{"sf1_id":822022,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Notrix's Community Service","author":"Notrix","words":4781,"posted_at":"2015-02-21T18:23:00.000Z","tags":["Adult baby","Babyfur","Catcoon","Clean","Diapers","Hybrid","Rabbit","Raccoon","Wet diaper","cute","leaking","teen","teenager"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/822022-notrix-s-community-service","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/822022","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=822022\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"Did this for myself! Just a quick free-write. Did this in about 2-3 hours. Was just having fun. This is the first time I've ever written my own fursona into a story and I'm really happy with the overall product. I hope I didn't make too many mistakes, as I didn't really go back and revise much.","content":"It was another quiet, boring day as Notrix walked down the dimly lit\nhallway of the preschool. A stormy and otherwise melancholy Winter\nafternoon made the whole building feel especially small, and the 14 year\nold cat/raccoon hybrid loathed every minute of her time there already.\nIt had been a long day at school, and now she was stuck being there for\nthe next few hours - and she couldn't stand it! Sighing, she rolled her\neyes and looked at the time as she reached the end of the silent hall.\nIt was in the middle of the afternoon, and certainly after traditional\noperating hours - but she absolutely had to be there, or else she'd be\nin even worse trouble than she already was...\nNotrix stopped and stared at the brightly lit and colorfully decorated\npreschool room through a window on the door. Everything about it\nscreamed innocence and childish happiness - but Notrix wasn't feeling so\nenthusiastic. The young teen wasn't there for fun, after all. Before\nknocking on the heavy wooden door, she pulled out and unfolded a piece\nof paper from her pocket and stared down with spite.\n \n\"Community Service Log,\" it read, with big, bold, intimidating letters.\nIndeed, Notrix had gotten in trouble - and now she was learning her\nlesson the hard way. It was only a few days ago she had gotten caught\nstealing diapers from this same exact room. It was all very complicated,\nand it was horrible to think that she had actually betrayed the trust\nof a few people that meant so much to her. She didn't mean to disappoint\nher mom or anyone else - but she couldn't help but try. She had been\nin-and-out of trouble several times, but never before had she done\nsomething so stupid and embarrassing.\nWhen asked why she was stealing diapers from the preschool, she insisted\nthey were for someone else. She lied and insisted over and over that\nshe was just trying to keep them for her next babysitting job! Notrix\nsometimes babysat on the weekends, and what better cover-up could there\nhave been? The truth was much stranger, and she scoffed at the thought\nof what could have happened had they not believed her. The diapers were\nactually for her - not anyone else! How could she possibly have\nexplained that?\n \n\"Hi there, you must be Notrix!\" she suddenly heard.\nThe cat nearly jumped out of her own skin at the sudden surprise!\nStanding behind her, a tall adult had snuck up behind her while she\nwasn't paying any attention. She was a caretaker; a tall, young, white\nrabbit with beautiful flowing hair and a friendly face. Hanging from her\nneck was a lanyard that revealed the adult's name. Hanging over her\nshoulder was a satchel with what looked like a bunch of boring books,\nbinders, and notes.\n\"O-Oh! I'm sorry to have scared you!\" the adult apologized, chuckling as Notrix regained her composure.\nSuddenly, the shy cat was in the company of others - and the attitude\nthat both protected her and got her in so much trouble began to reveal\nitself.\n\"Yeah - that's me. Who else would I be? Duh,\" the teen prissily scoffed.\nThe preschool worker laughed, shook her head, and began to unlock the\ndoor into the classroom. It wasn't a good idea to be smart with the\nperson in charge of your community service hours, but Notrix couldn't\nhelp but give off the tough exterior she was notorious for.\n \n\"Now, now - no need to be sour. I appreciate your help even though I\nknow you don't want to be here,\" the adult explained as they walked in\ntogether.