now.  I wanted so much to\ntaste him though.  I wanted his first real cum shot with someone\nelse to go right onto my tongue.I smiled at him and said, \"It\nwon't take you long to reach your orgasm, but I want to taste you.\n I'm gonna suck your cock.  Try not to cum until I get my\nmouth on it.  I want you to shoot it onto my tongue.\"His eyes opened wide and he nodded his head quickly as he became even more flushed and he breathlessly said, \"Hurry.\"I\ngrinned and reached up and grabbed the waistband of his shorts and his\nbriefs at the same time and lifted them away from his body.  He\ninstinctively lifted his butt so I could pull them down and I got them\ndown to his thighs.  I had intended to just leave them on so he\ncould pull them up quickly, but he lifted both knees up together and\nwaited for me to pull them right off him.  I worked them up and\nover his knees and down to his ankles and he pulled his socked feet through\nand then lowered his legs to either side of me again.I threw\nthe shorts aside and put my hands on his thighs as I enjoyed the\nbeautiful view before me.  He was lying flat on his back on the table, spread out before me like a feast I was about to enjoy.  He looked down across his body at me with a look that said he couldn't believe this was finally happening.  He was flushed and breathing rapidly.  I could see the vein on his neck pulsing as his heart hammered away inside his chest.His t-shirt covered his smooth frame, but from the waist down he\nwas bared to me.  His smooth, boyish legs were spread with the\nknees past the edge of the table and his calves hanging\ndown on either side of me with his socked feet dangling.  My head\nbegan to spin I wanted him so bad.  He was such an incredible\nsight.  I waited just a bit longer as I drank in the beauty of\nhim, hoping he would come back a bit from the edge of his orgasm so I\ncould enjoy him just a bit longer before he shot his load.  I\nreally wanted to at least get a quick look at his little hole and maybe go in for a taste.I\nleaned in and very lightly kissed his stiff, young tool.  It was\nso incredibly hard it was like warm, flesh covered concrete.  His\ncock was thick and looked to be about four and a half inches long.\n His foreskin was wonderfully long and generous such that it still\ncovered most of the head of his penis even while he was fully erect.\n I reached in and gently pulled on the skin of his shaft and the\nforeskin easily pulled back and tucked itself behind the beautiful\nhead.  The tip was oozing pre-cum steadily into a small puddle on\nhis pubic area.  It was such an incredible sight to see.He\nhad no real pubic hair whatsoever but had a bit of light, fine, downy hair there.  His balls had a very light, almost\ninvisible peach fuzz on them too.  I moved down to kiss them lightly,\nthen I moved my nose in right beside his nicely filled scrotum and took\na long, leisurely sniff.  He smelled absolutely fantastic.\n My toes began to curl hard as I snuffled deeper and harder at one\nside of his balls, then the other.  I extended my tongue and took\na few licks right at that wonderful spot where his sack joined to his\ninner thigh.  My level of lust shot up at doing this with him.\n There was so much heat coming off him and he smelled so good to\nme I was close to blowing my load inside my pants at this point.He\ncontinued to breathe heavily as he watched, enraptured, while I\nexplored his most private area.  I put my hands under his knees\nand gently lifted them up towards him and outward to the sides to\nexpose his virgin hole.  I gazed longingly at it for a while, then\nI moved in to take a quick sniff.  He'd been sweating lightly from\nnerves and he smelled like absolute heaven to me.  I groaned and\nbegan to lick at him lightly and slowly from his tailbone right up past his tight little pucker to the base of his balls.  I tucked my tongue right under his balls and lifted them a little as I licked them and I let them drop back down.  I licked him several times from tailbone to testicles slowly and lovingly, then more urgently as my lust continued\nto rocket upwards.  I probed hard at his tight little hole with\nthe tip of my tongue and he gasped again and moaned.  He continued\nto clench his anus tightly as I rubbed my tongue at it and probed\nagain, trying to push into him.  He didn't understand how to let\nme in, but he wasn't going to last that long anyhow.He suddenly said, \"It feels so good.  I'm almost there.  