{"sf1_id":809047,"sf2_id":"V1Y9rJg1","title":"I am, du bist Chapter 4: Silence is gold","author":"JuiceWolf96","words":59,"posted_at":"2015-01-18T20:49:00.000Z","tags":["Gay","Gay Relationships","Lion","Plot Development","Science","Wolf"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/809047-i-am-du-bist-chapter-4-silence-is-gold","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/V1Y9rJg1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/fd/d2/fdd2bffe-33d5-47fb-bdbc-9ee072b0df05","description":"#4 of I am, du bist\n\nI think I will make this even more crazy xD\nI want to be original so let's get the party started :\u003e","content":"-Kiba-\n\nI\u0026nbsp;sat\u0026nbsp;at\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;laptop\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;another\u0026nbsp;cup\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;coffee.\u0026nbsp;It\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;sixth\u0026nbsp;one?\u0026nbsp;Dunno.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;opened\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;next\u0026nbsp;link\u0026nbsp;on\u0026nbsp;google.\n\n\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;read\u0026nbsp;over\u0026nbsp;20\u0026nbsp;articles\u0026nbsp;about\u0026nbsp;psychology,\u0026nbsp;mental\u0026nbsp;illness\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;disorders.\u0026nbsp;The\u0026nbsp;night\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;cold.\u0026nbsp;Or\u0026nbsp;maybe\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;just\u0026nbsp;feeling\u0026nbsp;lonly.\n\n\u0026nbsp;After\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;best\u0026nbsp;day\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;life,\u0026nbsp;came\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;worst\u0026nbsp;night.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;still\u0026nbsp;felt\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;kiss\u0026nbsp;on\u0026nbsp;m\u0026nbsp;lips.\u0026nbsp;The\u0026nbsp;rebel\u0026nbsp;version\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;made\u0026nbsp;me\u0026nbsp;fell\u0026nbsp;like\u0026nbsp;no\u0026nbsp;one\u0026nbsp;else\u0026nbsp;before.\n\n\u0026nbsp;And\u0026nbsp;because\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;wanted\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;find\u0026nbsp;answers.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;finished\u0026nbsp;another\u0026nbsp;article\u0026nbsp;which\u0026nbsp;told\u0026nbsp;me\u0026nbsp;nothing\u0026nbsp;new\u0026nbsp;nor\u0026nbsp;helpful.\n\n\u0026nbsp;Maybe\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;searching\u0026nbsp;in\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;wrong\u0026nbsp;direction?\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;deleted\u0026nbsp;\"split\u0026nbsp;personalities\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;thought\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;should\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;look\u0026nbsp;for.\u0026nbsp;Than\u0026nbsp;it\u0026nbsp;hit\u0026nbsp;me!\n\n\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;typed\u0026nbsp;\"dr\u0026nbsp;Somperton\"\u0026nbsp;BINGO!\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;looked\u0026nbsp;at\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;titles\u0026nbsp;\"Crazy\u0026nbsp;scientist\",\u0026nbsp;\"Heretic\u0026nbsp;plays\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;life\",\u0026nbsp;\"Mind\u0026nbsp;massacre\"\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhy\u0026nbsp;didn't\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;told\u0026nbsp;us\u0026nbsp;nothing\u0026nbsp;about\u0026nbsp;it.\u0026nbsp;We\u0026nbsp;only\u0026nbsp;knew\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;parents\u0026nbsp;were\u0026nbsp;in\u0026nbsp;Africa\u0026nbsp;doing\u0026nbsp;some\u0026nbsp;research\u0026nbsp;\n\nbut\u0026nbsp;even\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;didn't\u0026nbsp;knew\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;kind\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;researches\u0026nbsp;these\u0026nbsp;were.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;read\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;articles\u0026nbsp;really\u0026nbsp;slowly\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;carefully.\u0026nbsp;\n\n_Dr\u0026nbsp;Alexander\u0026nbsp;Divion\u0026nbsp;Somperton\u0026nbsp;(born\u0026nbsp;on\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;28th\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;February\u0026nbsp;1971)\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;well\u0026nbsp;known\u0026nbsp;genius\u0026nbsp;in\u0026nbsp;brain\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;personalities\u0026nbsp;disorders..._\n\n_\u0026nbsp;Blah\u0026nbsp;blah\u0026nbsp;blah...\u0026nbsp;Dangerous\u0026nbsp;experiments\u0026nbsp;on\u0026nbsp;patient...