# I am, du bist Chapter 4: Silence is gold

Author: JuiceWolf96
Tags: Gay, Gay Relationships, Lion, Plot Development, Science, Wolf

#4 of I am, du bist

I think I will make this even more crazy xD
I want to be original so let's get the party started :>

-Kiba-

I&nbsp;sat&nbsp;at&nbsp;my&nbsp;laptop&nbsp;with&nbsp;another&nbsp;cup&nbsp;of&nbsp;coffee.&nbsp;It&nbsp;was&nbsp;the&nbsp;sixth&nbsp;one?&nbsp;Dunno.&nbsp;I&nbsp;opened&nbsp;the&nbsp;next&nbsp;link&nbsp;on&nbsp;google.

&nbsp;I&nbsp;read&nbsp;over&nbsp;20&nbsp;articles&nbsp;about&nbsp;psychology,&nbsp;mental&nbsp;illness&nbsp;and&nbsp;disorders.&nbsp;The&nbsp;night&nbsp;was&nbsp;cold.&nbsp;Or&nbsp;maybe&nbsp;I&nbsp;was&nbsp;just&nbsp;feeling&nbsp;lonly.

&nbsp;After&nbsp;the&nbsp;best&nbsp;day&nbsp;of&nbsp;my&nbsp;life,&nbsp;came&nbsp;the&nbsp;worst&nbsp;night.&nbsp;I&nbsp;still&nbsp;felt&nbsp;the&nbsp;kiss&nbsp;on&nbsp;m&nbsp;lips.&nbsp;The&nbsp;rebel&nbsp;version&nbsp;of&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;made&nbsp;me&nbsp;fell&nbsp;like&nbsp;no&nbsp;one&nbsp;else&nbsp;before.

&nbsp;And&nbsp;because&nbsp;of&nbsp;that&nbsp;I&nbsp;wanted&nbsp;to&nbsp;find&nbsp;answers.&nbsp;I&nbsp;finished&nbsp;another&nbsp;article&nbsp;which&nbsp;told&nbsp;me&nbsp;nothing&nbsp;new&nbsp;nor&nbsp;helpful.

&nbsp;Maybe&nbsp;I&nbsp;was&nbsp;searching&nbsp;in&nbsp;the&nbsp;wrong&nbsp;direction?&nbsp;I&nbsp;deleted&nbsp;"split&nbsp;personalities&nbsp;and&nbsp;thought&nbsp;what&nbsp;should&nbsp;I&nbsp;look&nbsp;for.&nbsp;Than&nbsp;it&nbsp;hit&nbsp;me!

&nbsp;I&nbsp;typed&nbsp;"dr&nbsp;Somperton"&nbsp;BINGO!&nbsp;I&nbsp;looked&nbsp;at&nbsp;the&nbsp;titles&nbsp;"Crazy&nbsp;scientist",&nbsp;"Heretic&nbsp;plays&nbsp;with&nbsp;life",&nbsp;"Mind&nbsp;massacre"&nbsp;

Why&nbsp;didn't&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;told&nbsp;us&nbsp;nothing&nbsp;about&nbsp;it.&nbsp;We&nbsp;only&nbsp;knew&nbsp;that&nbsp;his&nbsp;parents&nbsp;were&nbsp;in&nbsp;Africa&nbsp;doing&nbsp;some&nbsp;research&nbsp;

but&nbsp;even&nbsp;he&nbsp;didn't&nbsp;knew&nbsp;what&nbsp;kind&nbsp;of&nbsp;researches&nbsp;these&nbsp;were.&nbsp;I&nbsp;read&nbsp;the&nbsp;articles&nbsp;really&nbsp;slowly&nbsp;and&nbsp;carefully.&nbsp;

_Dr&nbsp;Alexander&nbsp;Divion&nbsp;Somperton&nbsp;(born&nbsp;on&nbsp;the&nbsp;28th&nbsp;of&nbsp;February&nbsp;1971)&nbsp;a&nbsp;well&nbsp;known&nbsp;genius&nbsp;in&nbsp;brain&nbsp;and&nbsp;personalities&nbsp;disorders..._

_&nbsp;Blah&nbsp;blah&nbsp;blah...&nbsp;Dangerous&nbsp;experiments&nbsp;on&nbsp;patient...&nbsp;Blah&nbsp;blah&nbsp;blah...&nbsp;Went&nbsp;to&nbsp;prison&nbsp;but&nbsp;was&nbsp;realized...&nbsp;Married&nbsp;to&nbsp;Sussana&nbsp;Kirch..._