I can't hold it,\" in between quick breaths.I\nfelt his anus pulse a couple of times under my tongue and I knew his\norgasm was rapidly building to its peak.  I brought his knees back\ndown to either side and quickly grabbed his stiff\nlittle member to lift it up and I moved my face in and slurped his cock into my mouth right down to the root.\n I put my other hand down between his legs and stretched my middle finger under his\nballs to find his anus again and began to massage it while I gently brushed my thumb back and forth across his balls.He groaned and his hands\ninstinctively came down to the back of my head and pushed down hard to\ntry to drive me onto him, but it wasn't quite enough for him.  He\nbrought his knees up and hooked his heels onto the edge of the table to give\nhim leverage so he could push his hips up and drive his crotch into my\nface.  I pulled back and then plunged forward again as he bucked\nonce more and pushed with his hands and humped at my face.  He\nquickly got into the rhythm as I began to bob up and down while sucking\nhis sweet tool as hard as I could.I could feel his scrotum\nbegin to tighten up so much that it became rigid under my thumb as he\ngasped loudly and then groaned and pushed hard down on my head while\npushing his hips up and then he tensed and grunted, and my mouth suddenly filled with his warm, thick\nseed.  He shot a long spurt out onto my tongue then I felt him go\ntight again as another spasm hit and another long spurt shot into my mouth.\n He moaned and bucked hard repeatedly against my face as he dumped everything\nhe had into my mouth.  I was amazed at the quantity.  The\neffect the change had had on his little body was absolutely mind\nblowing.  Just like Elias, Cole shot an amazing amount of cum as\nhis powerful orgasm ravaged his body.  Whoever had chosen to start\ncalling being a werewolf a 'curse', clearly had no idea what they were\ntalking about.  It was a blessing, and I was the lucky one to get\nthe best part of it, right in my mouth, over and over again.At\nlast the hammer beats of his orgasm began to settle into smooth waves\nas he moaned and rode it out while I gently sucked the last of his seed\ninto my mouth and relished the sweet taste of him before swallowing it\nall down.  He settled to a stop under me and I immediately stopped\nand held just the lightest vacuum while I used my thumb to work the\nbase of his penis and my middle finger to rub his anus to stretch out\nthe wonderful feeling for him as long as possible and suck out every last drop of his sweet cum.I felt his\nanus pulse lightly a few more times against the tip of my finger as the powerful orgasm faded.\n Finally, he took his hands off my head and I took that as a\nsignal that he was done.  I let his softening cock fall back to\nhis pubic area as I took my mouth off and looked up at him.  He\nwas looking down at me with a happy grin on his face and tears in his\neyes.  He sat up and slid his butt forward and he came back into\nmy lap and hugged me hard, tears starting to stream down his face.\"Thanks so much!  I never felt so good in my life!  That was so awesome!\" he exclaimed as he squeezed me tightly.I\nrubbed his back and chuckled and said, \"It was pretty amazing for me\ntoo.  I'm glad you let me do that and you shared yourself with me that\nway.  It was incredible and it made me feel really great.\"\"I\nlove you so much, Jake.  I can't believe how lucky I am.  Yesterday I\nwas gonna die.  Now I'm not, and I get to do that stuff with you.  You treat me so good. \nI don't know what to say.  I never thought I could feel so\nhappy.\"\"You\nand me both.  I love you too, Cole.  I really do.\n You're an amazing guy and I can't tell you how happy I am you\ncame along.\"He squeezed me even tighter and he was briefly\nwracked with sobs of happiness and he turned his face in to my\nneck and allowed himself to just cry it out for a bit.I continued to rub his back for a while until he settled down, and then I asked, \"Are you OK, buddy?\"He\nnodded into my neck and said, \"I just never felt so wanted before.\n I never felt so great.  It's so much to take.  I'm\nsorry I cried.\"I\nchuckled again and said, \"Don't be sorry.  It's a lot of emotion\nto suddenly be hit with.  It feels good to cry that way, doesn't\nit?\"He nodded again and he pulled back from the hug to look up\nat me and he said, \"I never felt anything like this before.  I'm\nso happy right now.  I feel so good.\"I kissed him on the\nforehead and then said, \"That's great.  