# A Snowmews Sexuality

Author: Leonard Wolfe
Tags: Friendship, No-Yiff, Relationships, Romance, journal, sex

How I feel about my sexuality
It's mostly just me articulating my thoughts.

It's a question that
I've found not only that I ask myself but also one that others ask of
me.
"Leo...." They
would often begin
"Which way do you
go...?" or some such round about way of asking which gender I'd
prefer to make love with.

I will point out I'm a
virgin and have never had sex but really, I've never wanted to,
however as far as gender preference goes, answer is I've never been
straight but never rejected the idea of a having relations with a
woman either.
I wouldn't mind either
gender yet have no desire for sex or such like things... which in
some peoples minds would make me asexual.

However I feel that's
not appropriate... I'm a furry and that's well known among my
piers and I will openly admit, Anthros are far, far more appealing to
me sexually then humans. I can get lustful and I do have desires but
the idea of doing anything with a human... just loses all interest
for me.
I've seen and watched
pornography of straight, gay and lesbian people having sex and it
does nothing for me, it just doesn't.

My problem with my
sexuality is that I find myself in a world that is completely
obsessed with sex. People spend their lives wanting it, Television
and Internet is full of adverts that use sex appeal to sell, movies
and video games always seem to have some token romance to appeal to
the masses, people for relationships just for sex and people break up
and lose friends over it and the lack of sex has been linked to
mental disorders.
It's not me, I'm not
interested, I get sick of seeing it
I feel left out. I feel
lonely for it because I feel I can't just be me and on more than one
occasion I've said I'd have sex with someone just to say I've done it
and feel included in a world that I often feel excluded from.
See people will get
annoyed when a view point they disagree with is being shouted out in
a public space as it's not something they want to associate with
I feel the same way
when I see couples in public, hugging and kissing and all that's
included, it's not something I want to see or be subjected to.
This doesn't mean I
disapprove of relationships however. My brother married recently and
I couldn't be happier for him and his wife, I wish them all the best.
My parents are the same. I like seeing a happy relationship work in
the long run.
It's just not something
I want to deal with and go through as it doesn't interest me.

Having said all the
above. I like to role-play and most of role-plays I do, at some point
involve sex between characters.

This is mostly because
as pointed out already, anthro's having sex is more appealing, but
at the same time role-play is just fantasy and some brief indulgence
in something I do like as oppose to something I don't but regardless
of scenario It's a fun activity and I enjoy seeing other peoples
worlds.
The exploration of
someone's creative works is in my minds eye is a better way to spend
time then simply yiffing in role-play even if it's appealing.
...If nothing else I
find role-play a widely appreciated activity in the Furry Community,
for better or worse
In summary. I'm
Bisexual for Furries and Asexual for humans.
I feel pressured into
liking something I don't because as a society we're obsessed with
sex.
I can come up with
things to write in a sexual RP cause it's fun to fantasize over
things we like.

Source: https://sofurry.com/view/764929