_&nbsp;His&nbsp;wife&nbsp;gave&nbsp;birth&nbsp;to&nbsp;pup&nbsp;twins&nbsp;but&nbsp;one&nbsp;of&nbsp;them&nbsp;was&nbsp;already&nbsp;dead.&nbsp;Wait&nbsp;a&nbsp;minute!&nbsp;Twins?!&nbsp;_

_When&nbsp;dr&nbsp;Somperton&nbsp;heard&nbsp;the&nbsp;bad&nbsp;news&nbsp;he&nbsp;closed&nbsp;himself,&nbsp;his&nbsp;wife&nbsp;and&nbsp;both&nbsp;of&nbsp;the&nbsp;children&nbsp;inside&nbsp;the&nbsp;hospital&nbsp;room.&nbsp;_

_There&nbsp;was&nbsp;no&nbsp;contact&nbsp;with&nbsp;them&nbsp;for&nbsp;more&nbsp;than&nbsp;6&nbsp;hours.&nbsp;No&nbsp;one&nbsp;knows&nbsp;what&nbsp;happened&nbsp;there.&nbsp;_

_After&nbsp;the&nbsp;mad&nbsp;scientist&nbsp;opened&nbsp;the&nbsp;door,&nbsp;he,&nbsp;his&nbsp;wife&nbsp;and&nbsp;one&nbsp;of&nbsp;the&nbsp;children&nbsp;went&nbsp;out&nbsp;of&nbsp;the&nbsp;hospital._

_&nbsp;After&nbsp;investigation&nbsp;the&nbsp;twin&nbsp;brother&nbsp;was&nbsp;found&nbsp;but&nbsp;with&nbsp;a&nbsp;cut&nbsp;on&nbsp;the&nbsp;head&nbsp;and&nbsp;without&nbsp;the&nbsp;part&nbsp;of&nbsp;the&nbsp;brain&nbsp;which&nbsp;answers&nbsp;for&nbsp;the&nbsp;personality.&nbsp;_

I&nbsp;was&nbsp;shocked.&nbsp;So,&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;had&nbsp;a&nbsp;twin&nbsp;brother&nbsp;who&nbsp;was&nbsp;dead&nbsp;and&nbsp;his&nbsp;father&nbsp;made&nbsp;a&nbsp;surgery&nbsp;to&nbsp;place&nbsp;a&nbsp;part&nbsp;of&nbsp;the&nbsp;infant&nbsp;brain&nbsp;into&nbsp;his&nbsp;living&nbsp;brother?

&nbsp;That&nbsp;wasn't...&nbsp;normal?&nbsp;I&nbsp;mean,&nbsp;how&nbsp;crazy&nbsp;have&nbsp;you&nbsp;to&nbsp;be&nbsp;to&nbsp;cut&nbsp;your&nbsp;children?&nbsp;I&nbsp;looked&nbsp;at&nbsp;my&nbsp;phone&nbsp;which&nbsp;vibrated.&nbsp;It&nbsp;was&nbsp;Jasper...

&nbsp;After&nbsp;the&nbsp;rebellious&nbsp;version&nbsp;of&nbsp;him&nbsp;fell&nbsp;asleep&nbsp;a&nbsp;wrote&nbsp;a&nbsp;note&nbsp;to&nbsp;him&nbsp;to&nbsp;phone&nbsp;me&nbsp;as&nbsp;soon&nbsp;as&nbsp;possible.

'K-Kiba?&nbsp;What&nbsp;happened?'&nbsp;he&nbsp;was&nbsp;confused&nbsp;I&nbsp;could&nbsp;tell&nbsp;but&nbsp;this&nbsp;wasn't&nbsp;the&nbsp;first&nbsp;time&nbsp;he&nbsp;was&nbsp;absent&nbsp;for&nbsp;a&nbsp;few&nbsp;days&nbsp;and&nbsp;had&nbsp;no&nbsp;memories

&nbsp;about&nbsp;what&nbsp;happened.

'It's&nbsp;okay,&nbsp;Jasper,&nbsp;don't&nbsp;worry.&nbsp;Do&nbsp;you&nbsp;have&nbsp;contact&nbsp;with&nbsp;your&nbsp;dad?'&nbsp;I&nbsp;asked&nbsp;just&nbsp;like&nbsp;that.&nbsp;I&nbsp;have&nbsp;never&nbsp;been&nbsp;so&nbsp;serious.&nbsp;I&nbsp;demented&nbsp;answers.