I'm glad.  I feel\nterrific too.  I could hold you like this all day long, but we\nshould probably get you dressed up again in case your mom comes home,\nOK?\"He smiled and nodded, then wiped the last of the tears from\nhis face and sniffed a couple of times as I turned and he got off me.He got his briefs and shorts off the floor and while\nstepping into them he asked, \"Can I suck your cock too?  I really\nwant to try that.\"I smiled and said, \"Not now, Cole, but thanks for the offer.\n Let's just let it be about you at first.  We've done enough\nfor now.  I want you to think about what we did for a while.\n Later on I'm gonna ask you again if you were OK with it and I\nwant you to tell me the truth.  It could be just your body pushing\nyou hard right now and after you've come down you might start to feel\nguilty or bad about it.  I want you to tell me if you do.\"He\nlooked at me like there was something wrong with me and asked, \"Are you nuts?  Why would\nI feel bad about that?  It was the best thing that ever happened\nto me in my whole life!\"I smiled and said, \"Just humor me, OK?  I'll ask you if you feel the same way later on.\"\"Sure, OK.\"He\nwas fully dressed again and he came back and straddled me in my lap and\nsimply looked at me for a while as I smiled back at him.\"This feels so good.  I wish it would never end.  I like being close to you like this,\" he said.\"I\nlike it too, Cole.  This is what intimacy is about.  Getting\nas close as you can to someone you love.  It doesn't always have\nto be about sex, either.  Just having you sitting here with me is\nawesome.  Just sharing a nice, quiet, private moment with someone you love\nis terrific.  It feels really good, like you said.\"He\nsmiled and nodded and said, \"I feel relaxed now.  I feel so much\nbetter.  I'm glad you gave in.  It wasn't much of a\nchallenge, like you said.\"I laughed and said, \"I told you it wouldn't be.\"He grinned and said, \"I hope next time is even easier.  I want to try so much more.\"\"We\nneed to at least try to take it slow.  Your body will drive you\nreally hard for a while but we should try not to go crazy or anything.\n I think we should focus on you for the first while and just make\nit about you finding out how good these things feel before you try\nanything with me.\"\"It's OK.  I feel so good right now.\n I don't feel the 'need' like you were talking about.  I\nfeel satisfied like I never felt before.  I think we can take it\nslow now.  I know you really want me so I feel better.\"I\nsmiled at him and said, \"Good.  You're a pretty incredible guy,\nCole.  You remind me a lot of Elias.  You've got such a great\nattitude and that's probably ninety percent of what you need to do well\nin life.\"\"You're great too.  I loved what you did for me.  Did I taste good?  Did I do OK?\"\"You\ndid perfect.  Sex isn't about doing things exactly as\nyou're supposed to, following some sort of list of steps or rules and doing everything exactly right.  It's\nabout letting your body show you what it wants and following its lead.\n There's no 'wrong' as long as you're doing what feels good to you and the other person.\n I loved the way you smelled and tasted to me.  You're\nbeautiful, Cole.  You really are.  You couldn't possibly do anything but great as far as I'm concerned.\"He grinned and said, \"You're good for the ego.  I think I'll keep you around.\"I\nlaughed and said, \"You must have a perfect memory or something.\n You definitely do pay attention to things.  I'm really gonna\nhave to watch what I say around you because I might hear it repeated\nright back at me some time later.\"He smiled and nodded.Just\nthen we heard the beeping of the lock at the back door.  Grace was\nhome a bit sooner than expected.  I quickly pulled back my chair to give Cole room to get off\nand go around to sit on the other side of the table again, but he\ndidn't budge.  He just smiled at me.  I smiled back.  He\nobviously wanted to get his mom used to the idea that he was going to\nbe close to me from now on.The back door opened and Grace came\nin with a large suitcase that looked pretty heavy.  She set it\ndown with a thump and sighed and looked into the kitchen at us.\"I\nshould have called you and asked for a ride.  That stupid thing\ngot heavier and heavier as I walked.  I didn't think I was gonna\nmake it for a while there.\"\"Just leave it there and I'll take\nit to your room later,\" I said, \"I guess we should get some boxes and\nmake a day of going back there to start packing up everything you'll\nneed.