\nNotrix gazed around the preschool and observed. The whole room was meant\nto house plenty of playful, cheery cubs - and it seemed to be settled\nin quite well. Kiddish paintings, posters, and miscellaneous decorations\nlavished the brightly colored walls. Most of the floor was covered in\nsoft carpet and playmats, as well as messily scattered toys. The room\nhad a big round table to sit at with little chairs, easels to paint or\ndraw on, chalkboards to teach on, and all sorts of things that made even\nthe nervous and bitter Notrix smile. It was truly the happiest and\nsafest place for cubs to be in that Notrix had ever seen.\nOf course, one of the first things Notrix had stared directly at was the\nchanging table in the corner. Diapers stacked up underneath the\nplatform where a cub would be getting changed, and flashes of what had\nhappened a few days ago played in Notrix's mind. Of course, the teacher\nstared over at Notrix and knew exactly what was going on.\n \n\"I heard all about why you're here, Notrix. I'm not going to belittle\nyou or discipline you anymore than I'm sure you already have. Let's just\ndo the right thing and get through this,\" she said to the anxious teen.\nNotrix shrugged.\nHer punishment was simple; she was to come in and clean the place up\nhowever it needed to be - not just today, but for several other days,\ntoo. She'd help him put up the decorations, organize the toys, clean the\ntables, or do anything else that seemed like petty grunt work while the\nteacher was doing more important things. It seemed like a terrible\ntime, but it was an honest way to pay for trying to steal. Her mom and\nher principal were all going to verify that she was doing the things she\nwas supposed to, so there was no getting out of this one anyway.\n\"S-So... what do you want me to do?\" Notrix asked. \nThe teacher idly walked over to his desk and began sorting papers out.\n\"Hmm... you see all those toys all over the floor? Can you start by\nputting them all in that big toy chest over on the other side of the\nplaymat? Anything that doesn't fit can just go in those containers next\nto it,\" the teacher said.\n \nNotrix understood completely, and sighed as she saw the enormous mess\nthat the kidfurs had made earlier during the day. Blocks, action\nfigures, dolls, and generic toys were seemingly tossed randomly all over\nthe place. It all started with a simple toy dinosaur; she scooped up\nthe toy in her paw, and tossed it into the chest like she was\ninstructed. Next was a pony; a light blue one with rainbow colored hair.\nShe recognized it from TV, and kind of liked the show - though she\nnever dared admit it. Tossing the pony into the toy chest, she resumed\nher cleaning duties in silence.\nBut although she stayed quiet on the outside, there was nothing quiet\ninside of her head. Each toy she picked up, she thought about it. She\nthought about why she was there in the first place; not because of her\npunishment, but why she did what she did. It was because of the diapers,\nbut she wanted to wear them because she loved the idea of being little\nagain! It was a deep, dark secret of her's - something she was certain\nothers wouldn't ever understand. She wasn't all bad, just rough around\nthe edges. She was sensitive but had to be tough. The last thing she\nwanted was to be another target!\n \nNotrix hated doing chores and hated the fact that she had to be there in\nthe preschool because of her punishment - but she loved being there\notherwise. The bright colors, the toys, and kiddish happiness of\neverything - she loved the idea of being one of those kids and playing\nand having fun again! It was a time of innocence; something she felt she\nwas losing every day. She was growing up fast and she hated it.\nEverything she learned about the adult world was terrifying and\nintimidating - that was why she acted so tough. \nYou had to be tough in a world like this, after all. How much better\nwould it be if she could just be taken care of her like a baby? She\nloved to draw, color, write, and watch stuff on TV that was meant for\nkidfurs much younger than her. Of course, she liked the idea of being\nfed from a bottle, wearing diapers, and just being a baby again - was\nthat really so bad? She knew other kidfurs would think so, and so would\nadults. They wouldn't understand why feeling littler made her feel so\nmuch better because it hardly made sense to her! It was her own little\nsecret that she kept to herself. And so she did.\n \nBut it wasn't the only secret she had. Notrix also loved to be bold, and\non a day like this, she was especially so. In the silence as she\ncleaned, a soft, quiet crinkling could be heard from the diaper she had\nput on this morning before school. It was a daring move, but Notrix\nloved wearing diapers. It was one of her favorite things to do, after\nall - and wearing one right now, where she was, brought her a bit closer\nto what she wanted. She thought about what it must be like to be able\nto wear freely and be herself without any consequence...