'What?&nbsp;Why?'&nbsp;He&nbsp;was&nbsp;surprised.&nbsp;'I&nbsp;have&nbsp;an&nbsp;e-mail&nbsp;to&nbsp;my&nbsp;parents&nbsp;and&nbsp;a&nbsp;phone&nbsp;number&nbsp;but&nbsp;they&nbsp;are&nbsp;in&nbsp;Africa&nbsp;so&nbsp;a&nbsp;phone&nbsp;call&nbsp;isn't&nbsp;a&nbsp;good&nbsp;option.'&nbsp;

'The&nbsp;e-mail&nbsp;is&nbsp;enough...&nbsp;Jasper,&nbsp;do&nbsp;you&nbsp;have&nbsp;a&nbsp;wound&nbsp;on&nbsp;your&nbsp;head?'&nbsp;I&nbsp;asked&nbsp;with&nbsp;the&nbsp;last&nbsp;light&nbsp;of&nbsp;hope&nbsp;that&nbsp;everything&nbsp;what&nbsp;the&nbsp;article&nbsp;said&nbsp;was&nbsp;a&nbsp;lie.

'Yes,&nbsp;why&nbsp;do&nbsp;you&nbsp;ask?'&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;said&nbsp;with&nbsp;a&nbsp;silent&nbsp;laugh.&nbsp;'Anyway&nbsp;the&nbsp;e-mail&nbsp;address&nbsp;is&nbsp;[[email&nbsp;protected]](/cdn-cgi/l/email-protection#c7a3b5b4a8aab7a2b5b3a8a987b4a4aea2a9a4a2e9a4a8aa) Goodnight,&nbsp;I&nbsp;kinda&nbsp;feel&nbsp;exhausted

'Bye'&nbsp;I&nbsp;wanted&nbsp;to&nbsp;add&nbsp;'my&nbsp;love'&nbsp;but&nbsp;I&nbsp;bit&nbsp;my&nbsp;tongue.&nbsp;This&nbsp;wasn't&nbsp;the&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;I&nbsp;kissed&nbsp;today.&nbsp;

&nbsp;I&nbsp;opened&nbsp;my&nbsp;pawbook&nbsp;and&nbsp;wrote&nbsp;a&nbsp;long&nbsp;message&nbsp;to&nbsp;Martin&nbsp;with&nbsp;explanation&nbsp;what&nbsp;is&nbsp;wrong&nbsp;with&nbsp;Jasper.

&nbsp;Just&nbsp;as&nbsp;I&nbsp;thought,&nbsp;he&nbsp;wasn't&nbsp;sleeping&nbsp;either&nbsp;so&nbsp;we&nbsp;chatted&nbsp;for&nbsp;a&nbsp;while.&nbsp;He&nbsp;couldn't&nbsp;believe&nbsp;what&nbsp;I&nbsp;wrote.

&nbsp;But&nbsp;than&nbsp;he&nbsp;found&nbsp;the&nbsp;articles&nbsp;and&nbsp;than&nbsp;everything&nbsp;was&nbsp;clear&nbsp;to&nbsp;him.&nbsp;

While&nbsp;I&nbsp;was&nbsp;chatting&nbsp;with&nbsp;Martin&nbsp;I&nbsp;opened&nbsp;my&nbsp;gmail&nbsp;and&nbsp;started&nbsp;to&nbsp;wrote&nbsp;an&nbsp;e-mail&nbsp;to&nbsp;dr&nbsp;Somperton.&nbsp;

_Dear&nbsp;dr&nbsp;Somperton,_

_My&nbsp;name&nbsp;is&nbsp;Kiba&nbsp;and&nbsp;I&nbsp;am&nbsp;your&nbsp;sons&nbsp;friend.&nbsp;I&nbsp;read&nbsp;about&nbsp;you&nbsp;and&nbsp;there&nbsp;is&nbsp;one&nbsp;thing&nbsp;I&nbsp;need&nbsp;to&nbsp;know.&nbsp;_

_You&nbsp;see,&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;forgot&nbsp;to&nbsp;take&nbsp;his&nbsp;pills&nbsp;and&nbsp;his&nbsp;rebel&nbsp;version&nbsp;came&nbsp;out._

