{"sf1_id":739758,"sf2_id":"ynZbZ9bn","title":"Thinking of you...","author":"sweetk1321","words":158,"posted_at":"2014-08-05T08:58:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Friendship","Poetry","Sad","broken"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/739758-thinking-of-you","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ynZbZ9bn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/ba/54/ba54897c-f430-4391-b370-0cdbb9c77fdd","description":"#3 of Wheels and Gears That Turn\n\nWriting my feelings.","content":"When something new or unknown happens,\n\nI grab for my phone,\n\nA smile on my face,\n\nLoud bouts of laughter is worse-case,\n\nAs I look at the device,\n\nI have to think twice,\u0026nbsp;\n\nAs my smile fades a little at a time,\n\nMy best friend won't be at the end of the line,\n\nTempers had flared,\u0026nbsp;\n\nWords said were better left unshared,\n\nPunches thrown,\n\nHearts shattered and cannot be sewn,\n\nMistakes were made and lines drawn,\n\nThinking with less brain and more brawn,\n\nTo reverse time and take back all my mistakes,\n\nTo take back all that has cause heart aches,\n\nSo here I sit alone in the dark,\n\nAlone and deserted like a forgotten park,\n\nI cannot help but wonder if you feel it too,\n\nIf you only knew,\n\nHow much I miss you, like a fish does the sea,\n\nI caused me no glee,\u0026nbsp;\n\nfor the lies I did tell,\n\nFor you knew me too well....\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Wheels and Gears That Turn","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/739762-new-hopes-escape.json"}}