\nOf course, as bold and daring as little Notrix was, she was also foolish\nto believe her secret was well hidden. In the silence, as she walked\nback-and-forth to clean the room, crinkling could be heard with her\nevery step. To most, it wouldn't be noticed - but to someone experienced\nas the preschool teacher - it was a subtle giveaway to what was going\non. At first, the adult thought they were simply hearing things in her\nhead. But as she stopped what she was doing and listened in, she knew\nwithout a doubt that Notrix was wearing a diaper.\n \nThe signs were all there; the way she walked with a strange waddle, the\nrustling as she moved around, and he could even see a bulged outline of\nit as she bent down to grab something from the floor. The diaper was\nthick and not easily hidden from someone like the teacher, and suddenly,\neverything began to make sense. Why else would she have been stealing\ndiapers from the preschool? The adult shook her head and chuckled to\nherself in disbelief; why didn't she see it or think about it sooner?\nUnbeknownst to Notrix, her secret was poorly kept. The adult in the room\nwas well onto her. But there was more that she was not aware of. As the\nteacher idly did the paperwork, she kept a small eye on her - and\nthought about how he could possibly reveal to Notrix that she wasn't the\nonly kidfur that wore diapers. Indeed, it was a small town. The\ngrownups had kept a close eye on their kin and knew what was going on in\ntheir lives - and wearing diapers for fun or wanting to be babied\nwasn't as outlandish or uncommon as it may have been in the past. It was\na secret to those who did not know, but those who did know - knew that\nit was completely harmless. How could he possibly explain without\nscaring her? It began as the teacher cleared her throat. Notrix stopped\nand looked at the adult from the far side of the room, wondering if she\nhad done it to get Notrix's attention.\n \n\"Yeah?\" Notrix asked, tossing a toy into the toybox. She was mostly finished by now.\n\"Um... Notrix, can I ask you a question?\" the adult began.\nOf course, the teen just shrugged.\n\"...why did you steal diapers from my classroom?\" she then asked.\nNotrix's heart stopped, and the angsty teen flicked the hair out of her\neyes only for her bangs to cover one of them all over again. She was put\non the spot...\n\"I... thought you said you knew all about why I was here...\" she groaned.\n\"I do. I know what you did, and I mean... they told me what you told them.\nBut I just don't get why that'd drive you to stealing,\" the grownup\nconfronted.\nShe was as slow, gentle, and as cautious as she could be. Meanwhile,\nNotrix was on edge. The cat froze in her place and stared directly at\nher attacker before immediately going on the defensive. Notrix scoffed,\nrolled her eyes, and flailed her arms.\n\"Whatever! It was dumb - okay? Can't we just drop it?\" she whined.\n\"If you don't want to talk about it, that's okay, too. I'm not mad. None\nof us are. We just don't want you to ever think stealing is okay,\nbecause it's not,\" the teacher began.\n \nStanding up from her desk, she abandoned her boring paperwork and\nredirected her attention towards Notrix - who clearly had something to\nhide. Unbeknownst to Notrix, however, she was hiding for no reason.\nThere was nothing to be afraid of.\n\"Off the record, Notrix - I'm saying this to you as a person. If someone\nstole diapers because they needed them, or couldn't afford them... I'd\nhelp them out. That makes them less fortunate. But if they stole them\nbecause they... wanted to wear them... and were too embarrassed to buy\nthem themselves... well... maybe I'd tell them they had no reason to be\nafraid, because they weren't the only ones who liked wearing diapers,\"\nthe teacher said.\nIt was a bold move, and nothing but silence followed. Notrix stood there\nsilently with heat bursting in her chest. Her eyes widened, and she\nswallowed hard as she began to realize her secret wasn't a secret any\nlonger. The two locked eyes, but it was Notrix who began to yield. She\nstepped back and nearly tripped on a toy before regaining her composure.\nWhat was she going to say?! What could she possibly do!? They couldn't\npossibly find this out about her! What if they told everyone else?\n \n\"I-I don't know what you're talking about,\" she began.