{"sf1_id":827794,"sf2_id":"Xek2vw51","title":"Pain in the world","author":"Nixinator2001","words":80,"posted_at":"2015-03-07T05:46:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Poem","Sad"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/827794-pain-in-the-world","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Xek2vw51","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=827794\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"Fuck everyone and everything","content":"I lose my mind every now and then.\u0026nbsp;\n\nI realize just how broken I am.\u0026nbsp;\n\nDenied, demoted,\u0026nbsp;disgraced, discarded.\u0026nbsp;\n\nBy friends, family, and piers, amongst others.\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe joke is funny but I think it's stupid.\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe joke is stupid but I think it's funny.\u0026nbsp;\n\nI was a happy little boy, at first.\u0026nbsp;\n\nBut then, \u0026nbsp;depression hit me like a bullet.\u0026nbsp;\n\nI'm still wounded on the inside.\u0026nbsp;\n\nWondering if I can last.\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt hurts me. To do anything.\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt hurts to live.\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}