\"She\nsmiled and nodded and said, \"Just so long as you don't make me carry it\nall back myself I'm fine with it.  That was a hell of a slog.\n I need to get in better shape.\"She took off her shoes and then walked into the kitchen.\"So, how did it go, you two?  Did you have a good talk?\" she asked.Cole\nslid off me and went over to give her a hug, \"It was amazing, mom.\n Jake told me everything.  I feel so much better now.\n I'm so happy you let him tell me.  He was great.  He\nanswered every question I had and he didn't hide things.\"She\nhugged him hard and kissed him on the cheek, then she let him go and\nshe went and slumped into a chair at the table and said, \"That's great, honey.\n Did you understand it all?  Do you\nhave any questions you want to ask me?  Does it make sense?\"\"It makes a lot of\nsense.  I don't think I have any more questions.  Jake answered them all.  We were\ntalking ever since you went out the door.  Jake made it easy to\nunderstand.\"She smiled at him and said, \"I had a feeling he\nwould do just fine.  So, tell me in your own words as simply as\npossible, what's sex about?\"He thought about it briefly, then\nsaid, \"It's about two people who are deeply in love sharing each other\nin the best way possible.  It's about getting intimate and showing\nyour love for them in the most private and personal ways that you would\nonly do with someone you care enough about.  It's about doing\nthings that you would never do with someone unless you really loved\nthem.  It's about opening yourself up to someone because you trust\nthem and you want to share everything about yourself with them.\n It's about making each other happy and helping each other feel as\ngood as you possibly can because you love them so much.  It's\nabout making each other's heads spin from being so much in love and\nfeeling so great.  It's special and it's beautiful, mom.\n That's what it's really about.\"She raised her eyebrows\nbriefly and then she smiled broadly and said, \"I honestly expected you to give\nme some canned answer about sex being a man and a woman who are in love\nso they copulate and make a baby or something.  Instead you tell\nme all this stuff about it being a special and wonderful and beautiful\nway to share your love with someone.  I'm absolutely amazed.\n You really do get it.  You obviously understand the core of\nwhat it's about.\"Cole\nnodded and said, \"Jake explained\neverything about the parts of our bodies and why we have them and what\nthey're for.  I understand about the penis and vagina and\ntesticles and breasts and semen and eggs.  He told me about a man\nand a woman who are in love having intercourse and sometimes making a\nbaby.  He explained to me there's nothing wrong with the things\nI've been thinking and the stuff my body's feeling now.  I get that I\nwasn't supposed to walk in to their room and watch what they were doing\nbecause it was special and private between them.  I won't do that\nagain.  I'll be more careful.  He told\nme a whole lot of things and he answered every\nquestion I had really good.  It was the way he said everything\nthat made me see it's really about sharing my body and being intimate\nwith someone I love\nand trust enough to do it with, to make me and them as happy as we can\nbe.  He kept using the words love and sharing and intimacy over and\nover.\n I get it, mom.\"\"Nothing he said made you feel bad at all?\"He\nshook his head and said, \"Everything he says always makes me feel\ngreat, mom.  It was an awesome talk.  I feel way better now.\"She looked at me and smiled and said, \"I guess I shouldn't be surprised.  It sounds like you did an absolutely terrific job.\"I\nsmiled back at her and said, \"He made it easy.  Cole is really\nintelligent and he doesn't miss a thing.  He's a hell of a guy.\n I can tell you without the slightest doubt, emotionally as well\nas physically he's completely healthy and normal.  He's\nabsolutely perfect.  I don't think he'll have any problems at all\ngoing forward.\"She smiled at Cole and said, \"That's great to\nhear.  I'm glad you feel better now, sweetheart.  If you ever\nhave any questions you need to ask you can talk to me or Jake, OK?\"He nodded.She\ngot up from the table and said, \"Jake, could you help me with my\nsuitcase please?  I need to get some clothes out of it that I'll\nneed for work before they get too wrinkled.\"I nodded and got up\nand went to get her suitcase, then followed her to her bedroom.