{"sf1_id":831499,"sf2_id":"zeRJJQye","title":"that beautiful nightmare","author":"coolcide1999","words":322,"posted_at":"2015-03-17T01:07:00.000Z","tags":["Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/831499-that-beautiful-nightmare","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/zeRJJQye","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/ab/f6/abf66e30-e317-491a-931d-abae781f4438","description":"#1 of poem\n\nthsi is a poem that i wrote its abut a dream that i had never forgotten","content":"That beautiful nightmare\n\nI wanted to scream but my voice was like a rat when a light comes on it fled away once that light that monster appeared and when i tried to wake up i could not i was stuck in this nightmare It was like being trapped in a room with no way to get and and a locked steel door for which i could not find the key.\n\nAs the monster got closer and closer all i could imagine is the sound of my bodies bones cracking and snapping under his feet i heard each and every bone crack! crack! crack!\n\nand as i hit a wall and slid down as soon as the monster was going to get me i screamed and woke up it was a nightmare but somehow i could still hear the bones snap.\n\nI looked in the mirror and i saw my reflection as i looked i realized that my reflection was the monster i was the monster i was the one causing my bones to go crack! crack! crack!\n\nI was the one scaring me\u0026nbsp;\n\nRealized that i was the one that pushed me against a \u0026nbsp;wall and plunging me into darkness.\n\nthat dream help me realize and see the monster inside my to this day i still have that part of me that was the monster i still have the monster who hurt me and when people ask me if i would ever slay the monster i tell them this.\n\n\"if i slay that monster i will be slaying the memory of that horrible nightmare that reminds me that i don't want to be that monster to myself anymore\" the monster is in my heart collecting dust and every time i see it it reminds me of that beautiful nightmare that saved me and i know when it comes back to control me again i will answer with \"just go away\" \u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}