\u0026nbsp;Blah\u0026nbsp;blah\u0026nbsp;blah...\u0026nbsp;Went\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;prison\u0026nbsp;but\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;realized...\u0026nbsp;Married\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;Sussana\u0026nbsp;Kirch..._\n\n_\u0026nbsp;His\u0026nbsp;wife\u0026nbsp;gave\u0026nbsp;birth\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;pup\u0026nbsp;twins\u0026nbsp;but\u0026nbsp;one\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;them\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;already\u0026nbsp;dead.\u0026nbsp;Wait\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;minute!\u0026nbsp;Twins?!\u0026nbsp;_\n\n_When\u0026nbsp;dr\u0026nbsp;Somperton\u0026nbsp;heard\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;bad\u0026nbsp;news\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;closed\u0026nbsp;himself,\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;wife\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;both\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;children\u0026nbsp;inside\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;hospital\u0026nbsp;room.\u0026nbsp;_\n\n_There\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;no\u0026nbsp;contact\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;them\u0026nbsp;for\u0026nbsp;more\u0026nbsp;than\u0026nbsp;6\u0026nbsp;hours.\u0026nbsp;No\u0026nbsp;one\u0026nbsp;knows\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;happened\u0026nbsp;there.\u0026nbsp;_\n\n_After\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;mad\u0026nbsp;scientist\u0026nbsp;opened\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;door,\u0026nbsp;he,\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;wife\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;one\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;children\u0026nbsp;went\u0026nbsp;out\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;hospital._\n\n_\u0026nbsp;After\u0026nbsp;investigation\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;twin\u0026nbsp;brother\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;found\u0026nbsp;but\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;cut\u0026nbsp;on\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;head\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;without\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;part\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;brain\u0026nbsp;which\u0026nbsp;answers\u0026nbsp;for\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;personality.\u0026nbsp;_\n\nI\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;shocked.\u0026nbsp;So,\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;had\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;twin\u0026nbsp;brother\u0026nbsp;who\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;dead\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;father\u0026nbsp;made\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;surgery\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;place\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;part\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;infant\u0026nbsp;brain\u0026nbsp;into\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;living\u0026nbsp;brother?\n\n\u0026nbsp;That\u0026nbsp;wasn't...\u0026nbsp;normal?\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;mean,\u0026nbsp;how\u0026nbsp;crazy\u0026nbsp;have\u0026nbsp;you\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;be\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;cut\u0026nbsp;your\u0026nbsp;children?\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;looked\u0026nbsp;at\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;phone\u0026nbsp;which\u0026nbsp;vibrated.\u0026nbsp;It\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;Jasper...\n\n\u0026nbsp;After\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;rebellious\u0026nbsp;version\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;him\u0026nbsp;fell\u0026nbsp;asleep\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;wrote\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;note\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;him\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;phone\u0026nbsp;me\u0026nbsp;as\u0026nbsp;soon\u0026nbsp;as\u0026nbsp;possible.\n\n'K-Kiba?\u0026nbsp;What\u0026nbsp;happened?'\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;confused\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;could\u0026nbsp;tell\u0026nbsp;but\u0026nbsp;this\u0026nbsp;wasn't\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;first\u0026nbsp;time\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;absent\u0026nbsp;for\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;few\u0026nbsp;days\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;had\u0026nbsp;no\u0026nbsp;memories\n\n\u0026nbsp;about\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;happened.