_&nbsp;At&nbsp;first&nbsp;he&nbsp;was&nbsp;rather&nbsp;annoying&nbsp;but&nbsp;as&nbsp;the&nbsp;time&nbsp;passed&nbsp;I&nbsp;fell&nbsp;in&nbsp;love&nbsp;with&nbsp;him._

_&nbsp;He&nbsp;said&nbsp;that&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;isn't&nbsp;mentally&nbsp;ill,&nbsp;he&nbsp;has&nbsp;just&nbsp;two&nbsp;people&nbsp;inside&nbsp;him.&nbsp;And&nbsp;I&nbsp;think&nbsp;I&nbsp;understand._

_&nbsp;I&nbsp;just&nbsp;talked&nbsp;with&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;and&nbsp;I&nbsp;could&nbsp;tell&nbsp;that&nbsp;wasn't&nbsp;the&nbsp;same&nbsp;person&nbsp;who&nbsp;I&nbsp;was&nbsp;spending&nbsp;time&nbsp;with&nbsp;some&nbsp;hours&nbsp;earlier._

_&nbsp;I&nbsp;know&nbsp;you&nbsp;cut&nbsp;out&nbsp;Jasper's&nbsp;twin&nbsp;brother&nbsp;brain&nbsp;and&nbsp;put&nbsp;it&nbsp;in&nbsp;Jasper.&nbsp;What&nbsp;was&nbsp;the&nbsp;plan?&nbsp;I&nbsp;mean,&nbsp;what&nbsp;did&nbsp;you&nbsp;achieve?_

_Write&nbsp;soon&nbsp;back&nbsp;because&nbsp;it's&nbsp;really&nbsp;important&nbsp;to&nbsp;me_

_Yours&nbsp;Kiba_

I&nbsp;wrote,&nbsp;checked&nbsp;it&nbsp;two&nbsp;times&nbsp;and&nbsp;clicked&nbsp;'send'.

&nbsp;I&nbsp;came&nbsp;back&nbsp;to&nbsp;chatting&nbsp;with&nbsp;Martin.&nbsp;He&nbsp;told&nbsp;me&nbsp;what&nbsp;he&nbsp;really&nbsp;felt&nbsp;for&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;and&nbsp;what&nbsp;he&nbsp;hoped&nbsp;for.

&nbsp;I&nbsp;wanted&nbsp;to&nbsp;write&nbsp;him&nbsp;that&nbsp;I&nbsp;understand&nbsp;and&nbsp;that&nbsp;he&nbsp;shouldn't&nbsp;be&nbsp;afraid&nbsp;of&nbsp;all&nbsp;of&nbsp;this&nbsp;when&nbsp;suddenly&nbsp;I&nbsp;got&nbsp;a&nbsp;mail.&nbsp;It&nbsp;was&nbsp;an&nbsp;answer&nbsp;from&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;s&nbsp;father.&nbsp;

_Kiba,_

_I&nbsp;know&nbsp;you&nbsp;are&nbsp;a&nbsp;bit&nbsp;confused&nbsp;but&nbsp;trust&nbsp;me&nbsp;I&nbsp;am&nbsp;not&nbsp;a&nbsp;bad&nbsp;person._

_Thanks&nbsp;to&nbsp;my&nbsp;decision&nbsp;my&nbsp;both&nbsp;sons&nbsp;live.&nbsp;Maybe&nbsp;it&nbsp;not&nbsp;a&nbsp;life&nbsp;I&nbsp;wished&nbsp;for&nbsp;them&nbsp;but&nbsp;it's&nbsp;a&nbsp;life._

_&nbsp;On&nbsp;that&nbsp;day&nbsp;I&nbsp;reached&nbsp;everything&nbsp;a&nbsp;mortal&nbsp;being&nbsp;could.&nbsp;I&nbsp;gave&nbsp;life.&nbsp;We&nbsp;never&nbsp;told&nbsp;Jasper&nbsp;about&nbsp;this&nbsp;and&nbsp;it&nbsp;should&nbsp;stay&nbsp;so,&nbsp;understand?_

_&nbsp;And&nbsp;about&nbsp;his&nbsp;brother...&nbsp;We&nbsp;wanted&nbsp;to&nbsp;name&nbsp;him&nbsp;Harvey.&nbsp;_