\nBut they both knew that wasn't true.\nNotrix's embarrassed silence spoke louder than any words she was tempted\nto yell. On any other day, in any other situation - the young, angsty\nteen would have shouted and screamed with fury. She'd have defended\nherself and lied until there was nothing left to lie about; her pride\nwas more important than anything else. But the strange situation she was\nput in was so outlandish that it had actually taken her by surprise,\nand she found herself too speechless to lie. How did this adult know\nabout her wearing diapers for fun? Why was she saying anything about it\ninstead of just keeping her big mouth shut? This was a secret so dark\nand was hidden for so long that she knew that there had to be a reason.\n\"W-What're... what're you gonna do!?\" Notrix asked. \nHalf of her face was covered in long hair so only one big surprised and panicked eyeball stared back at the grownup.\n\"N-Nothing, Notrix! I mean it!\" the adult admitted.\n \nThere was more silence but this time the adult broke it. The rabbit\nknelt down so she was closer to Notrix's level; the tough, bold teen was\nclearly shook and scared. This was a vulnerable side of her that no one\nsaw often because she tried her absolute hardest to hide it.\n\"I just... wanted you to know that I know. And that I won't tell anyone,\" they began.\nNotrix's heart was on fire. Suddenly the diaper between her legs felt\nuncomfortable. She wanted nothing to do with it. As the two stared at\neach other, she began to regret being so stupid as to seriously believe\nshe could wear a diaper to school and not get noticed...\n\"...but I also wanted to tell you that I know because you're not the\nonly one, Notrix. I don't know what your story is but it's not as\nuncommon as you'd think,\" they continued.\nNotrix's attention snapped; she heard everything her teacher had to say.\n\"I-I mean, I can't tell you who. That's not for me to say. But around\nhere, us grownups know more than you kidfurs think - and I know for a\nfact that there's no reason for you to steal diapers just because you're\ntoo embarrassed,\" they finished.\n \n\"W-What're you saying?\" Notrix responded.\n\"...are you telling me there's... other people here? In this school that...\num...\" Notrix began. She was still too shy to dare admit what they were\ntalking about.\nBut the preschool teacher's slow nod made her gasp. The teenage cat was\nabsolutely speechless; it was all too much to take in at once.\nEverything had happened so fast. Of course she was embarrassed about\neverything. She knew that what was happening was strange, but she wasn't\nscared. She didn't trust them much now, but she knew she could, if she\nallowed herself to. This was someone she had seen around plenty of\ntimes. They had a reputation, a friendly face, never did anything wrong\nto her, and she knew nothing was happening in bad taste. Those three\nthings were the only reason why she didn't panic and run. Of course, the\nrabbit was relieved that his approach wasn't bad.\nThe teacher could tell that Notrix had a lot on her mind now. It must have been quite overwhelming to hear for her!\n\"Yes, Notrix. It may be silly... but there are others like you. You don't\nneed to feel afraid anymore, dear. You'll be okay,\" the teacher began.\n \nCarefully, the grown rabbit placed her big paw on Notrix's shoulder. She\nwas still knelt down to the teen's level, no different than when she\nhandles a little cub. Notrix was looking away, and her lip began to\nquiver as emotions began to come rushing in. She had a lot bottled up,\nafter all - and showing some of her weakness was an easy way for strong\nemotions to follow. In the silence, under Notrix's concealing bangs -\nlight sniffling could be heard. The adult had hit a nerve.\nThough the adult wasn't sure why Notrix was beginning to cry, it was all\ntoo clear to Notrix where it was all coming from. Shame was filling her\nhead. She felt so unbelievably guilty for betraying so many peoples'\ntrust. Her principal, her mother, and others who heard about it - all\nseemed to be looking down upon Notrix with conviction. She didn't care\nat first... but somehow, being confronted about it like this seemed to\nmake her break and now the tears couldn't stop flowing. How could she\nseriously have disappointed so many people for such a stupid reason?\n \n\"Shh, shh... it's okay Notrix...\" she heard the teacher say.\nThe adult's voice was gentle. One thing led to the next and before she\nknew it the angsty teenager found herself enveloped in the arms of the\ngrownup. The two were locked in a warm embrace for some time as Notrix\ncontinued to cry. The grownup consoled her, all the while.