\n\n'It's\u0026nbsp;okay,\u0026nbsp;Jasper,\u0026nbsp;don't\u0026nbsp;worry.\u0026nbsp;Do\u0026nbsp;you\u0026nbsp;have\u0026nbsp;contact\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;your\u0026nbsp;dad?'\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;asked\u0026nbsp;just\u0026nbsp;like\u0026nbsp;that.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;have\u0026nbsp;never\u0026nbsp;been\u0026nbsp;so\u0026nbsp;serious.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;demented\u0026nbsp;answers.\n\n'What?\u0026nbsp;Why?'\u0026nbsp;He\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;surprised.\u0026nbsp;'I\u0026nbsp;have\u0026nbsp;an\u0026nbsp;e-mail\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;parents\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;phone\u0026nbsp;number\u0026nbsp;but\u0026nbsp;they\u0026nbsp;are\u0026nbsp;in\u0026nbsp;Africa\u0026nbsp;so\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;phone\u0026nbsp;call\u0026nbsp;isn't\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;good\u0026nbsp;option.'\u0026nbsp;\n\n'The\u0026nbsp;e-mail\u0026nbsp;is\u0026nbsp;enough...\u0026nbsp;Jasper,\u0026nbsp;do\u0026nbsp;you\u0026nbsp;have\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;wound\u0026nbsp;on\u0026nbsp;your\u0026nbsp;head?'\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;asked\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;last\u0026nbsp;light\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;hope\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;everything\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;article\u0026nbsp;said\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;lie.\n\n'Yes,\u0026nbsp;why\u0026nbsp;do\u0026nbsp;you\u0026nbsp;ask?'\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;said\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;silent\u0026nbsp;laugh.\u0026nbsp;'Anyway\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;e-mail\u0026nbsp;address\u0026nbsp;is\u0026nbsp;[[email\u0026nbsp;protected]](/cdn-cgi/l/email-protection#c7a3b5b4a8aab7a2b5b3a8a987b4a4aea2a9a4a2e9a4a8aa) Goodnight,\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;kinda\u0026nbsp;feel\u0026nbsp;exhausted\n\n'Bye'\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;wanted\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;add\u0026nbsp;'my\u0026nbsp;love'\u0026nbsp;but\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;bit\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;tongue.\u0026nbsp;This\u0026nbsp;wasn't\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;kissed\u0026nbsp;today.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;opened\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;pawbook\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;wrote\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;long\u0026nbsp;message\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;Martin\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;explanation\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;is\u0026nbsp;wrong\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;Jasper.\n\n\u0026nbsp;Just\u0026nbsp;as\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;thought,\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;wasn't\u0026nbsp;sleeping\u0026nbsp;either\u0026nbsp;so\u0026nbsp;we\u0026nbsp;chatted\u0026nbsp;for\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;while.\u0026nbsp;He\u0026nbsp;couldn't\u0026nbsp;believe\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;wrote.\n\n\u0026nbsp;But\u0026nbsp;than\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;found\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;articles\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;than\u0026nbsp;everything\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;clear\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;him.\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhile\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;chatting\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;Martin\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;opened\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;gmail\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;started\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;wrote\u0026nbsp;an\u0026nbsp;e-mail\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;dr\u0026nbsp;Somperton.\u0026nbsp;\n\n_Dear\u0026nbsp;dr\u0026nbsp;Somperton,_\n\n_My\u0026nbsp;name\u0026nbsp;is\u0026nbsp;Kiba\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;am\u0026nbsp;your\u0026nbsp;sons\u0026nbsp;friend.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;read\u0026nbsp;about\u0026nbsp;you\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;there\u0026nbsp;is\u0026nbsp;one\u0026nbsp;thing\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;need\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;know.