_There&nbsp;is&nbsp;no&nbsp;possibility&nbsp;they&nbsp;can&nbsp;coexist&nbsp;at&nbsp;the&nbsp;same&nbsp;time.&nbsp;Only&nbsp;one&nbsp;of&nbsp;them&nbsp;can&nbsp;take&nbsp;control&nbsp;over&nbsp;the&nbsp;body.&nbsp;_

_The&nbsp;pills&nbsp;just&nbsp;make&nbsp;the&nbsp;main&nbsp;brain&nbsp;control&nbsp;the&nbsp;body.&nbsp;In&nbsp;two&nbsp;weeks&nbsp;we&nbsp;are&nbsp;coming&nbsp;back.&nbsp;We&nbsp;will&nbsp;talk&nbsp;than._

_Dr&nbsp;Somperton_

Harvey?&nbsp;What&nbsp;a&nbsp;beautiful&nbsp;name.&nbsp;I&nbsp;read&nbsp;the&nbsp;mail&nbsp;once&nbsp;than&nbsp;twice&nbsp;and&nbsp;the&nbsp;more&nbsp;I&nbsp;read&nbsp;it&nbsp;the&nbsp;less&nbsp;emotions&nbsp;in&nbsp;that&nbsp;text&nbsp;could&nbsp;I&nbsp;find.

&nbsp;Dr&nbsp;Sompertson&nbsp;used&nbsp;his&nbsp;sons&nbsp;as&nbsp;an&nbsp;experiment&nbsp;to&nbsp;make&nbsp;himself&nbsp;equal&nbsp;to&nbsp;God.&nbsp;I&nbsp;felt&nbsp;how&nbsp;anger&nbsp;filled&nbsp;my&nbsp;body.

&nbsp;But&nbsp;maybe&nbsp;Jasper's&nbsp;dad&nbsp;wasn't&nbsp;as&nbsp;bad&nbsp;as&nbsp;everyone&nbsp;wrote.&nbsp;Maybe&nbsp;he&nbsp;is&nbsp;mad&nbsp;enough&nbsp;to&nbsp;talk&nbsp;with&nbsp;me&nbsp;and&nbsp;accomplish&nbsp;my&nbsp;wishes?

&nbsp;I&nbsp;thought&nbsp;how&nbsp;bad&nbsp;would&nbsp;Martin&nbsp;feel&nbsp;if&nbsp;I&nbsp;made&nbsp;Harvey&nbsp;take&nbsp;control&nbsp;forever.&nbsp;I&nbsp;looked&nbsp;thou&nbsp;the&nbsp;window&nbsp;and&nbsp;felt&nbsp;overwhelming&nbsp;sadness.

&nbsp;I&nbsp;drank&nbsp;my&nbsp;coffee&nbsp;and&nbsp;shut&nbsp;the&nbsp;laptop&nbsp;down.&nbsp;I&nbsp;lie&nbsp;on&nbsp;my&nbsp;bad&nbsp;and&nbsp;thought&nbsp;about&nbsp;his&nbsp;warm&nbsp;breath&nbsp;and&nbsp;his&nbsp;heartbeat.

&nbsp;I&nbsp;wanted&nbsp;him&nbsp;here,&nbsp;I&nbsp;wanted&nbsp;him&nbsp;now.&nbsp;It&nbsp;all&nbsp;happened&nbsp;too&nbsp;fast.

&nbsp;I&nbsp;met&nbsp;the&nbsp;love&nbsp;of&nbsp;my&nbsp;life&nbsp;who&nbsp;was&nbsp;a&nbsp;part&nbsp;of&nbsp;the&nbsp;dead&nbsp;twin&nbsp;brother's&nbsp;brain&nbsp;of&nbsp;my&nbsp;best&nbsp;friend&nbsp;and&nbsp;just&nbsp;after&nbsp;saying&nbsp;'I&nbsp;love&nbsp;you'&nbsp;I&nbsp;had&nbsp;to&nbsp;say&nbsp;goodbye

&nbsp;for&nbsp;who&nbsp;knows&nbsp;how&nbsp;long.&nbsp;I&nbsp;stared&nbsp;at&nbsp;the&nbsp;ceiling&nbsp;and&nbsp;sighed.&nbsp;Life&nbsp;has&nbsp;never&nbsp;been&nbsp;so&nbsp;interesting&nbsp;and&nbsp;annoying&nbsp;on&nbsp;the&nbsp;same&nbsp;time.

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