{"sf1_id":823124,"sf2_id":"pnGx55K1","title":"Poem # 20","author":"Shadowfortuna","words":187,"posted_at":"2015-02-24T04:55:00.000Z","tags":["Contemporary","Dark","Depressing","Emotion","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/823124-poem-20","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/pnGx55K1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/e8/42/e8422029-5fc3-49c3-8784-73669efdcd39","description":"#20 of My Poems\n\nplease don't ask,","content":"I feel like fire races about through my body,  \nMy nerves crackle in my mind,   \nPain lances through out my form.  \nEven as the thunder rumbles outside, \u0026nbsp;\n\nI can feel the lightning swirling through the clouds,  \nIt crackles and crashes,\u0026nbsp;  \nThe sound rough on my ears.\n\nEven as I writhe in pain,   \nMy mouth clenches and teeth grind,  \nI\u0026nbsp;fight to focus through this trail,\u0026nbsp;  \nThis challenge given to me.  \n  \nI try to adapt and feel disbelief in myself,   \nWhen i find myself growing accustomed,   \nEven as it grows, I find myself withstanding more pain.  \nIt feels heavy, this knowledge that i keep to myself..  \n  \nBut i keep the record, Watching how the world changes,  \nThe weight of it all on my shoulders,   \nThe beauty, The darkness,  \nI see it all, as if shards of glass are in my head,  \nStabbing and cutting even as i understand.  \n  \nThat is the curse i bear,\u0026nbsp;  \nto see all, to sense all,   \nto know what lies beneath the light,  \nAnd what stands in the dark.\n\nI can only feel love for everyone,\u0026nbsp;  \nEven as i want to destroy it all.\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"My Poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/730189-poem-22.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/842224-poem-21.json"}}