{"sf1_id":764929,"sf2_id":null,"title":"A Snowmews Sexuality","author":"Leonard Wolfe","words":618,"posted_at":"2014-10-05T22:57:00.000Z","tags":["Friendship","No-Yiff","Relationships","Romance","journal","sex"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/764929-a-snowmews-sexuality","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/764929","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=764929\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"How I feel about my sexuality\nIt's mostly just me articulating my thoughts.","content":"It's a question that\nI've found not only that I ask myself but also one that others ask of\nme.\n\"Leo....\" They\nwould often begin\n\"Which way do you\ngo...?\" or some such round about way of asking which gender I'd\nprefer to make love with.\n\nI will point out I'm a\nvirgin and have never had sex but really, I've never wanted to,\nhowever as far as gender preference goes, answer is I've never been\nstraight but never rejected the idea of a having relations with a\nwoman either.\nI wouldn't mind either\ngender yet have no desire for sex or such like things... which in\nsome peoples minds would make me asexual.\n\nHowever I feel that's\nnot appropriate... I'm a furry and that's well known among my\npiers and I will openly admit, Anthros are far, far more appealing to\nme sexually then humans. I can get lustful and I do have desires but\nthe idea of doing anything with a human... just loses all interest\nfor me.\nI've seen and watched\npornography of straight, gay and lesbian people having sex and it\ndoes nothing for me, it just doesn't.\n\nMy problem with my\nsexuality is that I find myself in a world that is completely\nobsessed with sex. People spend their lives wanting it, Television\nand Internet is full of adverts that use sex appeal to sell, movies\nand video games always seem to have some token romance to appeal to\nthe masses, people for relationships just for sex and people break up\nand lose friends over it and the lack of sex has been linked to\nmental disorders.\nIt's not me, I'm not\ninterested, I get sick of seeing it\nI feel left out. I feel\nlonely for it because I feel I can't just be me and on more than one\noccasion I've said I'd have sex with someone just to say I've done it\nand feel included in a world that I often feel excluded from.\nSee people will get\nannoyed when a view point they disagree with is being shouted out in\na public space as it's not something they want to associate with\nI feel the same way\nwhen I see couples in public, hugging and kissing and all that's\nincluded, it's not something I want to see or be subjected to.\nThis doesn't mean I\ndisapprove of relationships however. My brother married recently and\nI couldn't be happier for him and his wife, I wish them all the best.\nMy parents are the same. I like seeing a happy relationship work in\nthe long run.\nIt's just not something\nI want to deal with and go through as it doesn't interest me.\n\nHaving said all the\nabove. I like to role-play and most of role-plays I do, at some point\ninvolve sex between characters.\n\nThis is mostly because\nas pointed out already, anthro's having sex is more appealing, but\nat the same time role-play is just fantasy and some brief indulgence\nin something I do like as oppose to something I don't but regardless\nof scenario It's a fun activity and I enjoy seeing other peoples\nworlds.\nThe exploration of\nsomeone's creative works is in my minds eye is a better way to spend\ntime then simply yiffing in role-play even if it's appealing.\n...If nothing else I\nfind role-play a widely appreciated activity in the Furry Community,\nfor better or worse\nIn summary. I'm\nBisexual for Furries and Asexual for humans.\nI feel pressured into\nliking something I don't because as a society we're obsessed with\nsex.\nI can come up with\nthings to write in a sexual RP cause it's fun to fantasize over\nthings we like.\n"}