{"sf1_id":762132,"sf2_id":"JewPyRJm","title":"Love hurts wonderfully","author":"Elian93","words":278,"posted_at":"2014-09-29T05:50:00.000Z","tags":["Love","Poem","Poetry","Sad","despair"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/762132-love-hurts-wonderfully","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/JewPyRJm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/c0/ba/c0ba0c8c-ac71-4e0e-9152-d7646dad0aea","description":"#7 of Poetry\n\nA poem that's hugely inspired by \"Comet (Suisei)\" from a Naruto Shippuden movie. So sad yet so dreamy. Hope you like it :) This poem and the another now second latest was done in first person as Moocat2289 suggested!","content":"I'm swimming in something I'm not sure of\n\nMaybe in something I can feel from inside\n\nIt feels melancholic but very good\n\nIt feels wonderful, utopian\n\nLike dreams\n\nGliding through the water of memories\n\nIs something I'm still not used to\n\nThey feel volatile, evasive\n\nBut to grasp them\n\nBeautiful\n\nNow I'm descending into the huge lake\n\nWhere ever melancholic is stored\n\nThe sadness and the grieves\n\nAre the water\n\nAnd\n\nI'm not sure if I'm drowning or not\n\nWhatever it is I do not care\n\nThis sensation of joy\n\nIs quite rare\n\nFor me\n\nInto the abyss I slowly descend\n\nMy body feels really heavy\n\nIn return I get benefits\n\nBriefly happiness,\n\nGladness\n\nThe life necessary one is running out\n\nMaybe I should go to the surface\n\nOr just descend even more\n\nWhat I'm having is\n\nCrucial\n\nI don't feel alone in these waters\n\nI get company from far away\n\nWho, I really don't know\n\nA known stranger\n\nA name\n\nI land on the ground of the lake\n\nMy body is already numb\n\nBut I'm not dead\n\nNot going to\n\nEver\n\nI'm looking around and see calming light\n\nIt attracted me slowly into it\n\nI walked and walked\n\nCame closer\n\nEpic\n\nThe light was an anchor, a gigantic one\n\nI want to touch and feel its presence\n\nAnd as soon I land my hand\n\nIt begins to go upwards\n\nWeird\n\nNow I stand in the abyss of despair\n\nBut I don't feel sad or lonely\n\nInstead I feel brilliant\n\nI really love it\n\nThe dusk\n\nI've found happiness in the sadness\n\nI can't be happier than now\n\nBut sometimes it hurts\n\nIt feels like spikes\n\nLike love\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/761751-silence.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/902972-on-the-road.json"}}