{"sf1_id":846334,"sf2_id":"keNONbwm","title":"society destruction.poem","author":"cainfoxy","words":270,"posted_at":"2015-04-11T02:52:00.000Z","tags":["Death","Hate","Pain","culture"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/846334-society-destruction-poem","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/keNONbwm","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=846334\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"Perhaps \u0026nbsp;I'm looking for a ryme that is \u0026nbsp;just\u0026nbsp;not there. As the eyes lay upon me,\u0026nbsp;I lose my words. I feel heavy with guilt that is not mine. Pushed away from all the ones I loved. I tend to cry on the inside.\n\nI guess I just am not right. Lost inside the mind on the streets of time. Every face looking at me with hate. I guess I was meant to be vilified.\u0026nbsp;\n\nOn the outside looking in. Where had I gone. Never taking another step in the world. Fearful of falling again. But I have lost everything. For nothing but me.\n\nI guess I am the freak I was made out to be. My words lost in this sea never to be heard by another. Tears fall asleep as I take this blade and run it deep. Please for get me.\n\nI never meant \u0026nbsp;to dissapoint, I'm sorry for who I am. I sorry for what I become. A monster unlike any other. Born from bad blood only to stain my own in a different sin. I'm sorry for my life. I was never meant to be from what I can see.\n\nAn obimnation a creature of the beast. Perhaps it was because of my curse named. My father evils or my own choices. Should I pray of forgiveness not from a god but to the people that worship the god.\n\nExile from my family and friends. Who could never understand my tears. So why would they ever understand \u0026nbsp;why my blood ran thick over the white tile. Why would they ever care if I was a monster.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}