{"sf1_id":747961,"sf2_id":"rna8JkZm","title":"Beginning again...","author":"Jiblits","words":286,"posted_at":"2014-08-23T15:59:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Poetry","slice of life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/747961-beginning-again","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rna8JkZm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/2f/71/2f7160af-6f55-4e32-8ea7-f4ed6e8bcc2b","description":"I made a description recently I can never take back. I'm eternally happy I did, yet I know I will never be given any slack. I found it... Yet, at a cost far beyond my comfort zone, if anything goes too far, I know I deserve to be alone.","content":"My mountain crumbling, I hold on to what I can as I begin fumbling\n\nTo the fall, I give no fear, I wish the rest to what I hold near\n\nThe distance is awe inspiring, time almost still, the ending I'm never desiring\n\nFragile is every part that made my mountain whole\n\nEvery bit describing another part of my soul\n\nThe gaps too wide to close, too far gone to save\n\nI remember what it once was, what everyone I knew gave\n\nThe memory strong enough to survive another day\n\nAs the edge draws nearer, I dare not look away\n\nThe result is known, the miles closing \u0026nbsp;ahead\n\nAlive I still am, yet, my heart sinking, my life light is dimming, the old me is almost dead...\n\nWhat comes from the rubble will surprise with open eyes, of this i'm certain\n\nThis chapter over, I wait to see behind the next curtain\n\nI've done what I wanted most, \u0026 found happiness beyond my imagination\n\nI let go of almost everything, including what brought me frustration\n\nI was, am happy, truly joyful among the pieces I had forgotten long ago\n\nA new breath, slowly growing, what I want, no hesitation, this now I know\n\nForgive me for my procrastination, my quivering hand\n\nI'm better now, I believe, for my own sake, I can stand\n\nThe peek is now a plain, a mere hill compared to it's image before\n\nI'll do my best, again, I'll work harder, for the dream, for more\n\n\"If a shadow reflects ones own being...\n\nWhat among the darkness are you really seeing...\"\n\n---Thanks for reading---\n\n\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp; ---Always---\n\n  \n  \n\n"}