{"sf1_id":750837,"sf2_id":"znJQOvQm","title":"Impacting Thoughts","author":"eve243","words":233,"posted_at":"2014-08-30T05:49:00.000Z","tags":["Depressing","Depression","Grief","Heartbreak","Love","Poem","Poetry","Sad","grieving","neglect"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/750837-impacting-thoughts","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/znJQOvQm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/36/c8/36c84922-8fd1-4079-b5ed-9c4b6455e8d4","description":"#5 of Poetry!\n\nMore and more poetry being uploaded~","content":"Love.\u0026nbsp;\n\nA four letter word that can keep you from feeling alone.\u0026nbsp;  \nA four letter word that destroys your world.  \nPerhaps a word with no meaning.  \nor Maybe even a word without a soul.  \nHappiness was our major goal.  \nThe whole thing is, I just can't let you go.  \nFrom the day we met I was sold.  \nYou were and still are the best thing to happen to me.  \nYou're as precious as gold.  \nYou were meant to be treated like a prince.  \nNow in your presence all I can do is wince.  \nI have to bite my lip and accept what is done.  \nI have to keep my grip on reality.  \nAnd must keep on moving forward.  \nWithout being held back any longer.  \nI'm in a stupor.  \nYou were my other half.  \nThe one that completed me.\u0026nbsp;  \nI'm taking it back because it was not deserved of you.  \nI was tired of the constant hiding  \nI was tired of the neglect.  \nI was tired of carrying us alone.  \nThe apologies are all mine though  \nBecause I was not capable  \nAnd we were not ready  \nSure everything we had is long gone  \nEverything will be sent back in line soon enough.  \nThat place in my heart will always be filled of memories of you.  \nBecause I know forgiveness is key.  \nGee... I don't really know what to say...  \nHonestly... I'll always love you..  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry!","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/750836-the-life-of-an-absol.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/750839-not-a-masterpiece.json"}}