{"sf1_id":803804,"sf2_id":"q1xv3Y8m","title":"Crushed","author":"SnowHusky823","words":163,"posted_at":"2015-01-04T21:02:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Sad","life","venting"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/803804-crushed","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/q1xv3Y8m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/a5/51/a5514422-145f-4a3d-b981-cdf148cb176c","description":"#4 of Poems\n\nI just need to put this out...","content":"I thought I could be happy for once,\n\nBut that was a lie.\n\nAll the negative things I thought about myself\n\nWere... right.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI would like to help people\n\nBut it seems I can only do so little,\n\nIt wouldn't make any difference if I wasn't here.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHearing people going through worse things than me,\n\nOnly saddens me as they are the ones who make the most impact.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAs for me, no difference at all.\n\nI just blend in with everyone else in the crowd,\n\nOr just pushed out and unseen.\n\nWhile the ones who do shine bright.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt could be envy,\n\nIt could be jealousy,\n\nIt could be pity,\n\nBut I know for sure it's sadness.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA thing that has kept me in its cage since Day One.\n\nOnly to not be freed but only trapped there forever.\n\nIt consumes my mind and body until I feel nearly nothing anymore.\n\nHappiness is only a dream, never more.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/737880-a-grassy-meadow.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/803851-at-war.json"}}