{"sf1_id":811415,"sf2_id":"rnar4pZ1","title":"Succumbing","author":"Nixinator2001","words":80,"posted_at":"2015-01-25T06:13:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Sad","cutting"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/811415-succumbing","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rnar4pZ1","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=811415\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"I haven't wrote in forever. I'm going through hard times. Chocolate pudding.\n'nuff said.","content":"Everyday I smile at my friends\n\nShow I'm a bright and happy kid\n\nI get home and laught at today\n\nLike I have no care\n\n... But then my dark side takes over\n\nI sit on my bed and tuck into isolation\n\nCry because no one is there\n\nI go downstairs and find scissors\n\nMy arm refuses to bleed\n\nI spawn into immense panic attacks\n\nI go to bed wishing not to wake up\n\nOnce again succumbing to my depression\n\n  \n  \n\n"}