\u0026nbsp;_\n\n_You\u0026nbsp;see,\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;forgot\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;take\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;pills\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;rebel\u0026nbsp;version\u0026nbsp;came\u0026nbsp;out._\n\n_\u0026nbsp;At\u0026nbsp;first\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;rather\u0026nbsp;annoying\u0026nbsp;but\u0026nbsp;as\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;time\u0026nbsp;passed\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;fell\u0026nbsp;in\u0026nbsp;love\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;him._\n\n_\u0026nbsp;He\u0026nbsp;said\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;isn't\u0026nbsp;mentally\u0026nbsp;ill,\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;has\u0026nbsp;just\u0026nbsp;two\u0026nbsp;people\u0026nbsp;inside\u0026nbsp;him.\u0026nbsp;And\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;think\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;understand._\n\n_\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;just\u0026nbsp;talked\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;could\u0026nbsp;tell\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;wasn't\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;same\u0026nbsp;person\u0026nbsp;who\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;spending\u0026nbsp;time\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;some\u0026nbsp;hours\u0026nbsp;earlier._\n\n_\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;know\u0026nbsp;you\u0026nbsp;cut\u0026nbsp;out\u0026nbsp;Jasper's\u0026nbsp;twin\u0026nbsp;brother\u0026nbsp;brain\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;put\u0026nbsp;it\u0026nbsp;in\u0026nbsp;Jasper.\u0026nbsp;What\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;plan?\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;mean,\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;did\u0026nbsp;you\u0026nbsp;achieve?_\n\n_Write\u0026nbsp;soon\u0026nbsp;back\u0026nbsp;because\u0026nbsp;it's\u0026nbsp;really\u0026nbsp;important\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;me_\n\n_Yours\u0026nbsp;Kiba_\n\nI\u0026nbsp;wrote,\u0026nbsp;checked\u0026nbsp;it\u0026nbsp;two\u0026nbsp;times\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;clicked\u0026nbsp;'send'.\n\n\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;came\u0026nbsp;back\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;chatting\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;Martin.\u0026nbsp;He\u0026nbsp;told\u0026nbsp;me\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;really\u0026nbsp;felt\u0026nbsp;for\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;what\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;hoped\u0026nbsp;for.\n\n\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;wanted\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;write\u0026nbsp;him\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;understand\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;shouldn't\u0026nbsp;be\u0026nbsp;afraid\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;all\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;this\u0026nbsp;when\u0026nbsp;suddenly\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;got\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;mail.\u0026nbsp;It\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;an\u0026nbsp;answer\u0026nbsp;from\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;s\u0026nbsp;father.\u0026nbsp;\n\n_Kiba,_\n\n_I\u0026nbsp;know\u0026nbsp;you\u0026nbsp;are\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;bit\u0026nbsp;confused\u0026nbsp;but\u0026nbsp;trust\u0026nbsp;me\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;am\u0026nbsp;not\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;bad\u0026nbsp;person._\n\n_Thanks\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;decision\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;both\u0026nbsp;sons\u0026nbsp;live.\u0026nbsp;Maybe\u0026nbsp;it\u0026nbsp;not\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;life\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;wished\u0026nbsp;for\u0026nbsp;them\u0026nbsp;but\u0026nbsp;it's\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;life._\n\n_\u0026nbsp;On\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;day\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;reached\u0026nbsp;everything\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;mortal\u0026nbsp;being\u0026nbsp;could.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;gave\u0026nbsp;life.\u0026nbsp;We\u0026nbsp;never\u0026nbsp;told\u0026nbsp;Jasper\u0026nbsp;about\u0026nbsp;this\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;it\u0026nbsp;should\u0026nbsp;stay\u0026nbsp;so,\u0026nbsp;understand?_\n\n_\u0026nbsp;And\u0026nbsp;about\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;brother...