\n\"E-Everyone... everyone thinks... thinks I'm a thief!\" she complained.\n\"No one thinks that, dear. It'll be alright,\" the rabbit explained.\nFor some time longer, Notrix continued to cry and vent. Emotions and\nstress poured out of her, and the empty classroom stayed silent as she\nlet it all out. But in time, Notrix's spirits needed to be lifted. The\nteacher felt awful for Notrix's sake, and it was natural that her\ncaregiver instincts began to kick in.\n\"Shh, shhh... I know what'll make you feel better,\" the teacher said.\nReaching downward, the teacher grabbed one of the last remaining toys\nleft on the floor, and held it up to Notrix's level. Making silly\nnoises, she did her best to make Notrix laugh.\n \n\"W-What're... s-stop! Ah... erm...\" the sad teen sad.\nShe did her best to not laugh, but a chuckle or two escaped her at the\nsight of the silly toy in front of her. Her teacher didn't stop, though.\nThe rabbit caregiver continued to make silly noises and do outrageous\nthings in an effort to make her sobbing, overgrown cub laugh a little.\nOf course, it did make Notrix stop crying - but she was left feeling\nmelancholy and tired.\n\"Sit down, dear. Let me go fetch you something that'll make you feel\nbetter,\" the grownup said. Notrix lazily complied, and slowly descended\nonto the playmat.\nWiping her tears and sniffling her little nose, Notrix looked around the\nroom again. It had gotten darker outside, as the sun was beginning to\nset. Staring upwards from how low she was to the ground made her feel\neven smaller, and the diaper squeezing between her butt and the floor\nmade it all the more intense. What was going to happen next?\n\"Here Notrix. Just... take this, and lean back,\" she heard.\nAt once, a baby bottle filled with milk seemed to appear right in front\nof her. Her teacher was behind her, reaching the bottle up to her mouth.\nNotrix was reluctant to lay back into the teacher's embrace, but it was\nsomething that couldn't be resisted. Apprehensively, she fell backward\nand felt her head rest on the shoulder of the adult. The nipple of the\nbaby bottle soon found its way into the teen's mouth, and before she had\nanytime to stop it - she was soon swooned by the warm sensation of\nbeing bottle fed for the first time in years. It was an unbelievable\nsensation; one that Notrix had longed for.\n \nAgain, silence filled the room. The adult kept the baby bottle in\nNotrix's mouth, rocking back and forth gently as the teen drink every\ndrop like the little baby she longed to be. Notrix's heart was racing\nthe whole time, but it gradually settled down as the baby bottle began\nto empty. Somehow, Notrix knew she could trust this grownup. Mouthful\nafter mouthful, Notrix drank from the bottle and let the grownup take\ncare of her... but she'd inevitably finish it off. But the end of one good\nthing would lead into another...\n\"Good girl. We're almost finished here, Notrix. It's almost time for you\nto go home,\" the teacher concluded, pulling the now-empty bottle away\nfrom the teen's mouth.\n\"Mhm,\" Notrix nodded.\nThe grown rabbit wandered away to wash the baby bottle. Meanwhile,\nNotrix fidgeted and wiped her face. She glowed with all sorts of strange\nfeelings; a mix of her babyish mentality meeting with adult\ncontemplation and bewilderment. But she would soon make a discovery that\nwould make her shame worse, and the babyish emotions skyrocket. The\nlittle teen rose to her feet, but to her dismay... she discovered a big,\ndark, wet spot where she was sitting. Notrix had leaked her diaper!\n \n\"Oh no!\" Notrix gasped, before immediately descending back down. But it was too late.\nA loud splut sound rang out, and Notrix's diaper felt like a puddle had\nsplashed up. Notrix must have gotten carried away while being bottle\nfed; she was often one to leak her diapers because she would be in them\nfor too long! But now she was really in for it. The adult had encouraged\nher to be herself, but now she had leaked all over her pants and the\ncarpet below. How angry was the teacher going to be!? Notrix sighed...\n\"Um... Notrix... was... that a puddle, underneath you?\" her teacher asked.\nNotrix's heart sank so deep into her stomach she felt nauseous!\n\"Wha-what!? N-No!\" Notrix lied.\nBut it was no use. Notrix's wide, terrified eyes told the truth for her.\n\"O-Oh... Notrix... you really should have asked for a change, dear,\" the teacher said.