{"sf1_id":722923,"sf2_id":"JewPD8Qm","title":"\"Him\"","author":"Dezmun Baer","words":213,"posted_at":"2014-06-27T06:20:00.000Z","tags":["Dream","Gay","Love","Poem","Short Story","hope"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/722923-him","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/JewPD8Qm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/d8/d8/d8d83b5f-252e-4d5b-bf70-848c029ed7f7","description":"#5 of The Struggle\n\nA dream of a man, a soul mate, a surreal dream.","content":"What felt like forever happened in mere moments of comatose\n\n  \n\nThe feel of his body against my own as we made our way in what seemed to be ethereal motions\n\n  \n\nHis smile, his warmth, the beat of our harmonic hearts\n\n  \n\nHis body of massive yet delicate proportions\n\n  \n\nThe security he offered\n\n  \n\nThe greatest moment that I can remember brings me to tears through the recollection of this miserable untruth\n\n  \n\nThe moment of his struggle seen with another man though my eyes reflection\n\n  \n\nHis eyes of worry but undeniable love\n\n  \n\nI could not see his entirety in the end\n\n  \n\nI woke with a deep sorrow knowing something I felt was surreal\n\n  \n\nThe feelings of joy and wholeness were just a fabricated deceit to myself\n\n  \n\nI could not stop myself from shedding tears after the sudden realization of something that felt true was merely a dream\n\n  \n\nI had forgotten the dream and fallen asleep anew just to wake up yet again\n\n  \n\nTo remember exactly what it was...what it wasn't...\n\n  \n\nI had a dream of someone that was truly happy with me and I with him\n\n  \n\nIt was a dream... that such a thing was possible \n\n  \n\nThat we are not all doomed to walk alone\n\n  \n\nIt was a dream about him\n\n  \n\nIt was just a dream.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"The Struggle","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/616598-if-only-for-a-chance.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/722951-my-kingdom.json"}}