\n When we got there she asked me to put it on the bed, then when I\nturned to leave she stopped me and hugged me long and hard.\"I\njust wanted to say thanks for doing such a terrific job with my son.\n Cole means everything to me and I stress a lot sometimes about\nmaking sure he never gets exposed to anything bad and making sure I do\neverything exactly right for him.  I was nervous letting you talk\nto him alone about sex.  I'm open minded, like I told you before,\nbut you don't know what it's like to be a mother.  My instincts\nwere screaming at me to run back and stop it all and not let him be\nexposed to your idea of what sex was all about.  I'm glad I fought\nthe urge.  It turns out your idea of it is pretty much exactly the way I want him to think about it.  You were amazing.  I think you probably even did a\nbetter job than I could have done.  He seems so happy and calm and settled now.\"\"If there's one thing I've\nlearned about Cole so far,\" I said, \"it's that you really don't need to stress so\nmuch about him.  He's incredibly clever and I think he's quite a\nbit more mature than his age would suggest.  He's level-headed and\nhe knows what's right and what's wrong.  You said before that you\nleft him alone a lot even though you knew it was wrong.  I think\nit worked wonders for him.  He's independent and bright and\nconfident and I think you really have nothing to worry about with him.\n Even if he ever is exposed to anything bad, I think he has the\nstrength and the emotional solvency to handle it just fine.  He's\na terrific kid.  He really is.  He impresses the hell out of me.  A big part of that has to\ncome from the way you raised him.  You did an amazing job, Grace.\n You should be as proud of yourself as you are of him.\"Tears\nwelled in her eyes and she hugged me hard again and she said, \"Thank\nyou so much.  You have no idea what it means to me to have you say\nthat.\"She pulled back and wiped her eyes and nose, then\nshe smacked me on the chest and said, \"God I wish you weren't gay, you\nbastard.\"I laughed.She smiled and said, \"Speaking of\nwhich, what's your feeling about Cole?  Do you think he's really\ngay, or was he just reacting to what he saw earlier because it was new and different and exciting?\"\"I'm\npretty sure he's gay, Grace.  All the signs are there.  He\ntold me about a naked picture of a woman he saw a while back when you\nhad Internet.  I asked him how he felt about it now that his body\nis different.  I asked him if it got him excited when he thought\nabout what it looked like now and he just shook his head and said it\ndidn't do anything for him.  He didn't really like it.  I\ngave him a lot of the talk from the perspective of a man and a woman,\nbut his questions all came back to guys with guys.  He made it obvious it was all he cared about.\"She shrugged\nand said, \"I'm honestly fine with it.  I could see how happy and\ncontent and balanced he looked as soon as I came back.  I think\nyour talk did wonders for him.  It's such a relief to know that\nhe's gonna be OK.\"I smiled and nodded.\"Well, I guess I really should get my clothes unpacked and get them ready for work.  When will Cole's change happen?\"I looked at my watch and said, \"In exactly forty three minutes.\"She\nnodded and said, \"OK.  I'm really excited to see him that way.\n I might need to go out of the house when the time comes though, and then come back in after he's changed.\n I'm not sure if I could handle hearing that happening to him.\"\"The\nroom is pretty sound proof, but I can't blame you for wanting to take\nthe precaution.  I'm gonna be right outside the door when he's\nchanging to make sure he's OK.  I have a special suit I had made.\n It's a shark suit made of chain mail.  I'll be wearing it\njust in case he needs any help.  I think he'll be fine.\"She smiled and nodded, then turned to her suitcase to get it unpacked.I\nleft the room and went back to find Cole so we could go down and play\nvideo games while we waited for the sun to go down, and the moon to\ncome up.  Tonight would be his first change in his new home.\n I was almost as excited for Grace to see him that way as she was.\n I would finally get to share this amazing thing with someone\nelse.With any luck it would go completely smoothly and mom would\nsee her bouncing baby one hundred and fifty pound wolf cub for the\nfirst time.","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/691889-love-and-lycanthropy-chapter-7.json"}