{"sf1_id":748172,"sf2_id":"AnKlxkY1","title":"Sorry By Ephy","author":"Ephemeral_Dreams","words":137,"posted_at":"2014-08-24T05:06:00.000Z","tags":["Dark","Depression","Drugs(?)","M/solo","No-Yiff","Poetry","Short"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/748172-sorry-by-ephy","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/AnKlxkY1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/79/2e/792e47d0-eff4-4546-9a67-90ff79626179","description":"This was a result of a \"Weight loss\" medication (*antrex-3) that apparently causes me to have suicidal thoughts and disallows me from slumber for 32 hours -_-\nand woozel, i am a lot bette rhtan this, not taking that stupid ass drug no more. PT!","content":" **Sorry**\n\nHow can I tell my story, when all I can say is sorry?\n\nWhere can I curl my body, when all I can see is sorry?\n\nWho can I spill my bones to, when all I can sow is sorry?\n\nStruck by eternal spell of sorrow, reasons ever but shallow.\n\nGod, it knows no end, a startling trend.\n\nI embark on a journey, towards an infintismal glory.\n\nA purposeless life that I lead, nevertheless too scary.\n\nThe end is ever-tempting, but my cowardice never relenting.\n\nFor all that I am, sleep does not come easily.\n\nMysterious pain, thoughts of void that rain.\n\nDroplets of joy, quickly absorbed by the grains.\n\nI prithee, unholy hand around my mind,\u0026nbsp;\n\nLet my spirit free, even for a moment,\n\nThat I may perish eternally, with a smile finally.\n\nBy Epehmeral-Dreams\n\n  \n  \n\n"}