\u0026nbsp;We\u0026nbsp;wanted\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;name\u0026nbsp;him\u0026nbsp;Harvey.\u0026nbsp;_\n\n_There\u0026nbsp;is\u0026nbsp;no\u0026nbsp;possibility\u0026nbsp;they\u0026nbsp;can\u0026nbsp;coexist\u0026nbsp;at\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;same\u0026nbsp;time.\u0026nbsp;Only\u0026nbsp;one\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;them\u0026nbsp;can\u0026nbsp;take\u0026nbsp;control\u0026nbsp;over\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;body.\u0026nbsp;_\n\n_The\u0026nbsp;pills\u0026nbsp;just\u0026nbsp;make\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;main\u0026nbsp;brain\u0026nbsp;control\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;body.\u0026nbsp;In\u0026nbsp;two\u0026nbsp;weeks\u0026nbsp;we\u0026nbsp;are\u0026nbsp;coming\u0026nbsp;back.\u0026nbsp;We\u0026nbsp;will\u0026nbsp;talk\u0026nbsp;than._\n\n_Dr\u0026nbsp;Somperton_\n\nHarvey?\u0026nbsp;What\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;beautiful\u0026nbsp;name.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;read\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;mail\u0026nbsp;once\u0026nbsp;than\u0026nbsp;twice\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;more\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;read\u0026nbsp;it\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;less\u0026nbsp;emotions\u0026nbsp;in\u0026nbsp;that\u0026nbsp;text\u0026nbsp;could\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;find.\n\n\u0026nbsp;Dr\u0026nbsp;Sompertson\u0026nbsp;used\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;sons\u0026nbsp;as\u0026nbsp;an\u0026nbsp;experiment\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;make\u0026nbsp;himself\u0026nbsp;equal\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;God.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;felt\u0026nbsp;how\u0026nbsp;anger\u0026nbsp;filled\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;body.\n\n\u0026nbsp;But\u0026nbsp;maybe\u0026nbsp;Jasper's\u0026nbsp;dad\u0026nbsp;wasn't\u0026nbsp;as\u0026nbsp;bad\u0026nbsp;as\u0026nbsp;everyone\u0026nbsp;wrote.\u0026nbsp;Maybe\u0026nbsp;he\u0026nbsp;is\u0026nbsp;mad\u0026nbsp;enough\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;talk\u0026nbsp;with\u0026nbsp;me\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;accomplish\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;wishes?\n\n\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;thought\u0026nbsp;how\u0026nbsp;bad\u0026nbsp;would\u0026nbsp;Martin\u0026nbsp;feel\u0026nbsp;if\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;made\u0026nbsp;Harvey\u0026nbsp;take\u0026nbsp;control\u0026nbsp;forever.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;looked\u0026nbsp;thou\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;window\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;felt\u0026nbsp;overwhelming\u0026nbsp;sadness.\n\n\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;drank\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;coffee\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;shut\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;laptop\u0026nbsp;down.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;lie\u0026nbsp;on\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;bad\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;thought\u0026nbsp;about\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;warm\u0026nbsp;breath\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;his\u0026nbsp;heartbeat.\n\n\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;wanted\u0026nbsp;him\u0026nbsp;here,\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;wanted\u0026nbsp;him\u0026nbsp;now.\u0026nbsp;It\u0026nbsp;all\u0026nbsp;happened\u0026nbsp;too\u0026nbsp;fast.\n\n\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;met\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;love\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;life\u0026nbsp;who\u0026nbsp;was\u0026nbsp;a\u0026nbsp;part\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;dead\u0026nbsp;twin\u0026nbsp;brother's\u0026nbsp;brain\u0026nbsp;of\u0026nbsp;my\u0026nbsp;best\u0026nbsp;friend\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;just\u0026nbsp;after\u0026nbsp;saying\u0026nbsp;'I\u0026nbsp;love\u0026nbsp;you'\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;had\u0026nbsp;to\u0026nbsp;say\u0026nbsp;goodbye\n\n\u0026nbsp;for\u0026nbsp;who\u0026nbsp;knows\u0026nbsp;how\u0026nbsp;long.\u0026nbsp;I\u0026nbsp;stared\u0026nbsp;at\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;ceiling\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;sighed.\u0026nbsp;Life\u0026nbsp;has\u0026nbsp;never\u0026nbsp;been\u0026nbsp;so\u0026nbsp;interesting\u0026nbsp;and\u0026nbsp;annoying\u0026nbsp;on\u0026nbsp;the\u0026nbsp;same\u0026nbsp;time.\n\n 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