\nNotrix stayed silent, and sulked. She was really in trouble now...\n\"...c'mon, scoot over. Let me clean you up... we can't have you leaving\npuddles in your parent's car, now can we?\" the teacher said.\n \nNotrix thought she was about to have a heart attack.\n\"H-Huh?\" Notrix whined.\n\"I'm... going to change your diaper for you, Notrix. You're leaking!\nUnless you'd rather do it yourself, but you have to get out of that...\"\nthe teacher confronted.\nNotrix could tell there was no getting out of this one. Her teacher was\nright; no way was she getting in the backseat with her diaper leaking\nall over like it was. The rabbit smiled, and nodded her head kindly as\nNotrix scooted over, and laid down on the floor. Of course, the teen cat\nwas blushing, and her heart was racing faster than ever. This was one\nof the things she had wanted most - and she trusted her teacher enough\nto let it happen.\n\"There, there. No need to be shy. I've told you once and I'll tell you\nagain. You're not the only big cub in town.... certainly not the first\nbig cub who needed a diaper change...\" she gently teased. Notrix wanted to\nknow more, but kept her mouth shut for now - just to relax.\nKneeling down, the grownup flipped Notrix's skirt up over her tummy, and\nslowly pulled the teen's pants down - where a very soggy diaper\nawaited. The baby-printed diaper swelled and crinkled loudly as Notrix\nwiggled about. Tearing one side off, and then the next - Notrix blushed\neven redder as she found herself exposed to the unphased but trustworthy\ncaretaker. After spreading her legs a bit for the caretaker, she winced\nas an icy cold baby wipe spread across and cleaned her shame away. A\nyellow wipe, and then another yellow wipe both found themselves\ndiscarded into the soiled diaper.\n \nNext, the rabbit pulled the teen cat's diaper out from underneath.\nBalling it up and tossing it to the side, Notrix felt the adrenaline\nrush as a clean and fresh diaper was slid beneath her. Suddenly, a big\npuff of baby powder clouded the air between the cub and the caretaker,\nand Notrix wiggled playfully as the rabbit rubbed the powder against her\nfur. With the babyish scent filling her nostrils, Notrix couldn't help\nbut feel goosebumps all over. This experience was nothing short of\namazing to her...\n\"Okay, all done, little one,\" the preschool teacher playfully teased as\nshe finished putting the fresh diaper onto her cub. Notrix smiled.\nSitting up, Notrix found herself pantless with the diaper poking out\nfrom beneath her skirt. Feeling her bare legs and the diaper press\nagainst the carpet, with the grownup standing over her, made her feel\nunbelievably little. She didn't want to go home!\n\"I-I don't... want to leave!\" Notrix said.\nBut it had to be so.\n\"Aww... I know, little Notrix. Don't worry baby girl, we'll see each other\nagain soon. Your parents will be here soon, so I need you to get your\npants back on. Unless you want to explain your diaper to them, too,\" the\nteacher explained.\n \nNotrix didn't want that. Not yet.\n\"Okay,\" she reluctantly sighed.\nAt once, the teen pulled her pants back on. They were a little damp, but\nnothing could be done. The moment she got home, they were to be tossed\ninto the laundry. Surely, a little damp spot wouldn't ruin anything or\nbe obvious. At least Notrix hoped not...\n\"Did you enjoy yourself?\" the preschool teacher asked.\nNotrix most certainly did. She was still shy, and was still trying to\ntake everything in; there was so much to handle during her few hours.\nBut something inside of her knew that things were going to be okay now.\nShe wanted to know more about the other kidfurs in her area that were\njust like her. Did she know any of them? Would she ever meet them? What\nelse was going on out there that the shy teen didn't know about? Notrix\nwas sure to find out.\n\"Thanks... for everything,\" Notrix said.\nIn the distance, as they walked down the halls and approached the\nparking lot, they could both see headlights from a parked car. There was\nno doubt in Notrix's mind that this was her ride. As she and the\nteacher hugged, a certain bond was formed. Something changed for her\nthat day; something she couldn't explain. A weight had been lifted from\nher shoulders, and a new sense of the world seemed to augment her\nperception. The shy teen felt... happier now. Climbing into her car, and\ndriving home at long last - she wasn't sure what tomorrow was to bring,\nbut Notrix had a feeling that this was the beginning of something new.\nShe knew not what to expect, but she was very, very eager to find out."}